It’s terrible during the weekends! And if you know what?

First, I discover a super BIG blue black on the left side my hip on a Saturday afternoon, and of course, it doesn’t feel a thing else, I would have discover about it sooner and not when I was having my shower. And it’s SO BIG until I was so shocked, and I am not being exaggerate ok? =P

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Putting the super BIG blue black aside, since there was an issue the night before.. So Alan came to Dearest‘s house to have a talk with him. And I have no choice but to stay put at home and continue watching my TW drama. I strongly believe that if there is an issue to be resolve, then they should resolve ASAP and till the issue becomes irreversible, then it would be too late. But it’s because Alan came around dinner time, so I became a little impatient because I have not taken my breakfast and lunch. And by the time Dearest came back from his “Man’s Talk”, it was already 7p.m and he was actually hurrying me. *Angry*

I know what’s making Alan unhappy. Imagine, you have a close friend. And that ‘close friend’ of yours doesn’t take initiative to call you, sms you or MSN you. And you are always making the first move to initiate meet ups, called to check if he/she is doing fine etc. I would be tired, and sometimes disappointed because it feels like my ‘close friend’ doesn’t care (or give a damn). Dearest is the kind of person whereby most of the time it’s his friends who looked/called him and not the other way round. Because he has been living in his comforty world for so long, he has forgotten about taking initiatives. I know he doesn’t mean to hurt his friends in any way, but if I am just his close friends, I would be disappointed as well. Imagine, my bf doesn’t call me and usually I am the one calling him; most of the time. Disappointment comes in, and everyone just speculate about his sudden disappearance ever since he’s got a gf (yea, that’s me). No, I did not stop him from meeting his friends every week, but rather, I have my own circle of friends whom I would like to hang out with during the weekends as well, so if he wants to meet up his friends, he may go ahead because I am not stopping him. And sometimes, late nights are draining the energy out of me. It’s really tiring, and frustrating to have the urge to lie on my bed and sleep BUT, I can’t do that because I am still outside. I am not complaining of course, because I am willing to compromise for Dearest‘s sake. So hopefully everything works out.

Anyways, we went to City Plaza to take a look at the things available there, and to our dismay, nothing much. It’s either the designs are too old or the shop are too packed with things that’s making our head spinning. Whatever it is, we might or might not take our goods from that place. After that, we head back home to take medicine because my headache came back! And it’s really so pain.

What scares me is, this is what I looked like after taking the Nurofen. So scary right? I kept telling Dearest that I can barely recognise myself. =[

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So we have spent the whole Sunday afternoon till night time watching the DVD we rented previously. =]