Wahahahah! I got a free gift today! From who? From Nexus (if i got the name right and it’s a Government Training Centre I think). I was ‘reporting’ for work today and after awhile I saw the Nexus guy (don’t ask me for his name cos I don’t know) coming to the reception and pass the bag to me. I was surprised till I even asked him a second time if it’s really for me before I accept it.
And then he told me it was his boss (David Siow) who suggested giving me the bag (with a water bottle, shoe bag (wah, I finally got one!) and a note pad which I gave it to Catherine because I got one before I got this bag) to ‘thank’ me for helping them. I think I only saw him twice last week (and I don’t even think he looked at me) and I don’t think I have provided any help towards them when I came in today. In fact, I don’t think I saw David Siow at all. And of course, I am gladly to accept the bag. Shadinah was telling me how his boss was making fun of him when I wasn’t around in the morning and how pai seh he was. Oh yah, Shadinah kept saying he’s cute. LOL. And when he came in to pass Shadinah all the stuffs for today and tomorrow’s course. =.=”’ making me so embarrassed. Lucky she only laughed at me after he’s gone. And I am actually quite paiseh when I realized they didn’t give anyone in the office the bag (don’t know real or not). =[ If it’s real, then I will feel even worse if they go and ask him WHY they don’t have the bag. =| Paiseh leh. Anyways, after work I went to MPH (Multi Purpose Hall) to kpo while the rest was busy playing badminton. And I was wearing my dress playing badminton in the end. LOL. And after that I head home for dinner.

Something funny happened today.

I was having my break at 4.15pm and as I was walking out, I saw Phoebe. So I had my break with her. After that, we walked back and I went into the Admission office to chat with Catherine. At this time my phone rings.

I took out my phone and saw “Ng Lawrence hp” as my caller ID. I was surprised and I actually thought I must have done something wrong and picked up the call with caution and then I heard someone at the other line talk to me in a deep voice “Hello, who is this on the other line?”. =.= What makes it worse was, I recognized that voice immediately and so I say “Hello Jeremy! You called me to ask me who is this on the other line?“. And he sounded pretty amused that I know it’s him so he say “Huh, you can recognize my voice huh?“. Pretty obvious. Hahaha. I was laughing my foots off. =P

So, I walked into the facilities room and minicked his voice and everyone was laughing. Oh well, so I took out my super big bar of chocolate (must give some credits to Remi lah! Thanks dude! Hohoho) and break off a bar and started eating. Jeremy won’t allow me to put it back because the fridge belongs to them loh. =[ Jeremy told me to complain to my boss (Lawrence) but I didn’t want to, so I told them “the most I finish the WHOLE bar loh”. LOL. And then Arene say “Wah, like that you don’t have to come tomorrow liao? I rather you put it in the fridge and we charge you some rental fee” (at this point of time, I realized that they are too professional in their work liao loh. Even in such simple conversation, they can even mention about charging me some rental fee). They say I was threatening them. Oh, I won’t have the guts to threaten them lah. It was just a remark. =D And I did put my chocolate in the fridge.

Remember about my previous entry about the guy who lost his whole bag? Each time he saw me, he gave me a very wide and shy smile. Haha. Oh well, when I saw this guy… I was really laughing at how I was trying to disturb him (for forgetting his bag). =P

Ahhh, after feeling so down during the weekends.. going back to work really perks me up.

Ok, let me briefly update what I have done this weekend. Basically, I did nothing but rot at home. So cham right? What to do? I have been quarreling with Teck Yong over the weekend and this makes me so tired. Perhaps I should just ignore him for a period of time since I don’t think he’s thinking what I am thinking or perhaps he really think that being LATE is not a big deal to begin with.

It doesn’t concern him that I am waiting for him for 15-30 minutes because he thinks I should wait if I don’t want to wait for him then I shouldn’t ask him out anymore. Ok, this is what I am going to do ok? I am not going to ask him out anymore because for me, time is VERY precious. If he doesn’t appreciate me for the fact that I waited for him 30 minutes every single time, and I can’t even blow up a little it’s just too bad. Because there is a limit to my patience. And what he say to me was “so waiting for 1-2 minutes you will die is it?”, so I throw him the question “so, by changing your habit of being late will kill u is it? if it will then just continue to be late and we should stop going out”. Ok, I am not an unreasonable person who doesn’t wait for people ok. You people should know how many times I waited. And guess what? He say those people (WX and those girls who claims they likes him) will not attitude at him and spoil the date. And then he say I am being gei gao. HELLO. He say I am gei gao-ing every single details like him giving me short notices and still expects me to be there on time. WTF is this? This is not double standard, this is call unreasonable.

He blamed me for playing mahjong and was late for the movie. HELLO, he called me at 8pm and expect me to be at JP at 8.30pm when I am supposed to have dinner with my primary school friends. This is unreasonable. He told me he will reach P.S around 7.45pm – 8pm and then I reached at around 8p.m, am I consider late? No what, I reached around the time frame that he set. But, what I can’t believe was he told me he was very embarrassed because his friends have to wait for me. So they end up having dinner. My fault. He blamed me for arriving late because we got no room and both me & my sister blamed him for being slow. He blamed me for being late. Why? He called me @ 1plus p.m to tell me he’s going to reach Clementi @ 2p.m. And what? I reached around 3plus because I need time to travel. And then, I was blamed. And then he blamed me for giving him attitude every time we are out. He blamed me because I don’t accept his reasons for being late, but I accept mine. But the thing is, how many times was I late compared to him? How many times I have swollowed this into my stomach so that this will make our ‘date’ better? How many times I have done these things against my will? I don’t need him to know all these, because it would be trying to show off ‘how-great-i-am’ when i am not. This is in fact, killing me. Nvm. I had enough of this. So I have stopped this. I deleted his number.

I don’t feel like getting out of house at all today. I still did because I think I am really a good pilot. Haha. I can’t always last minute decide that I don’t want to go out after agreeing right? So I went to JP to meet Remi ( my new colleague) for dinner. And so, we went to Lai Lai to have dinner. Not too bad lah. Just sit around crapping and I saw Melvin! Haha. Stole his one of his cookies. And I am satisfied. =D And then we walk about and then head to Fair price Xtra because I want to buy potato chips, but SOLD OUT! =[ So sad right? Nvm, I will buy it after Wednesday. =] And now, here I am sitting in front of my netbook, emo-ing again. Sigh. Time to sleep liao lah. tataz.

Sometimes, I am so amused at how students can forgot to bring their school bags home. The previous time, a policeman came in and pass me a bag with books, notes, wallet and a few items. And today, when I came to work in the morning, I found a black bag lying on a box at the reception. And I was wondering when the owner of the bag will come to claim it back. And soon enough, the bag owner came. And I was disturbing him because he couldn’t remember what’s in the bag and he couldn’t describe his bag in words, so he drew it on the paper. Remi, was laughing at us and then I returned the bad to the owner. Haha.

Oh, there is a student who lost his PSP player on Tuesday, realized he lost it on Wednesday and came to us on Thursday. -.- I am wondering what’s happening?

It’s Friday! And so, Arene brought Bao Bao to the office because she find her getting bigger each day and getting lazier to bring her to the office everyday. Nonetheless, I took quite a few pictures of her. Hahaha. I am really snapping around. And, Sherlyn, Esther and Sim Hoon came in, so I took a few pictures of them as well. =D

After that, I went to meet Jin Jie to get my RAM back. But he forgot about the box that comes with the RAM, so it’s a wasted trip. Nevertheless, we went to have dinner @ Fish & Co because the rest of the places are filled with people.

And now, I am sitting in my living room blogging loh. Hahaha.

Went to watch “Dragonball Evolution” with Teck Yong and Alvin. And this time round, by the time I reached JP, they are already there. And for some reasons, I think I am quite a big eater leh. I had lunch, then KFC and then some or jian and fishball soup.

And the movie is quite short and so unexpected. Because I expect the main lead to search for all 7 dragonballs loh. Who knows he found 3 and then the rest of it was found by that evil person. Whatever it is, there are some funny scenes though. But, I still find it unworthy to watch it on a weekend.

And I thought my relation with Teck Yong is getting better, because at least we don’t ignore each other and talk like as if nothing happen. I don’t know if it’s a good thing. But, it shouldn’t be a bad thing lah.

Working @ PSB Academy is a very happy experience to me. Why so? Because I have funny colleagues around me who craps, does silly things and share with me things that I don’t know. And of course, there are some mean ones and perhaps some are a little unkind.

P.K, my superior, is a nice guy with knowledge. He’s nice and talks about everything he thinks we should know.

Lawrence, my Reporting Office a.k.a my Buddy, is a nice man too. He always share with us about his family, his interesting friend who worked in the place where all dead bodies are kept, or he can talk about anything under the sun (no, I am not doing a free ad for m1). He’s easy to get along too.

Sha, my partner at the reception. She’s a soft person. If you ask her for any favor, she will help. It’s nice to have someone like her working with you, but she can be very forgetful at times. Like, she forgotten she’s working at 11.30a.m on Monday. And, she can get confuse at certain things, like the new time schedule for work.

Catherine, the CSE who starts work on the same day as me. And she’s the youngest that I know (we are just 1 yr old apart nia). No much interaction with her since her shift changed to afternoon on the first week and furthermore, she’s sitting in the Admission Office. But, she’s someone nice to chat with also.

Sherlyn, one of the CSE, but she will be transferred to another dept (Centre for Foundation Studies (CFS)) from next week onwards. So this is the last week to work with her. And she’s a funny person too.

Phobe, one of the CSE, we don’t talk much. But my impression is, she always ask stupid questions and this shows how much she’s not interested.

Chris, one of the CSE, but she will be transferred to Bursar ( the place where you make the payment for your course, re-exam, re-module blah blah) from next week onwards as well. This person? Not easy to get along with I supposed?

And all these people I am talking about, are the CSE people. =] I try to remember everyone else from different depts. But I think it’s important to remember who is in my team. =P

Ok, I have been playing mahjong for the past 2 days. And guess what? I only won $1 from each game I played. Haha. Well, it’s better than I lose money in the game. And it was really thrilled when I won 5 tais from the last few decks of the tiles (海底捞月) which happens to be the LAST tile. This was my 1st time. And I was really so damn lucky!! I got the last ba wan (八万). Can you imagine that the table was filled with all other tiles but not the wan zi? OMG, this is so happening can?

Yesterday, I had mahjong with Rebecca and her friends since I was so lazy to go clubbing with Alicia (sorry Darling!!). Then I was the God of Fortune, giving away my money like nobody’s business. Lucky for me, my luck changed when we started playing the 2nd round of mahjong. =D That means I just won$1.40 after losing a fair bit from the previous round. That’s a close shave.

Today, I had mahjong with my primary school classmate because we were supposed to meet up for dinner to celebrate Rina‘s belated birthday! And today the God of fortune is, Rina and Yong Quan because they lose quite a bit of money on the table despite Rina did won a little money from the 2nd round. And, I managed to win $1 again. Haha. Oh well. Choon Kiat is the biggest winner of all! Gosh, his luck is always that good when he’s playing mahjong with us. Nonetheless, Weili came to my house while waiting for us to finish the game then we head to JW central for dinner. And Teck Yong, called me last minute for movie, “Push“. Which I steadily agreed. And it made me realized that it’s a bad thing. Why? Because I was late for movie. And he gotta wait for me to pass me the ticket. I specifically told him to pass my ticket to the ticket office and I will collect it from them once I reach there, he didn’t want. So in a way, he’s blaming me for being late because he doesn’t understand the movie. Sigh. Like what the hell. My bad anyways. I shouldn’t have agreed. Lucky, I told him I don’t wanna make booking for the movie. Else, I think I will just DIE. And, I think he’s angry. Well, the decision of discarding this friendship doesn’t work huh? Why am I still going out with him? Bleah.

And the movie? Is not that fantastic. So, if you really must watch it, watch it on a weekday.

Went to watch “Watchmen” last night. And it’s really kinda boring because there is so much talking! And for every character, there is a story why they became what they are, people who hides behind a mask. Riots, wars. U.S. and Soviet wars. Nuclear bomb. Atomic bomb. Killings. Guns. Authority.

“By sacrificing a few millions of people, you save billions.”

The plot:
Set in an alternate 1985 America where tensions between the United States and the Soviet Union are high and the Doomsday Clock is set at five minutes to midnight, former superhero turned vigilante Rorschach discovers that one of his former colleagues has been murdered. As he investigates the murder he uncovers a plot that is intent on killing and discrediting all past and present vigilantes. As he reconnects with members of his former crime-fighting legion, including Nite Owl II, Silk Spectre II and Dr. Manhattan, they uncover a wide-ranging and disturbing conspiracy that not only links to their shared past but has catastrophic consequences for the future.

Taken from here.

Perhaps, I am not very into talking “superheros”. I like superheros with action pack. Haha.

Anyways, I am so frustrated over my personal affairs and I think it’s driving me nuts. Every single day, I think how I should treat Teck Yong. Every single day, I was reminded of what he said previously. Every single day, I have fear in me. Every single day, I can’t sit still. Everyday, my thoughts will slowly wander and my heart told me something which I don’t wish to hear. What I can do right now is, I think this friendship should end. It shouldn’t start in the first place. It really hurts to watch him go. Just like everyone else, no one stay.

I realized I will not hesitate to kick away guys who throw his tantrum at me for no reasons. Which means this applies to Teck Yong too.

I realized very often when I got mad over something, that the accused (the one whom I am mad with) in return accused me. And this is so horrible. I am angry and he got angry because I am angry, things got worst. Whatever it is, I am just so disappointed with his attitude towards me. So what he did apologized to me? I told him I am not going to wait for him anymore. Be it his SMS replies, or when we go out. After perhaps even after such SMS the chances of us meeting up will be lesser. I just don’t understand WHY guys are behaving this way. I mean, are they trying to tell me that I cannot be mad at them? Or I can’t show my temper a bit? I mean, I will do the same to anyone who keeps me waiting all the time. He’s not an exception what. What is worse is, he even know that he’s wrong in the first place and he was arguing with me. Whatever. So tired from waiting. Seriously. What am I waiting for? Some thing good or some thing bad? Just so, whatever really. I will not SMS him anymore. But I miss him leh. Stupid right? Whatever.

Anyhows, I meet up with Peiwen for dinner @ JP today. Yup, Haven’t seen her for a long time and the last time I saw her would be in Oct last yr. *OMG* Yes, it was really that long. And we had our dinner @ Feast (located at JP2 level 3) and after that we walk around (I mean WALK, literally) JP and went to McCafe for a drink and then WALK again. After that I head home because I am feeling tired already. And working? It’s fun lah! Hahaha. =P Maybe I will try to take a pic of the baby rabbit and post it up here. =]