Ahhh. I’m feeling soooOOo laziie today! I don’t know why. Hunnie have asked me out for a drink tonight, I was so late and tired even though I went to bed at 11plus last night. And do you know how tired Bi was? His parents came to tell me he was snoring rather loud, because we could even hear his snoring in the living room, so his dad sent me home.

Anyhows, I changed the drinking session to movie session because my sister wants to watch movie as well. Thus, we went to JE to watch “Mamma Mia! The Movie“. This movie is like a musical, you know, there is singing most part of the movie. And I think Bi finds the movie boring because he almost fall aslp (perhaps, he’s being tired too). And I LOVE ABBA’s songs! I remember when Amy went to USA, she bought me an ABBA album because i LOVE their songs. =]

After the movie, we went to Bukit Timah to have a VERY LATE dinner. What to do? We were almost very late for the movie. =P

Plot:
Sophia, who read her mum’s diary wants to know who is real father. So she invited 3 men, Sam, Bill and Harry, who was once in her mum’s life to her wedding, without her mum’s acknowledgement. And her mum was very shocked to find these 3 men in her goat house, and was determine to chase them out before the wedding. And on the night before the wedding, the 3 men realized seperately that they might be Sophia’s father and all of them offered to walk her down the aisle during the wedding. And then she realized marriage isn’t what she and her fiance needs, thus the wedding was so called cancelled…. and of cos, you have to watch the movie yourself to know more! =D

Alrights, gotta sleep now, because I’m waking up early to go SIM. Yawns. I’m REALLY REALLY VERY SLEEPY. Gd nite world.

DAMN IT. I FAIL MY FTT (Final Theory Test)! zzzz. Life can be so stupid. Despite spending so much money on the stupid practice, i managed to FAIL. Yeah. Life is not always so fantastic loh. And now, I have to book 2 practice and 1 more evaluation before booking for my next FTT. What the Fish right? Wasted my half day leave. Bloody hell. This is so sadden-ing.

Let’s see what did I do for my half day since my FTT starts at 4.30p.m.. I went to have lunch with Winna at 1p.m because I finishes work at 1p.m today. And we kinda celebrate Zong Da’s birthday in advance as well. We gave him super useful presents of cos. =]

The MOONCAKE as his birthday cake. 😉

His birthday present: (from left to right) the stick that used to dig ur ears, disposable toothbrush and toothpaste, shaver, a damn cute zippo, listerine and toothpicks. And he should be well prepared for his LONG LONG leave.

The interns: (from left to right) Cassandra, Pei Yi and Wan Ling

Wing Kin.

Vemala

Winna.

Edmund

Jeen

Faezah

Kok Choy

Sham

Brandon

me me me!

Larry

After that I went lunch with Winna at JE. After that, I took my own sweet time to get to BBDC for my practice at 3.05p.m. After which I have to wait for half an hour for my FTT. And, I failed. I tried to sell off my practical slot which starts at 6.15p.m, but to no vail. So I have to wait for 1.5 hrs for the lesson. Lucky me, I brought along my Harry Potter book so time seems to pass rather fast and of cos, Bi called me to talk to me. Practical lesson seems so fun today! Because the instructor took me to the S-course, and the rectangular S-course look alike in the circuit. LOLS. and I MOUNT KERB, TWICE. First time mah. This is Stage 3, and I’m only in Stage 1. Not too bad, at least now I have improved on my turning. =] Finally went out after a few runs in the circuit and mounting kerb, i drove to Jurong Town Hall -> Jurong East -> Clementi -> Bukit Timah -> Bukit Panjang -> Bukit Batok -> BBDC. =] It’s a night of adventure. Different experience from driving in the afternoon, where I’m scorched by the stupid sun. And it happened to be the perk hour I’m driving last night. Quite scary huh? At least I’m checking my blind spots, blah blah. And the instructor is so humourous. After that Bi came to pick me up and we had ta bao dinner at his house because his mum isn’t home.

Above all these, I had just told a lie.

“DAMN IT. I FAIL MY FTT (Final Theory Test)! zzzz. Life can be so stupid. Despite spending so much money on the stupid practice, i managed to FAIL. Yeah. Life is not always so fantastic loh. And now, I have to book 2 practice and 1 more evaluation before booking for my next FTT. What the Fish right? Wasted my half day leave. Bloody hell. This is so sadden-ing. “

I’m such a brainy, so how could I manage to fail my FTT?? So of cos, I PASSED! Yups. Except for this, everything else I wrote here is true. =] All cleared! And, I’ll wait till I almost done with my Stage 2 before booking for my TP. I have just currently completed 1.08 and 1.09. 2 more lessons to complete my Stage 1 lessons. =] I’m sOOOOOOooo excited can?

Wanna know how cute is my Bi? There you go~ I can only share with you, his cuteness… but HE’S MINE! Not available anymore ok? HOhoho.

He loves to act cool. And these was taken in the car park before we move off to meet Peili. We went to West Coast Park’s Mac to take cock for like an hour and went home because we have to wake up early next day to work. Good for Zong Yang, he can ZZzzzz all he wants. I’m JEALOUS. BUT! 好花不常开，好井不常在. He can only slack for another X days before his enlistment, and i bet he’s gonna miss us like hell. LOL.

And Bi is so sweet, he bought me 麦芽糖 when he was at JE buying waffle. And he’s picking me up almost everyday from work. And one fine day, 我会被他宠坏 (he will spoilt me one day). I’m lovin’ it~ =] And i went to Bi‘s house to have dinner. Dinner everyday at his house means one fine day, I will become damn fat. And wat, I was supposed to go home last night, but after dinner.. i fell aslp when he hugged me… and we BOTH FELL ASLP. so i slept thru the night till this morning and head to work. His dad even bought me a bread. How touching. IT really feels like i’m staying with them. =P

His family thought he got a new badge. WHich is actually the sweet lah. Everyone is laughing about it loh. =P So cute~ =]

Friday, 29 August 2008

It was Lao Pa‘s bday on Friday. And I was laughing when Peili told Sky called her and ask her if she had forgotten something, that is to wish him “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!”. Hahas. And we went to Double O, and it was so crowded until we have to squeeze like hell. Nonetheless, we had some fun. Of cos, Graveyard have to appear somehow. And I have to leave earlier because I have my driving lessons and 2 practice for my FTE.

Bi and I was having some issues. I really don’t know what to do anymore. Really. Suddenly everything he said me seems to be lies. And I really cannot stand liars. Really. I really have to think about this relationship, but him, being persistance, wants to prove to me that he can be a “better man”. No, it’s not about the SEX, or love making. It’s one thing he said to me, made me feel so disappointed. To the point, I don’t want him here anymore. But he wants to give me assurance that this will not happen again. We shall see.

The Bithday Boy!

My ladies

The Lovers

Peili and Me

The guys.

Sky was happily receiving a fake kiss from Peili.

And in return, Sky gave her a real kiss.

My BFF. =]

Saturday, 30 August 2008

And driving is so fun on Saturday because I was driving OUT of BBDC. Which means, I’m not driving in the stupid circle circuit anymore. HAha! And I was driving ard Bukit Batok and instructor took me to Jurong Town Hall, then to somewhere near BBDC. Driving at 60km/h. Wooohooo~ It was the first time i changed to gear 4 loh. That was pretty exciting. Haha! After that, Bi came to pick me up at BBDC. He bring me to the coffeeshop nearby his house for lunch, and I decided to cook something, so we went to Shop & Save to buy some sauages, fish fillet, and wanton. Once we stepped out of the supermarket, we saw Evelyn. What an coincidence. We chatted awhile and we headed home for some cooking session. After the super late lunch at 5plus, we fell aslp until 8plus. And we had dinner at home and headed out because we were supposedly to meet my sister at JP @ 9.30p.m. We went to watch “Wall E”. It’s so nice! So cute, you know. But I’m pretty sure, not all guys will love it. But me, as a girl, I love it! Wall eeeee, eeee-va? Haha, after that we went to meet up with the others at the LAN shop at Bukit Timah for some actions. And I played DOTA for the second time, of cos i was being K.S lah. Sighed. I couldn’t see my character in the mess loh. OMG. Nevermind. That game lasted for 1 hr and 15 mins, damn long right? We just didn’t realized it. So Bi and me went home at 2plus because I booked my FTP and FTE on Sunday.

Sunday, 31 August 2008

Damn, I was late for practice for my FTE and me being timid, didn’t go into the room and waited patiencely outside for 30 mins before my FTE. And while i was doing the questions, I was wondering if i have got the right answers since I have only done 2 practices and I didn’t get all the answers right. After struggling for 10 minutes, I decided not to check my answers and submit it. Guess what? I PASSED! OMG. 96% pass. LOL. Damn happy can? This means that I don’t have to waste another 6 bucks on this FTP and FTE. =] And then Bi came to pick me up. And again, we fall aslp. Waking up at 4plus, and head to Suntec City’s Comex at about 5plus. It’s so late. BUT~ i bought my CAM at last!!! OMG. So happy. And I bought it for $399. It was supposed to be $449 with free iPod Shuffle, but I don’t need that, so they deduct $50 for me. Good bargain. It’s 10MP btw. =]

And indeed, I’m a happy and broke girl now.

I was pretty surprised when Bi‘s mum called me yesterday and told me she cook and ask me to go Bi‘s house for dinner first. Initially, I was planning to go home after work and wait for Bi to come my house to fetch me. But since his mum called, so I head down to his house first. Had talks over dinner with his sister, her bf and his parents like how we know each other etc. Just as we were about to finish our dinner, Bi came back home. And indeed, I had a very full dinner. After that we went back to my house to pick up my stuffs because I will be staying overnight at his house these few days. =]

Work is pretty alright for the past few days as well. Nothing much. But the sight of he-who-shall-not-be-named irks me. lols.

And we bought a new pillow, and had dinner with his parents and head to westmall. I’m feeling so tired now lah. Gonna go shower and sleep in an hr’s time. =]

Anyhows, I’m kinda lazy to type super long blog lah. Laziiie

I’m not late for work today! Hooray~! It’s a good start on Monday, don’t you think so?

And as usual, I hate the sight of He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named. The sight of him just irks me.

Anyways, I just meet Pei Wen and Wee Keat for dinner today. And seeing them makes me happy, and of course, I’m happier when I bought my Hello Panda. After dinner, we went to play pool , after we went to take a walk at NTUC, until 10p.m. Then head back home.

I’m so looking forward to see Bi tomorrow. Because he took forced leave for Wednesday and Thursday (he’s booking on Thursday night and then Friday night book out again. Stupid right?).

And then I’m heading to my bed soon, because I don’t wanna be late tomorrow.

Hmmm, let me think what I have done for the past few days. Basically I did nothing.

Saturday was Bi‘s mum’s bday. His dad bring me to BBDC before heading home, then after that Bi came to fetch me after my lesson. Was supposed to go Bugis but because it was raining outside, and with me feeling laziiie, we decided not to go. So we slacked at home until it’s time to go out for dinner with his family, with his sister’s bf and ah ma. =] So we headed to Tiong Baruh Plaza’s chinese restaurant to have dinner. And the HK Fish head is damn nice. =] After dinner, we head home and then Bi went to meet his friend to get something and then we head home again because we couldn’t think of anything to do. Bi wants to watch movie, Evelyn suggested mahjong. Oh well… So we ended up staying at home because Bi couldn’t decide where to go. And I went to bed damn early lah, because I was so tired. And Bi wake me up at 3plus in the morning to go shower. =X And continue to sleep till this afternoon. LOLS. And we had lunch that his mum cooked and went to JP for moive “Death Race” with Evelyn and Darius. Initially I though this movie would be so yucky because it’s so bloody and so much violent. But the movie plot somehow surprises me. After that we head back home because my bag is so damn heavy lah. And then Bi went to book in already.

Bi prepared something special for me, and he say i will see it some time next week. He didnt wanna tell me what he had in mind, but he let the cat out of the bag in the end. LOLs. Because he was SMS-ing the whole time ignoring me. ANd Bi keep repeating he loves me and kept kissing me. And I don’t know if I should trust him.. Because, he didn’t keep his promise towards me, but he claims he did it because he wanna show me his love. Well, Scandal did told me that some guys shows love differently.

I have just finished reading “Tuesdays with Morrie” by Mitch Albom.

And I must agree that this is indeed a great book. Best book that I have read. Most of his books contains stories that touches our heart. And this book is about his old professor whom he has not seen for 16 years and was united after watching a show which features Morrie Schwartz because he’s suffering from ALS, a disease with no cure and he knows it (he just knew when he’s going to die) and on his philosophy on life and things around. They have their last lessons over 14 weeks, whereby the 14th week is to say Good Bye to someone dearly; to Morrie Schwartz that is, on life. They were close even when Mitch Albom was studying in collage, in his sociology class. They chat like old friends, they share and surprisingly, everything was done on Tuesday. So Morrie says they are the tuesday people. Many a times, we took things for granted, even though we know it’s wrong. Many a times, we are confused over the things we want and the things we need. Owning a car is not a need, it’s something we want. Says Morrie. True enough. Everyday, we wake up and look into the mirror, feeling sorry for ourselves over nothing. Death is not the end, it’s also the beginning (this is what I have read in “5 People You Meet In Heaven” By Mitch Albom). For instance, I was upset over what happened at work yesterday, thus i took Bi‘s care and concern towards me for granted. I ignored him, only reply his SMS. Even though he told me he’s feeling down and can’t get to sleep and most importantly he wants to talk to me, i refused. I hang up his calls. And I feel bad after that. I promised I will think over my actions before execute it. And as for the movie that they failed to jio me, forget about it. It’s not the first time anyways. We could have watched it last Friday, because Evelyn says lidat we pang seh Kerine, so we dropped that idea. In return, they pang seh me. Whatever. Really. Morrie says, you must learn to forgive others as well as forgive yourself. Very true.

I will recommend you guys to read this book as it’s filled with meaning. Quote: When you are sleeping at night, you are dead. When you wake up in the morning, you feel reborn again! That’s what I’m being taught when I read this book. Quote: Love each other or perish!”.

I had the worse day of my entire life today. Really. If I’m Harry Potter, I would led my army (Hermione, Ron and some other people) down and put on a fierce fight with this He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named. I HATE him. And yes, HATE is the correct word to use on him. Seriously. This suck. And I shall not elaborate more on this. He’s sucks that’s all. And the worse thing is, I still have to see his fucking face for X days in a week. Fuck it.

And I was very disappointed today because when Bi told me he could meet me today, I was thrilled because I had someone to grumble my day to. And it turns out, the stupid ‘concert event’ that he was attending ends at 6plus and i thought it’s late so I told him we don’t meet. After that I changed my mind, so i sent him another SMS saying “Why not i go look for you”, he was on the bus when I called him after my work; on his way back to camp, he didn’t even saw my SMS until i called him. I was feeling so down till i don’t even wanna talk to him. Seriously. I didn’t pick up the calls, but I replied his SMS and i even switched off my hp. I went home after work and force myself to sleep, so i would feel better. But waking up to reality, I’M FEELING LOUSY, STILL. You might think i’m throwing my weight around just because he loves me or whatsoever, no. I’m not.

And what makes me disappoint more was, I was waiting for Evelyn and Kerine & co to watch “Meet Dave“, they went without me. Wtf right? Friends are meant to be FORGOTTEN. I jio-ed Evelyn for dinner the day before? She told me she left 30bucks, cannot have dinner because she has to tong till end of Aug. This is even more disappointing. So, PLEASE, don’t talk to me and PLEASE, don’t fucking say I nv jio you guys for anything ok? Because you guys simply pang seh me man. zZZ. Even if i can’t make it, i feel song for the sake of asking.

and I bought a new pair of earrings for myself. When was the last time i bought earrings for myself? I don’t remember anymore.