Not good, at all

I don’t feel good today. Every part of me is feeling weak. My body is aching so much that I can barely sit and stand straight.

But, I do not want to sound and be so negative. I was feeling upset because the red dots keep appearing on my body and when Dearest asked if I’m feeling ‘depressed’, and I said I am. He said I am WEAK. Using such word on a girl isn’t that nice especially he’s not the one having rashes and all. He doesn’t understand the feeling of having all these rashes and see them coming back again can be quite ‘depressing’. After all, I’m girl. Which girl enjoys having red spot on them like everyday?

Nonetheless, I do not want to start arguing with him, so I told him that he should stop talking to me in case I sprout nonsense.

Doc says, I must continue the medicine for a month. *rolling my eyes*

While I was having my shower last night, I prayed to God that He will heal me, take all these red dots away from me. And casting all these cares unto Him knowing He will heal me because I’m his beloved child. He will take away this rash and it will not happen again. Having faith in Him feels really good. I prayed again before I went to bed. I will just keep praying until I get healed.

I want to go home now.