today i wake up at 12plus. last nite my flu got worse and i got running nose as i slp.. as i slp, i sneezed.. tat’s how bad.. today my mama didn’t go work.. and she ate the cheesecake i left for her.. mama say the cheesecake is very cheesy.. =_= where got cheesecake NO cheese one? lol.. nvm, next time i will bring home chocolate and mango cake for her.. =) mama keep waking me up today.. so no choice i got up and take shower then i went to sch.. GOSH.. when i went into the class there’s NO one, NO teacher.. den there is this guy came in.. after sitting in the class for 14 mins, i finally got the courage to ask.. and guess what? that guy told me the lesson is CANCELLED! gosh, i feel like i’m a dummy sitting in the class.. den i meet duckie for lunch cos he hasn’t eaten.. den we went to library read magazines.. lol.. we stayed that until 6pm den we go to clementi to have our dinner.. den we took 154 to JP to walk walk.. den we went to buy the new coke with lime drink den we go hm liao.. =) so i reached hm about 9plus..

ytd, i asked duckie.. why didn’t he talk to me in WISP class when i was sitting right behind him for a few mths.. he told me he’s shy and he don’t know how to start.. lol.. it’s only when i went to black with jesslin & co to celebrate jess’s bday, we exchanged hi.. somehow he knows i went to the toilet and he, somehow, saw me outside the toilet.. den he came to talk to me.. hahaha.. that’s how we exchange no. bcos of the zouk thingy.. and the reason is he’s interested to know me lah.. DUh, jus now in the lib he kept teasing me. say i collect 10 cents outside the toilet at black.. lol.. stupid.. it’s better than someone who pretend to go toilet just to talk to me and to exchange no. loh.. lol..! but then after that time, he oso nvr talk to me.. even though he saw me we still din talk.. so i tot he has forgotten me.. so i didn’t reali care too.. until the day chang yuan celebrate his bday at zouk den i sms him asking him the price of zouk.. and he tot i’m going to black when i told him is zouk.. he told me when i say i’m at zouk he sian diao liao.. LOL.. after that day, we went out.. talk.. and chat on msn.. and the rest.. ull know liao mah.. hohoho.. that’s the end.. =)

i was suppose to go down to town to parade.. for awareness about the star wars exhibition that’s coming to singapore on the 18th nov.. but i was so tired that i woke up at 3plus today despite my mama’s attempt to wake me up at 10plus.. she even bought lunch for me, but i didn’t eat.. i gave to my sis eat instead.. so my elder sis came hm and i share the cheesecake, that i bought hm ytd, with her.. oh, i LOVE cheesecake!! delicious! lol. i left the rest for my mum and bro. =) i’m suppose to go to duckie’s hse today.. to cook.. but since his hse got alot ppl, thus, the plan is off. he wanted to go Junction 8 today.. i don’t reali mind but i don’t feel like taking train.. so he suggested causeway.. oh well.. so after much suggestion, i decided not to go out.. den after a while his parents ask him to have dinner along with his relative.. so yah… haha..

i knew piggy wont do the things he said, cause when he scolded me.. he’s so drunk.. i just knew it.. nvr take a drunkard’s word serious.. =) that’s what i learnt.

Lucky i am on time for work today.. lol.. today is such a boring day at work but amy dropped by to say hello.. keke.. jesslin ask to go zouk next wed.. and i took 2 american cheesecake, 1 marble cheesecake and 1 chocolate gartino (Amin (my store manager), let me have it.. ) home. =) keke.. i wanted to take the strawberry shortcake and mango moouse home, but i don’t eat so, i didn’t take.. lol.. duckie came to meet me.. den we went to town to have our dinner and we went for window shopping.. den we headed to esplanade.. den i told him wat happened lah… sian de lah.. he sian abit den ok liao le.. i am so damn sian loh.. keep scolding by him and the latest sms i received was at 3.34am and this is what he smsed me
“fuck u cheebye bitch ! Hope u tio fuck n kana dump n go die man !”
this is what he said.. =.= and i didn’t even reply and then he replied
“fuck u dont want to apologise prepare to face ur punishment !”
and before that 1st sms, tis is wat he said
“For everything that u’ve done past n now. i think u have taken a lot of time money n attention from me n nv give any back no? N u keep hurting me no? u don’t feel guilty at all? are u still human? say sorry. or i won’t give u another chance to even if u beg me.”
and den the latest sms is
“fuck u u wan say sorry a not?”
and i asked him, why he keep insisting me to say sorry? he’s hopeless.. damn f**king hopeless.. each day he smsed me, the more useless i think he becomes.. even more a coward than a saviour. den now he say
“oh stubborn ah ? Then fuck u man dont blame me for watever i do ..”
thanks for f**king warning me. hahaha.. i’ll see what he can do to me.. if he tries anything funny den don’t blame on me. going to church on sun doesn’t make him a saint. he can club, drink and smoke all he wants and no one is going to stop him. LOSER. i’ll see wat he will say next.

It’s as usual.. i woke up at about 8plus.. but my mum wants to bath first so i let her.. and end up i’m 10 mins late for work (cos i stepped into the store at 10am and den i went to change, thus i’m late).. it’s my 1st time working lunch hour.. makes me kinda busy for the 1st time.. lol.. oh well.. learn something new about stations.. it’s only during lunch hr that we got diff stations so as to carter to the needs of the customers.. i think i’m quite fast today and i’m getting on.. =) work is as usual.. tim is a joker.. he told fred that i’m on tv.. lol.. and told him i’m samatha, and the worse part is that guy believed! hahaha.. i can’t believe it.. but yah.. hohoho.. so after work (i got off at 3plus cos i dun dare to say..lol..) i went hm to slp.. =) because his dad ask him to go to fetch his relative frm i-forgotten-where. so i slp at 5plus and wake up at 9plus.. haha.. sigh.. i don’t know how to pls ppl.. and.. i hate myself………………………………………………………………………………..

Why did i buy this toy for him is bcos, he always show me that.. lol.. he’s full of craps.. lol..

Him and his toy.. act cute de him.. lol

Just reached hm today.. i’m starting to feel very slpy now.. and i think i shd go slp early otherwise once it passes my slpg time, i will have a hard time to make myself slp.. =) i woke up 3plus 4plus today.. due to.. tiredness (well, i know lah, it’s kinda crap cos i dun rem doing anything except clubbing..) … =X this is bad, and i wanna stop it.. clubbing with a lot of ppl makes the whole clubbing thingy mood suck.. it’s a grave mistake to club on a public holiday eve.. if i know, i join in my sis.. hohoho.. at least she had her fun.. aaaawwww.. always make myself regret after that, what’s the pt? sis carol told me this kind of life is wasting time blah blah blah.. but then, sometimes even thouogh i feel there is an urge for me to go church, i forsake it anyways.. that’s laziness.. i admit i’m lazy to the max.. but can’t help.. =X i just dun feel like doing anything at all. so i went to meet duckie for dinner at BP.. den someone bump into me i almost wanted to scold that person.. when i look at that person, OOPS, it’s LAO PA!!! haha, it’s been a long time since i last saw him.. he changed alot as in the way he dressed.. lol.. he was with a girl.. lol.. den i told him my bday is coming, guess what? he rems and he even bought me a present from thailand (don’t know if it’s real or not..).. haha.. heng he rem otherwise i KILL HIM! lol.. violence.. den me and duckie went to town to walk and went to look for my sis cos she’s treating me milkshake!! =) gosh, i LOVE milkshakes.. keke.. tml i’m working 10am -3pm.. sigh.. how come my money always dry up so fast? i stil have to transfer $50 to valerie (prudential) for the saving policy i bought, what makes me think that i will get rich? lol.. it’s impossible to get enough money!!! holy crap.. hopefully next wk i can work more hrs.. =) and i’m sad enough because i can’t earn the double pay on public holidays cos the outlet i’m working is CLOSED.. sigh.. lol..

I just reached hm and have taken my shower.. today, I woke up at 2plus today and den i went to bath and went to sch to look for duckie. i could have gone out earlier but i was searching high and low for his bangle.. i’m getting more and more absent-minded lately.. i actually forget that i have hang the bangle at the hanger and i was so panic.. so stupid de me.. so i spent about half an hr searching.. lol. den i reached sch at 5plus.. den i wait for duckie to sign out and den i went to his hse cos he needs to put down his laptop and take a nap.. he didn’t reali slp last nite thus.. yah loh.. i told him to slp early he dun wan and in the end, he doze off lah.. lol.. usual de.. i had dinner at his hse.. and his mum suddenly shout at him when i happened to walk pass them.. den his mum turn to say ‘sorry sorry’.. i realised they always shout de.. lol.. oh well.. quite pai seh though.. when we are about to leave his hse, i was singing den he ask me to ‘shhh’, den i was like ‘i sing to u not gd meh?’ den his uncle and mum looked at me.. i feel like burying my head.. stupid duckie.. lol.. argh.. we went to citylink to meet up with darling den we decided to abandon zouk and went to chinablack instead.. argh!! wasted my money, i could have save up that money and watch a movie instead.. i don’t like the music, and it’s too crowded.. damn.. and we waited super long just to get in.. me and duckie went off at 3am cos i reali dun feel like stayin there anymore. darling drank alot.. duckie told me to slap him and so i slapped him (i reali slapped and he was like staring at me.. ahaha).. darling SLAPPED me out of a sudden.. (oUch!! pain!!) and i slapped her back lah.. duh.. siao ding dong.. under the influence of alcohol.. that’s why.. =_= i asked her if she wants to go she doesn’t want, so i have asked alex to tell edmond to send her hm and give me a sms.. =) he did send her back.. =) me and duckie went to take Night Rider(NR) home.. lol.. and he’s like keep kissing me on my cheeks.. crazy liao him.. signing off now.. =)

Well.. well.. well.. me being a good kid today, stayed at home the whole day doing nothing.. shit, i shd have spend some time on my IHP!! damn, but it’s too late lah.. i have been slacking too much though.. =X so bad de me.. time to work on my IHP otherwise i can’t finish on time and i can’t depend on ppl anymore since the one who can help me isn’t here anymore.. Jesslin read my blog and this is what she said to me:

no thank you. says:
heyhey.. im too stress and i went to see your latest? blogpage.. hey! it lovely!! ; )

Thanks for ur compliment! hahaha.. =) hope she wil not feel so stress.. poor thing.. i asked her if she wants to go zouk tml but it seems like she got alot of things to do.. just hope she can manage to finish it.. heh.. ok, i going to cont to watch my Naruto so that i can return to yujie soon.. =) cheers