haiz.. updates.. which is MORE worse? HAha.. my ‘artistic’ work piece.. the ‘best’ that i could ever take or rather.. the ‘best’ that i could find.. who can have it worsE?? it’s been.. er hem… FOUR BLOODY days.. =) i need MC.. lol..

i have took some pics of my disgusting rashes again.. haha.. and this is worse than the other few days.. and i’m really very frustrated by this unknown cause of rashes.. and the worse part is.. it just wouldn’t stop feeling itchy.. sigh.. FINALLY.. my mama know my pressence.. hahaha.. and she asked me to use boiling water + those chinese rice wine and press against my affected areas (which is almost my WHOLE body..sigh) this afternoon was ok.. now even my face was affected and.. yes, it’s very disgusting.. hahaha.. and i still gotta work tml.. how nice.. bleahz.. i guess i have to stay indoors for awhile bahz cos my mama say don’t go outside to have the cold wind blowing at me.. sigh.. that’s very pathetic.. and i saw this FCUK jacket which suits me so damn nice and it was the design i wanted long long time ago.. but it costed about $129.. i have to consider it first b4 i make any impulse decision.. hahaha.. i think i better had the whole bottle of calamine lotion pour on my body.. ahah.. or i eat all the pills to stop the itch.. it’s really killing me.. i’m feeling paranoid again.. i better go slp soon b4 i go crazy… mayb i will post my disgusting pic tomolo.. haiz..

it is very annoying to me that on both occasions i went to see a doctor for my unknown reason for itchy-ness.. everyone seems to ignore me.. damn.. did i pay the doctors to ignore me? wtf? and i’m still damn fucking itchy all over my body.. thought i could complain to my sis but i forget today is wed.. time for clubbing.. and off she went.. sigh.. he came to see me.. haha.. in my most pathetic state.. =) sigh.. but that doesn’t help.. i’m still itchy.. duckie came this afternoon to acc me to see doc at jurong polyclinic.. and the doc just gave me some pills to stop my itchy-ness and calamine lotion to apply.. i was wondering each time i took a bus will i scare those ppl off? hahaha.. i’m getting very frastrated when i tried so hard to scratch my back and i can’t bloody reach.. zzz.. and it happened just b4 christmas.. how nice will it be to stay at hm and sing christmas carol to tooty?fantastic.. =) i’m trying so desperately for the itchy-ness to go away.. but it just wouldn’t go.. help~~~ i’m so ugly now.. and if i don’t get well i can’t work.. if i can’t work.. i got no money.. so god, pls help me.~~~ red patches.. red patches.. the med doesn’t work on me..

i m so ugly now. i got red patches all over me.. my body, my face, my hands, my legs.. i’m so itchy all over my body too.. someone help me..

i feel so weak now. even just now duckie kept calling me, i just couldn’t open my eyes and ans his call. he kept sms-ing, kept calling me.. but i feel so weak.. like just now i wanted to drink water but i can’t stand and drink cos i feel my whole body got no energy.. when i went to the toilet.. i feel like im going to faint soon.. haiz.. weak sia me.. i called my mama.. she ignored me.. -_- den my papa saw me sitting on the floor(cos i feel like i m going faint soon.. so i sat on the floor b4 i can sit on the sofa..) and ask me to go eat.. sigh.. not i dont wanna eat.. is i totally don’t have energy to take rice for myself.. so when my younger sis walked out frm the study rm i got her to get me some rice.. sian, now frm the head till the half part of my body got red patches.. and no one seems to care!! tmd.. sigh.. whatever i got no more energy to type in here anymore.. ciao.. humph..

it must be amin‘s bad luck taking effect on me. haha. sigh. i developed rashes last nite when i went shopping with my sis.. it was so damn bad till i feel my face was a bit swollen. den duckie acc me go see doc.. and i got an injection.. i don’t feel itchy after that but now, i feel itchy-ness on my hands and legs again.. someone PLS help me. otherwise i will die frm itchyness.. =( i’m so sad.. when i went to bath last nite. frm head to the lower part of my body is red.. omg.. i don’t know what happened~ HELP HELP HELP!! it’s so ITCHY !!

after the injection for my unknown reason for rushes.. i feel very slpy.. i will talk and upload some pics here tml. =) i’m itchy.. very itchy.. nitez

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