Kbox

Was supposed to stay at home on Sunday, but went out to meet up with Scandal because I wanna go out eat and return his jacket as well. Evelyn jio-ed me for prawning, but I rejected because they are going prawning like 2a.m but who knows I went singing till 6a.m. =.=||| I wanna catch the “High School Musical 2” on TV, so I only went out after 9p.m. Late, I know, because I wanna watch TV! And Scandal was watching that at home too. LOL. Couldn’t decide what to eat, thus, we went to town to meet his friends for some singing session also. And we had some bites at the Kopithaim across Cineleisure. Was talking and I know I was giving him attitude the whole time, which I think started since last week. Hahaha. He was complaining that I’m not gentle enough. o.O And I showed him my very stylo camera which I’m so proud with. Hahaha. I wanted to stop him from talking about the things between me and Nic and he said it anyways. Sigh.

I had been thinking about that also. I’ve thought of going back to Nic, but that would be unfair for him, that’s why it’s stopping me and for the fact that I don’t have that kind of feelings for him. I feel worse and guilty. I don’t want to live with guilt all of my life you know. Sigh, but I don’t know how to stop it. Scandal says probably, I should give Nic another chance. But, I should think it over again.

Anyways, we went to play pool at Cineleisure while waiting for his friend to come and I still got thrashed. Maybe, I was just too tired or perhaps his skill is really damn good. But anyways, I won the last game. I think he purposely let me win one loh. =| Singing session + Buffet until 6a.m! I’m so damn tired now even as I’m typing away. Working on a public holiday is what I hate the most because most people can go out and have fun till wee hours and sleep till as and when they like. I reached home about 7a.m and I have to rush for the bathroom and showered and rush out again to work. And I reached on time ok? HAHA! That’s because I didn’t sleep the night before and I took a cab. Nevertheless, I fall asleep in the office during lunch time and since we are calling in Mcdonald’s so I still have something to eat after I woke up! =] Cool isn’t it? What’s so not cool is, I’m still very tired. So, I’m going to bed at 10p.m tonight. =P

And, I’m going for a Horrorthon with Weikang this Friday. Meaning, I’m going to watch 3 horror movies in a night! The movies will be “Rec“, “Saw V” and “The Coffin“. =]


This is the SUPER BIG room we got and later, they changed a small room for us. Sad-ed

Scandal and Me.

You saw that CARELEFARE??



The Sleeping Beast.

The murderer who smiles.

Jun Ren, Felix, Scandal

Little Alyssa

I had a very nice and long sleep yesterday! Went to bed at 11p.m and slept all the way until 11a.m this morning. There are some interruptions to my beauty sleep because Nic SMSed me at 3plus a.m and then he called me 4a.m to ask me meet him. But I was in my LALALA land for quite some time already, so i merely replied him while sleeping and hanged up his call after picking up because I don’t know what he’s talking about. But I was concerned, so I went to look for him in the morning after I woke up. He smell of alcohol btw. And that stinks. Why drink so much? I don’t understand.

Anyways, I went to meet my little sister at Novena to go hospital to visit little Alyssa. And by the time we reached there, I think, my sister is breastfeeding her thus we can’t see her yet. So me and my little sister walk around the hospital and realized there isn’t much for us to walk also. We took a sit at the lobby and watch TV and went back to the room to see little Alyssa again. This time round, I saw little Alyssa smiling! 3 times while I was carrying her in my arms. =] After that, little Alyssa was sent back to ‘sun tan’. And then me and little sister went to Novena Square for a walk because the next timing to see little Alyssa will be 8p.m. We bought a penguin toy for little Alyssa (my sis was still fighting with me whether to buy penguin and elephant, and I won!) and 2 crime books for us. =] After that we went to Kopithiam to have dinner and head back to the hospital. And after seeing Alyssa for awhile, we head back home and here I am sitting in front of my laptop blogging. =]





神木与瞳 – 草戒指, 阿信 & 丁噹 – 走火入魔

I am such a liar.

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神木与瞳 – 草戒指

再見說在額頭 原來淚也會痛 倒流心中怎麼麻醉也沒用
深呼吸一分鐘 愛突然的詞窮 你狠狠甩開我沉默的手彷彿就劇終

草戒指在手中 像句點的沉默 woo…
明天 以後 愛變成了問候

愛不愛都痛 我以為我懂 最後你要自由 woo…
忘了溫柔要套在手中

到最後 該不該回頭 如果我開口 愛繼續往前走 woo…
幸福聽著分開的藉口

再見說在額頭 原來淚也會痛 倒流心中怎麼麻醉也沒用
深呼吸一分鐘 愛突然的詞窮 你狠狠甩開我沉默的手彷彿就劇終

草戒指在手中 像句點的沉默 woo…
明天 以後 愛變成了問候

愛不愛都痛 我以為我懂 最後你要自由 woo…
忘了溫柔要套在手中

到最後 該不該回頭 如果我開口 愛繼續往前走 woo…
幸福聽著分開的藉口

愛不愛都痛 我以為我懂 最後你要自由 woo…
忘了溫柔要套在手中

到最後 該不該回頭 如果我開口 愛繼續往前走 woo…
幸福聽著分開的藉口
草戒指套在誰的手中

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阿信 & 丁噹 – 走火入魔

对不起 刚才我 是不是听错
还是我 想太多 想到了昏头
天气不错 开了窗吹走脸红
进一步 退一步 都害怕打破
更不想 再和你 永远做朋友
给你线索 也给我勇敢藉口

下定决心 沉默
想让沉默为我们追究
你和我 这一刻 
无声的 而交流
却突然震耳欲聋

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我
一步一步走火入魔  (和我)

一直猜 一直想 一直的揣摹
一直到 你变成 甜美的心痛
如果可以 把如果变成结果
下定决心 执着
想让执着为我们突破
我和你 很想说 
这时候 出现烟火
让心间充满感动

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我
一步一步走火入魔  (和我)

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
如果你有相同感受
感受到有种突然的冲动
放肆一次走火入魔  (和我)

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我
一步一步走火入魔  (和我)

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
如果你有相同感受
感受到有种突然的冲动
放肆一次走火入魔  (和我)

Newborn Niece, Alyssa Ng

My little niece is born today! And I’m one level up becoming 阿姨 and my sister became a mother for the first time. What an joyous occasion! So I went to the hospital with Nicholas to see my little niece. And by the time I reached the hospital is already 7p.m because there is traffic jam lo. We took train to Novena and took a shuttle bus, else, we don’t know how to get there. Yup, took some pics of her sleeping. She’s really so cute and soft, and I carried her 1st time in my arms! =D





The father and the Grandfather.

me me me!

My sis’s first baby. =]



Isn’t she cute when she slp this way?





And the baby and my sister will be discharge on Sunday. And I will be heading down to the hospital on Satuday, I think. That’s all folks for the baby. =]

Anyways, I wasn’t very too happy when Nicholas asked so much qns about him. And I wasn’t too happy when he still wants a patch up. And I am NOT happy when he told me that he didn’t agree to break up but he was giving me some time. Sigh, it’s putting up some stress on my face you know? Stress that I hate so much? I don’t know lah. It’s so irritating. Sighed.

Nights in Rodanthe

I have decided that I wanna QUIT CREATIVE. Yeah. I’m really so sick and tired of picking up phone calls everyday! There is no purpose in life. Or perhaps because I’m so unwanted that’s what I wasn’t given any task to do. Whatever it is, I am done with it. Ma chiam right? I haven’t even submit my resignation letter lo. LOL.

Anyways, I was updating my resume and so I decided to change that ugly picture I had previously on my resume. I was trying to edit the photo myself but I think I will take a super long time, so I have to SMS him to help me. So, he helped me with that loh. Because I didn’t have his MSN so I asked him for it, and before I could add him, he added me liao. And I have 2 versions. You gotta SPOT it! Hahaha.

Ans: Left is w/o mole on the nose and Right is the real me.

He removed my mole using photoshop. I only told him to remove my pimples loh. Duh. Whatever it is, he helped me so I don’t complain so much. Hahaha.

Anyways, to thank him, I treat him dinner (since the dinner we had last week was paid by him). We went to town to have dinner + movie (Nights in Rodanthe). We went to “Indulge”, at The Cathay, to have dinner. The food is not too bad. While he was eating, I saw an insect and I told him the insect could fly because I think I saw the transparent wings, he told me not to continue because he’s scare of flying crocorach. But I’m not sure if that is a crocorach, but since he insisted, so it shall be. And we bumped into his elder sister when we were walking past a shop. It’s a weird feeling. But anyways, the movie starts at 9.40pm, so it’s a long wait. The movie is not too bad, but just that Richard Gere had to die. After that we head home in cab. And the driver is horrible! Because he doesn’t drive in straight. I hate to travel in such cabs! Argh.


My super big glass of root beer, which he says look too big for me. But I LOVE THAT GLASS!

And this is his PINKY drink. It’s sweet, so it’s nice.

The pic says:
1) Lose weight!
2) Go to Gym
3) Save $$$
4) Zzzz early
5) Fall in (Heart)
6) Be the next super MODEL!

LOL! That’s all folks. Good nite. =]

My camera

Rihanna is coming Singapore! Are you excited?

TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee)

Standard – S$225, S$185, S$150, S$125, S$95

This is the price for being so hot. But I don’t mind if someone get her tickets for me as my birthday present. =P

Met up with Hunnie yesterday. It was a pretty last minute thing because she asked me out when I was at Nicholas‘s house and his mum has already cooked my dinner. Went to West Mall to meet her because I told her I don’t wanna go back to JE to meet her. It’s been a long time since I met up with her, thus, we are going for drinking session this Friday! Haha. She suggested to have Pasta Mania for dinner, and I was only accompanying her. Because I seriously DON’T LIKE that lah. It doesn’t taste nice anymore. =[ We sat there till the place looks like it’s closing and then we changed our crapping place to Mcdonald’s! Cos I have cravings for a cup of hot chocolate (which, i still prefer JP’s because it’s sweeter). After that I head back to Nicholas‘s house and wanted to go home but I was too tired so I decided to stay over. We had a talk though. So it’s not entirely just crashing at his house. We decided to be friends. But he kept insisting that he will try his best to win me back. I don’t know. I scare that I might be soft hearted and go back to him though I can’t love him. I even told him that I like someone else long time ago before I met him.

I was talking to this friend of mine since Sunday. And what makes me surprise was he asked me if I would believe him if he were to say he miss me. Since we knew each other for quite some time now, I was sarcastic back at him by saying “you will miss me one meh?” And then we chatted about other crappy things. Out of a sudden, he said he’s not sure why he’s treating me so nice and wants to protect me. And so, I asked him if he’s gonna stop treating me nice since he’s thinking that way. He replied by saying no, just that he scare he will fell in love with me. And then he told me he will be going for field trip for 2 days and he thinks he will miss me a bit or more i don’t really remember. And he will try to SMS me on Monday, during his field trip. And I merely say ok. Then I forwarded a joke to him and he replied me on Monday saying he’s a bad guy because he smokes and drink. So I shouldn’t consider him. Which I don’t think I did lah, since he ‘mocked’ at me before by asking me, what’s so good about me that both of my KFC buddies likes me before and he always say he’s a bad guy and I shouldn’t like him. Since then, I put my feelings for him aside. Then he asked me if I would consider him if he were to consider me. But I didn’t really answer his qns because I don’t think such things will ever happen EVEN if I REALLY CONSIDER him. Out of curiosity, I asked him if he likes me. Straight forward I know, but I just want to know what is his purpose for asking qns that both of us know won’t happen. He say things like he don’t mind considering me but he will lose a friend but gain a gf. And I think it’s sad because losing a friend is worse than gaining a gf. But that’s not the main point. Main point is, he say he likes me but he thinks that there are better guys outside waiting for me and he doesn’t wanna ‘ruin’ my life after all, he has been trying to protect me. You know what? It feels like a dream lo. Not realistic at all. Can someone pull my ears so that I can wake up from this dream? But, we are just sharing our thoughts. So there is no intention for both of us to get together. You know? You don’t? I do.

Anyways, I got a new toy today! A new necklace from Bangkok! Haha. A camera. It’s damn cool ok? It got a light and it’s also a lighter! And Zong Da wants it. And I was taking many shots with that ‘camera’ until Kin says I’m crazy. LOL. And after work, I went to meet Evelyn for dinner to talk cock and watched “High School Musical 1“. LOL. And head back home at 10p.m. Yawns. I’m going to bed now peeps. Cheers.





Love?

I think it’s advisable that this month is not the month I should play mahjong, and that I should buy something for my new born niece (my sister will be going to give birth this Thursday)! I’m thrilled.

Played mahjong yesterday and I lose $19. Argh. Nevermind lah huh, it’s for some fun and laughter. After all, mahjong is about losing and winning. Had steamboat at home before my sister gonna give birth. =] And Nicholas came over to have dinner because my parents asked him when he came to my house the other day.

Nothing much actually since I didn’t go out the whole day. And Nicholas was reading my blog and saw what I have wrote about him, and that he swore he’s not that kind of person. He thinks that someone is brainwashing me that’s why I’m not going back to him anymore. But that’s not the true loh. The truth is, I don’t know also lah. Don’t ask me. But my heart is no longer with him anymore. Really.

Bowling and Singing~

Had my driving lesson yesterday, and I seriously think it’s not too bad! Haha~ Passed my right turn lesson and now moving on my U-turn lesson. = Passing 1 lesson every week is really very pathetic. But what to do when my driving sucks? Muahaha.

After that, I went to meet Nicholas and friends because they are at West Mall and it was drizzling outside BBDC and to make things worse, it’s also the shift change time. Argh. Went to watch “20th Century Boys” with them, and I seriously think that this movie is damn confusing and filled with MYSTERIES. Because at the end of the show, they still doesn’t show the face of the baddie, and worse still, it’s a to-be-continued movie. Perhaps, I don’t appreciate such manga turned movie. But “Death Note” is really not bad! Oh, by the way this is a trilogy film. After movie, we went to Pasta Mania to have dinner because Nicholas needs have his dinner and rush to camp. I didn’t want to have dinner there because I don’t feel very italian, in another words, i don’t feel like eating pasta. Having no choice, I had my dinner there anyways, after Nicholas left. After that I wasted some of time with his friends, went to the arcade though and played a game of puzzle bobble.

After that, I head to JE to meet up with Scandal and friends. We were supposed to meet at 9p.m de loh, and as usual, I predicted that he won’t be reaching on time. So I took my own sweet time to travel from West Mall to JE by bus. LOL. Scandal and Wei Xiong was sitting outside Mcdonald’s and Scandal looked damn tired (because he went to chiong sua on Thursday – Friday, I think). Accompany them to have dinner and then we head towards Chervons for our singing session. And, before that we went to have a few games of bowling. I wondered how did I managed to bowl until my thight on my left leg is painful. Muahaha. I was totally moodless so I didn’t really have the mood to sing. Anyways, after that we head to Mcdonald’s because Scandal wants to have some supper. And we chat till 5plus a.m before heading home. I think Scandal is too tired until he fell aslp. This is so tiring man. =P