Fuck

He might think that I have nothing better to do, that’s why I have to dig something out to quarrel or argue about. But the fact is I HATE TO DO THIS. The fact that I’m in a relationship and yet not quite, pissed me off. So why be in a relationship when he thinks that everything is not necessary? So doesn’t make sense. And if you make any sense out of this relationship, please let me know. ‘cos of this, Scandal hates me. And it doesn’t even make sense when my friends cares more than he does.

Oh btw, did I mention that it’s OK for him not to talk to me for a day or two perhaps? We can stop talking now and I don’t know when will be the next time we talk again. Why make myself so miserable? Because I WANT BELIEVE THAT HE’S CHANGED (like real right?).

Now my turn to envy those who are really in love you know? They can do those couple things together. Meet up every now and then. SMS to say they misses each other. Every morning will say ‘Good Morning!’ which never fails to brighten up my day. Hold my hands, kiss me and hug me. I am so deprive of these things right now. Look at ALL the couples like Peili and Eric, Don and Jia Fei, Amy and Gary, Melvin and his gf. They meet up on special occasions, spend their time together (ok, let’s not mention about LONG DISTANCE relationship), mine just stay ACROSS me. Me leh? All my bf say was “i don’t think it’s necessary to REPORT to you my whereabouts”, “we don’t have to meet up everyday right?”, “see how first” etc. ALL THIS SUCKS lah. So why do you want to have a gf and yet, maintain the relationship as if we are just friends? I just don’t get it. What the hell are you thinking exactly? But perhaps if the person isn’t me, it would be a different story.

So fuck this relationship.

Pri Sch Xmas Outing

We had our 1st Primary School POST Xmas outing on Friday.

The people who came for the outing:
1) Rina
2) Huiting
3) Yung Quan
4) Choon Kiat
5) Chor Wei
6) Zhaffi
7) Yanee
8) Me

We had our steamboat @ Jin Deli which I must say is NOT a safe place to have steamboat. So I had a steamboat disaster. =[ The whole pot of HOT soup (ginseng chicken & ma la) fell on me when Rina adjusted the pot. Which almost spoils my mood loh. Lucky for me, I wore jeans. After that I had to buy a new pair of shorts to wear and shoes. After that we went to Harry’s Bar @ CHIMJES and after finishing our drinks, we moved to Esplanade and after that we went to Boat Quay’s Mcdonald for a drink. After that Rebecca came to look for me.

Yes, this WHOLE pot fell onto my leg.

And a lot of food which we didn’t really finish because of the disaster.

Yes, Harry’s











We paid $1 each to make up $6 so that he can kiss the bride to be. =D








@ Esplanade





Christmas Presents~

Since the night is still young, so I might as well update my blog now. I spent my Christmas Eve with Baby. This is our 1st Christmas together and hope there is more coming. *Doubting* Anyways, the dept organized a lunch ‘cum’ farewell party for Edmund, Keith and Wendy because this is their last day (month) with us. So I went to IMM to collect the Christmas cake bought by Winna, Brandon & Wing Kin. It’s POTLUCK! And what did I bring? I sponsored the drinks loh. Because I know I will forget about the food.

After work, I headed home to wash up and to grab the present I prepared for Baby. And I was very surprised to see his Aunts, Uncles, and cousins at his house. Because I thought it was a family (as in only his sisters, mother and Aunt). The kids are preparing the decoration (as below):

Interesting rite? They decorated the wall on CNY as well when I went to his house early this year. =] His cousins are really cute. Especially one of them. A little boy whose name I don’t know. He’s really interesting and cute. He was showing the adults his poker card magic. Which makes everyone laugh. Perhaps I can get the video from Baby and upload to my blog. If he allows that is.

Back to the main topic, so Faezah dressed them (Edmund and Keith) up as Santas. So what they need to do is very simple. They just need to give out the presents which is under the ‘Christmas tree’ (as below).

Before that we had our lunch, which is a feast man. We had pizza, salads, mee goreng, turkey and whatever you can see here. And of course, I did take pictures of the individual food, but you know how troublesome it is to upload everything here and I reckon you won’t be so interested in that too.

THE GROUP PHOTOS:

FAREWELL GIFT PRESENTATION:

THE JOY OF RECEIVING:












Look at the smiles of these people. Aren’t you happy too? To receive presents from your friends and love ones? I think I’m happy too. Because this year I get to celebrate my Christmas with Baby. I am wondering if I am able to celebrate my NYE with him, because he’s going to his colleague’s house for dinner.

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And, I wasn’t very happy when he say I could join him and then end up I have to stay at home. If he wants to go out with his friends ONLY, go ahead. I am not even stopping him in the first place. What makes me fuming is, he said I could join him for dinner after the movie but he doesn’t know what time is the movie. Which means what? I can’t join him liao because he doesn’t know everything. All he knows was to reach town @ 4p.m. And what makes my blood boils is when he say “I don’t believe you can’t find a friend to go out with today” when I told him the friends I ask wasn’t free. And all he say was “Who says we need to meet everyday?”. Ok, FINE. I shall go out with my friends everyday now. And he still say he doesn’t like me to 撒娇 so I am not supposed to do that anymore. As if I care.

Eve of Xmas Eve.

Everyday is a boring day. And what makes it worse was, I had stomach ache when I was on my way to work this morning. Best still, I was carrying 4 x 1.5litres of drinks to my office. And the pain was unbearable. Lucky for me, I happened to saw Zong Da in the same bus, so once we alighted, I hurried my foot steps to catch up with him and got him to help me carry the drinks while I rush all the way to the office’s toilet. Haha, it sounds a little drama I know but I really can’t help it. Because at that point of time I already feel like fainting, due to lack of sleep + stomach ache. And I skipped lunch today because I ‘literally’ fainted on my table once the clock strikes 12noon. Hahaha. And I am a happy person today!

I have to drag myself to town today (normally on weekdays I only go JP lah, or IMM lah, or JE nia) because I need to buy a Christmas present for my love one. =] So, I got him a little something hope he won’t find it stupid or kiddish or whatsoever lah. =X And, today… Rebecca stepped my feet with her don’t-know-how-many-inches-high heels. And my gut feelings is telling me that I will have BLUE BLACK tomorrow or maybe the day after tomorrow. Whatever. Bf went to have a Christmas dinner with his new company colleagues @ Millennium Walk. And after dinner, we meet up to head home together! And here I am, sitting in front of my laptop. I’m going to bed soon because I’m so tired. Bf keep saying I am becoming more and more skinny.. Am I? I don’t know. Maybe you tell me? =]

Just outside Heeren



I’m so hungry now.

Angry

I have never been so angry for my entire 23 years of my life until I met Nicholas. He’s the ONLY person who can make me so pissed off. I have forgotten about the bottled drinks when I was with Jin Jie. It was after I reached home and I recalled. So I went to Bai Mei and they ran out of Pokka Green Tea, so I was thinking if I should go to JP to buy it. I called Rebecca since she’s at JP but she’s going for a movie so I called Nicholas because I know he was at JP too. After that I dropped the idea of going to JP to buy the bottled drinks but Nicholas kept insisting that I SHOULD buy the bottled drinks last night. I told him I can buy it during lunch time today because I can get my colleagues to carry for me so I told him NOT to come down but he wouldn’t listen to me. I am already not very happy about it. So what’s the point of me trying so hard to talk sense into him when he just WON’T LISTEN? I give up ok! I give up totally! Or can someone kindly talk some senses into him?

Ok, it’s my fault because if I don’t want him around I shouldnt have called him and changed my mind after that. I should change my mind BEFORE I call him. My bad, this will never happen again. Because of him, I have to go to bed @ 2am because he kept forcing me to listen to his emo shit, wanting me to keep him accompany because he’s feeling sad. How come he don’t fucking understand that I CANNOT and WILL not keep him accompany? I am feeling so frustrated just talking to him ok. I already feel like dying. I shall ignore him from today onwards.

Respect my decision. Please.

Movies (Wild Child, Yes Man!, Forrest Gump)

Alright, time to update my blogggy again! And my weekends seems to end pretty fast by watching lots of movie, and going out with Jin Jie.

Yesterday, I went over to meet Jin Jie to pass him my 512MB laptop RAM for his company laptop and to watch some movies. =]


The first movie I watched for the day is “Wild Child” by Emma Roberts (Poppy Moore).

It’s a show of an Amercian girl going to a boarding school in England and how much she dreads of going there. Her room mates hates her because she looks like some kind of spoil brat and slowly they began to start bonding when they are planning on how to get Poppy Moore expell. She was upset after she got back from a trip with Freddie because her room mate was reading an email sent to them by her email and it seems that Freddie received the same email as well. She was very upset that noone seems to believe her and she went to kitchen and call her best friend, Rudy. That was the time she realized that this best friend of her actually dislikes her. She was upset and accidentally set fire to the kitchen’s curtain and hastenly putting out the fire and rush back to her room. After a moment later, the kitchen was on fire. And Poppy went to the head mistress and confess. After some investigation by her room mate, they realized that they have mistaken Poppy so they got the whole school to confess that they were at the kitchen when the fire started. Harriet accidentally lets out the secret about Poppy using a lighter which only Poppy and Freddie knows. And Poppy was proved to be innocent and Harriet was expelled. And Poppy’s dad was shocked to see the changes in her and how much she looks like her mum.

Not too bad. But this is definetely a very girl girl movie lah. So guys might not like to watch it.

Next movie I watched is, “Yes Man!” by Jim Carrey @ JP.

It’s about Carl Allen (Jim Carrey) who always say ‘No’ after divorcing with his ex wife. And bumped into a friend who then drags him to attend a talk to become from a “No Man” to a “Yes Man”. He was challenged to say “Yes” to everything, leading to some hilarious scenes.

It’s not too bad also. If you wanna have a good laugh, go watch it!

And the last movie I watched for the night was “Forrest Gump” by Tom Hanks @ Jin Jie‘s house. I think this movie is about 3 hrs long, because by the time I went to bed was like 5a.m already (BTW, I started watching the movie about 2a.m?).

It’s about Forrest Gump who seems not to understand what’s going on. And everyone sees him as a stupid person. These people laughed at him for putting on a leg braces and in order to escape from these people, he lose his leg braces and begin his running. His only best friend was Jenny whom he’s in love with. And during his army days, he got to know a guy, Bubba, who’s really good at shrimping and had actually talked Forrest Gump into going to shrimping with him. But Bubba passed away in Vietnam. And Forrest Gump went on with the shrimping and during a storm, only his shrimping ship survived while the rest of the ships are wreaked. And Lieutenant Dan joined him as his crew.

The story is touching and kinda funny. And this movie was screened in 1994. =.=||| Slow I know, but I still managed to watch it! Muahaha.

Quote: My mama always say life is like a box of chocolate, you will never know what you will be getting next.

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And today? I went to JP with Jin Jie and his friend. Had lunch at LJS and walked around because his friend wanna buy a pair of shoes after that we stopped at Coffee Bean for a drink. After that I headed home and play mahjong with my family! WooooHOOOOoo~ I won, 5bucks in the end! Muahahahaha.

And I know everything repeats again. What am I doing?

Happy Birthday to Darling, Interview @ NUS

Before I begin typing, I would like to say…

Princess

Glitter Graphics

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Alicia~~~

Took half day today for my interview @ NUS today. Before my interview I had lunch with Nicholas @ NUS canteen. It was nerves breaking for me because I hate to go for interviews, but if not because I wanna change my job, I won’t bother. My interview time was supposed to be 3pm, but the waiting time alone was already 35 minutes and my interview was about 40 minutes long. Why? Because there was 4 interviewers in the room with me. SO MANY right? Damn, I was so scared loh. So by the time I finish my interview was already 4.10p.m. After that I took a train home. Was so shag till the moment my head touches the bed, I fell asleep immediately. After that Jin Jie called me @ 6p.m because I was supposed to meet him for dinner today. =] Bumped into his old army friend @ the place where we were eating dinner and because the 1st and the last time I saw him was the time they were botaks, so I can hardly recognise him. But since Jin Jie says I have blogged about them before, so I trust him. LOL. His new friend came to pass him a christmas pressie. So nice of him right? Knowing that christmas is near now, I need to buy pressies already. =] Not something expensive because this month is so budget can? =X I helped him open up his pressie because I’m such a KPO lah and I offered to help him eat the chocolate since he’s coughing but then he kept saying he’s giving it to his sister. So sad.

And and and, I finally went to the new Fairprice Xpress (24hrs @ Level 3, duh right?)! It’s really damn big loh. But I only went in for a walk. Jin Jie keep scolding me because I was giving comments that makes him wanna scold me. Hais. Makes me so………………….. Sighed.

Anyways, this morning Scandal SMSed me. Because…

1) He’s on leave today
2) He’s going to cruise and will only be back tomorrow night

and then he stopped replying me because I think he’s on cruise and doesn’t have reception to reply. Ok lah, Actually this entry is entirely bullshit. Sigh.

I WANNA EAT UR CHOCOLATE~
The lightings @ JP