Went for my cousin’s wedding on Sunday. It’s held at Merchant Court. =] Finally huh? Some decent looking hotel, but the food is not that fantastic. Ehhh, actually nothing much to blog leh, because there isn’t anyone too handsome or too chio for me to take picture liao. Sad-ed. Anyways, my father was very naughty. He gulp the whole glass of red wine and looked like a cooked lobster and he was disurbing the new waiter who served our table because he spilled my tea. LOL. That scene was hilarious. The whole thing ends at 11p.m, and then we headed home. =D

And and and, I’m going to Singapore Flyer this Friday! So happy right? Just hope and pray that everything turns out great for that day. =D

Met up with him for movie at Cineleisure. Yup, I have watched “Madagascar“! Received his SMS as early as 6a.m yesterday, and because I went to bed like 4plus – 5a.m, so I was awaken by the SMS sound. And, I was very happy, because I can watch the movie!

Anyways, I meet up with him at 4p.m and then we headed to Cineleisure for the movie. And the movie is funny, but short. But again, don’t expect a cartoon to be very long. And when I saw the trailer for this new movie “Beverly Hills Chihuahua” I almost flip and die from laughing because the main chihuahua looks like Tooty. LOL. I can even imagine if one day Tooty sings that song to me. =.=||| ok, this is PURELY for imagination only, I don’t wanna die from the trauma my dog’s gonna give me if he EVER sing to me. After the movie, we went to TCC to have dinner because both of us are damn hungry already. And then, Alvin and Rau (both are his friends) came to meet us and we head to Timbre because he made a booking @ 8p.m.. The LIVE band starts at 10.15p.m and after they sang 2-3 songs, we headed to a pub located at Princesep St because Alvin wants to watch soccer, I didn’t remember wrongly.. it’s ManU VS Stoke (or something like that). And, ManU won 5-0. Thrashed totally. Whatever it is, soccer didn’t really interest me. LOL. After that we head to this pub called “Gossip Bar/Pub” at Paradise Centre. This is the first time I’ve entered a pub filled with malays. And what caught our attention is the LIVE band, and seriously, the guitarist is really crazy! I mean he’s damn good. So if you wanna know how good he really is, head there and you’ll know! They are playing at the pub from Monday – Saturday, of course if you head down on Sunday you won’t get to see them because it’s their off day lah dey. After that we headed home. =]

@ TCC
The Spaghetti de Clam

Beef D’Luxe

@ Timbre
Chicken wings

The tomato + cheeze pizza



me & him

The Indian with White hand


Sofia and Me

Nose digging session.

Ehhh, we are supposed to have the slutty look, but sorry, I don’t know how!

On the way to Princesep St

We SQEEUZE into the picture!



Christmas is coming, are you getting me a pressie?

@ Pub

Met up with with Kai, Yan Ling, Yu Ji and Kai‘s friend, Linda for some singing action~! Haven’t seen the rest for a long time, so we had fun singing and Linda got so high.. it feels like we are partying in Partyworld. Dancing, singing, dancing and singing. We sang till 1plus a.m and then we head back home. =]

Some crazy videos:

Some stupid pictures.

I’m feeling really bad now. But there isn’t anyone to talk to. This actually makes me feel even worse.

Nicholas doesn’t deserve such treatment from me at all, after all what he has done for me? No, he don’t. But, can you tell me what I should do? To go back to him or continue to search for my love? I don’t know man. I thought I knew, but seeing him, I see the past me. Where is me? I don’t feel like I’m me anymore. Like as if I changed overnight. I’m so stuck here. If I’m like him, things would be easier. Because all he needs to do is to tell me fuck off, and here I am emo-ing about this. Yeah, this more like me.

I’m not a very adventurous person to begin with. So, I really hate to be in a relationship ever since mine ended with him. I was being selfish, so selfish that I actually pull Nicholas into the picture. He’s the innocent one. I am not. I always think that my world crumple down ever since he broke up with me TWICE. Though people say I’m silly, but that’s the way I am. I really can’t help it, because I really love him a lot and most of the time, I wished he will know. So what he does knows I love him a lot? I can’t force simply force him to love me right? So, I was forced to give him up. No, I’m not trying to gain sympathy here, because I don’t deserve any. I’m evil. I’m bad. Who says I’m a nice girl? I don’t think that way anymore.

Was rather moody for the past few days, and I have no idea why. Sigh. This has been going on for awhile, and I’m afraid if I continue to behave this way, people around me might start to leave me one by one. And what I’m having might be what I call PRE-BIRTHDAY symptom. Sounds stupid I know, but I realized how moody I can be whenever my birthday is coming near. Damnit, why is it so? I don’t know. Because I was always feeling down, moodless for everything. Nevermind about that. I decided to go meet Evelyn and Peili for steamboat today! I didn’t know it was to celebrate my birthday until Evelyn told me. Oh well, it wasn’t really much of a celebration. We just had dinner and take photos and ta-da, here comes my FIRST present. =D

After that we headed home. I was so tired can? Because I went to rent DVD to watch last night, and I wanted to continue it today.. Since I reached home so late, I shall wait till tomorrow. =D And my family sang me “Happy Birthday” song. Thanks to the birthday cake sponsored by Nicholas. Oh well, he actually made effort in preparing the surprises for me, I’m touched. But not to the point I will go back to him.

My new sunglass! =D

Zi lian


SMILE!

the almost done steamboat

The deco of the new Tian Tian Steamboat place




And this is the you-can-never-blow-off-the-flame candles. Which is on my birthday cake too.

My birthday cake!


My first present!

And and and! Jaymee FINALLY got a wallet. Thanks ladies. =D

I dun understand WHY he can’t be NICER or FRIENDLIER to me. ZZZZZ.

I don’t like him. Oh yah, he didn’t tell me to like him what.

ZZZZZZZZZ

And, I am NOT going to celebrate my birthday anymore. Why? Because I DON’T WANT anymore. =[

Was late LATE LATE for my driving lesson today. Argh. So stupid right? And the instructor only pass me one lesson today so I’m even more sad can? Nevermind, after driving i went to visit Alyssa. =D And I spent the whole day there. Watching TV, play PSP, MSN-ing.. Yah, using my new mobile phone! So cool right? So I can use WLAN wherever I am now! Haha, so cool right? I know. LOL! Ok, I might sound hao lian, but I DON’T CARE! Hahaha~ And yeah, my brother-in-law is indeed weird, because he insisted on using WAP on his Nokia N73, worse of all, he didn’t know his hp doesn’t have WLAN. o.O ok lah, get used to it ok? Because he’s always so weird and my sister and I had a hard time explaining things to him. LOL.

And, I’m so not looking forward to my birthday. I don’t know why. Sigh.

I think I’m getting more and more depressed every single day. Really, at least that’s what I thought so. And I think it’s important to get someone you love the most, but now I think otherwise.

I realized that we are drifting apart from each other. I don’t know why, but this feeling just came to me today. I just don’t understand why do I have to wait for GUYS. Aren’t they supposed to be waiting for the GIRLS? And I waited for Teck Yong for whole 30 minutes. I called him TWICE, he didn’t pick up but he replied my sms. Fuck right? At that point of time, I feel like going home because I HATE TO WAIT. Why can’t people just be ON TIME and stop wasting my time on waiting?? Or at least CALL me in advance to tell me that he’ll be late? All he told me was, because he thought he’s meeting me at 7.30p.m.. ZZZZZ. This is so sad for me, because I waited for Nicholas for 30 minutes yesterday too. And at this point of time, I am so pissed off already. Ok, you can say I’m petty or whatsoever, I don’t care, what I care about is the time wasted while waiting for these LATE KINGS and QUEENS.

I went to watch “High School Musical 3” with him anyways. And the show is not too bad. What surprises me was, Priscilla and Yvonne was sitting next to me! I didn’t notice them until we walked out of the theater and I’m starting to find the person in front of me behaves so much like Priscilla (I mean of course lah! Cos it’s really her!). Then we took a train home. I didn’t really want to go home so early, but there isn’t anything for us to do, thus… he went to meet his friends and I headed back home.

Congrats to Evelyn who passed her BTT (Basic Theory Test), FINALLY right? After several tries. And now, she can go for practical lessons… Speaking of that, I think I better go to bed soon, because I’m having my practical lesson tomorrow. SIgh. I really need someone to talk to.. About what? I don’t know.