A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs &replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people

1. How has blogger changed your life?
It doesn’t really change my life. Just that it’s like a flash back memories for me.

2. Do you daydream and if you do what do you usually find yourself ‘dreaming’ about?
I do daydream. And i dream i am a boss of my own shop. And of cos, a 梦幻婚礼. LOLs

3. What do you want to be when you grow up?
When i was a little kid, i inspired to be a teacher. When i grow up, watched a hong kong show about doctors and nurses, i changed my mind so i wanna be a nurse because i knew it’s impossible for me to be a doctor. LOLS. But now, i wanna be a millionaire. (it’s time to go lalala land)

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
City of my dreams? i don’t have one so far. But i guess it is the place where all my friends and loved ones are.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
Can be extrovert and introvert at the same time. LOLs.

6. What is your opinion on eating meat?
I can’t comment much on this. Because i’m a meat eater. LOL

7. Do you trust easily?
I trust people close to me. =]

8. Choose between thongs or g-string?
Thongs? LOLs. G-String is too airy.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Nothing much. Except for the fact that i’m sick most of the time. =[

10. What is your worst quality?
I don’t know. Maybe you can tell me?

11. What is happiness?
Happiness, can be defined in many ways. My kind of happiness is, to feel loved by the people around me. =P

12. How do you see yourself?
Tough question huh! I see myself as a lame person when i’m super tired. Fun loving only to people i love to hang out with. Always show my like and dislike on my face. [so if i don’t like that particular person, you will know. LOL] Love to eat. Love to disturb people. And the person i love to disturb the most is my Bi. =P

13. What do you wish to change about yourself?
To grow fat loh. And be more trusting to my Bi. =X And of cos my working attitude now. Which is so so so so bad! Lucky the company is kind enough not to sack me.

14. Do you think about sex often?
No. Because i’m a conservative perosn in this aspect. =]

15. What would you do if you won the lottery?
Ask me this question again when i strike lottery. First, someone has gotta ask me when i’m going to buy lottery.

15. Would you rather be in a happy marriage and poor or a bad marriage and rich?
Humans are selfish. I don’t wanna be too rich, because i wanna be happy. Can someone satisfy my needs?

16. Before you go to sleep, what do you usually think about?
Normally, i don’t really think of anything. Perhaps the things Bi said to me. Otherwise will be, i’m sick again. ZZzzz

17. Where do broken hearts go?
Broken hearts gone to the hospital to get healing. I’m currently in Bi‘s hospital. Haha.

18. Do you believe in fate?
First, can someone tell me what’s fate?

19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?
I don’t believe in 100% safe sex with stranger. If it’s really 100%, why would they wanna offer you $10,000,000?

20. What were your parents going to name you if you’d been born the opposite gender?
I have never think of that. Perhaps you can ask my parents. Hahaha.

In case you haven’t noticed…

I have shifted everything back to my old blog with the current blog address.

I shall learn to overcome the sadness of seeing him in my blog. I know i will. With the help of Bi. =]

Cheers! ^^

Friday, 1st August 2008

It’s the beginning of the Lunar 7th month a.k.a Hungry Ghost Festival. This is the month where it’s rumored that the ghost are ‘released’ from the hell, come back to earth to search for their needs and food. And also, this is the month whereby you will see almost every chinese family standing under the block burning stuffs for their loved ones. Oh yes! Not forgetting the geitais. But why am i talking about this? For i don’t know what reason too.

And this is the last day for SMU and NUS interns. So we took some pictures after work for some memories purpose. =]

CLA Team

Edmund, Me, Khiang(it’s her last day with us)

Wye and Me. He gone crazy on the last day!

Anyways, went to Jiu Tan Lin with Hunnie, Lipeng and Bi. =] Went home at 1 plus because i was so tired and have the intention to wake up early on Saturday because i wanna go shopping with Bi. Crapping is really our forte. =]

Me & Bi

Lipeng and Me

The girls.

Saturday, 2nd August 2008

Woke up at 1plus. And Bi always complain that he always had a hard time waking me up. LOL. Anyways, was taking my own sweet time because my nose was so busy running and i couldn’t stop blowing my nose the whole day. Can u imagine i spent almost 2 hrs to put on my make up when i usually did it in about 30 mins? Argh. Anyways, i already forgiven Bi for turning his air con to 20 degrees cel. zzzz. Anyways, we went to town to have his PSP repaired. And i seriously thinks his PSP hates me. Nevertheless, we went to shop for my stuffs. Have to make up to him, so next week we will be shopping for his stuffs. =] After that we went back to his house to slack, because i was so tired from walking and the flu medicine i took makes me tired as well. After that we went to Shi Wai to meet up with the rest. And what pissed me off is Zong Yang didn’t even bother to inform the time he will be reaching. So me, Bi, Evelyn, Darius and Jun Quan went to play pool while waiting for him to reach the prawning place at 12.30a.m which he PROMISED. BUT, bloody hell. It was 1plus and he still hasn’t give us a call. So i told everyone we should cancel the prawning, because we have been waiting for 3 hours. No initiative. So we went to have our supper and Bi drove us home. ARGH.

Sunday, 3rd August 2008

Woke up at 1p.m despite me wanting to wake up at 12noon. Argh, so tired till i almost didn’t wanna wake up. And Bi‘s mum prepared lunch for us. So after i took my shower, i had my lunch. =] And Bi drove me to BBDC for my 1st practical lesson, with his parents along. And Bi‘s mum told me to becareful when driving. =] How sweet is his parents huh? Hee. Lesson is so fun! I finally know how to change gear properly. And was going round and round at BBDC. How fun can it be? But i was so scare when i was stepping on the accelerator. LOLs. After my lesson, Bi came to meet me and we went to have my haircut. And now, i’m quite satisfied with my new haircut. LOLs. Went to watch The Mummy: Tomb of The Dragon Emperor. And i was very surprised that Bi‘s parents is faster than us because they watched this movie before we does. Lols. After that went to meet Evelyn and Darius for dinner. And then went home after Bi‘s dad came to fetch him to camp.

My new haircut!

Went to meet Hunnie for dinner and then we have this sudden craving for fried chicken middle wings. It happens that the place we went to have dinner only have the drumlets. So we are not satisfied. Hunnie came out with an idea, i.e we went to NTUC to purchase a packet if middle wings + flour and fried it ourselves! And it’s really finger lickin’ good. Lols.

The uncooked wings.

Preparations.

Yeah, not forgetting to take some picture before the actual cooking. LOLs.

Pretendious.

And, this is the product. =P *Yummy~!*

Do you wanna know how bo liao my colleague, Kin, can be? Take a look at the picture below. And, i think you can barely recognise CJ7 after the makeover. LOLs.

Before

After

Final product

So peeps, if you have the intention to have a makeover, PLEASE NEVER consult Kin, because you won’t know what you will become. Lols.

At the same time, went to have dinner with Kerine, Evelyn, Darius, Zong Yang, Vanessa and her bf, whose name i always forgot… Went to Crystal Jade and it was Evelyn’s treat! Thank you Boss! After that me, Evelyn and Darius went back to JP for a walk whereas Kerine went off to meet Bryan for Money Not Enough 2, Zong Yang went to meet Hairu and the couple went home. Yes, after some shopping spree for cosmatics and mask, we went to the ARCADE. Blooody hell. Spend so much money on that machine and we only managed to get one rabbit toy. Where is my Stitch?! ='(

Evelyn, looking satisfied that she got her rabbit. I got that for her with Darius’s money. =

I’m staring at a broken door
There’s nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It’s making me insane
I’ve been waiting here so long
But now the moment seems to’ve come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won’t hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we’ll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you

A half moon’s fading from my sight
I see a vision in its light
But now it’s gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don’t know how
Why can’t we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won’t hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we’ll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey! Hey!
I’m fighting all this power
Coming in my way
Let it take me straight to you
I’ll be running night and day
I’ll be with you soon
Just me and you

We’ll be there soon
So soon
Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won’t hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we’ll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

Seriously, i don’t feel like i’m the old me anymore.

I’m so easily paranoid, sick of mummy keep nagging at me because i didn’t go to work (i’m sick what, plus… working in a call center doesn’t make me feel i’m so important that i must go despite me being sick).

Conclusion is, i have no fighting spirit at all. so what’s the point of everything? Where is the me who used to be so talkative (interactive) during work time? Where is the cheerful me? Where is the me, who will work hard for something?

Sick? take MC loh, no MC take leave lo. This is MY mentally now. And i know this is bad. I feel my world so upside down after breaking up with him. I feel me has gone with him.

Nah, i wasn’t thinking of him now. Sometimes, i feel like i have gave myself up in relationship… and this makes me upset. I was reminded by my sister that, if a guy wants to fool behind your back, there are so many ways. And she’s right! I don’t wanna look bossy, but i seriously cannot help it at all. Look at me! Who am i to me? Nobody. My body don’t listen to my brain. And my brain can’t function well. I need some wake up call. I need motivation!!!

Sighed. Certain things makes me so upset, while certain things can drive me crazy. If this carry on, i think i’m gonna have split personality. Soon, noone will know the real me.

I told myself, I don’t wanna get sick and next moment.. my body will come out with some illness like flu, cough, sore throat. . . . and who can i blame? Myself i supposed. I should have taken care of myself.

I need to prove people my worth! I know i must do it. In order for me to do it, i need to find the old me back. Can someone help me pls? I doubt so, because in the end, i have to depend on my own. I will not be branded as useless.

From Left: Yani (Evelyn’s maid), Darius, Evelyn, Kerine, Shi Min, Zong Yang, Me, and Bi

It’s snowing~~

i’m WET!

The new couple!

Xiao Xiao Bear went Ice Skating too~! =]

I haven’t been online for 3 days. Can u imagine? THREE days. LOL. Tat’s so long. So it’s time for me to do some update on what happened during the weekends, and all i can say is, i’m coughing to death. But! I’m still enjoying. Haha.

Friday, 25th July 2008

Went to meet Hunnie after work. And the long waiting time makes me wanna die. Imagine me waiting for her to take at least 30 mins to iron her dress, 30 mins to walk ard, and 1 hour to make up and 15 mins to wait for the bus + 15 mins to reach JE. I was already starving. And we went to have KFC, bumped into ZY and Co. Haha. After that we head to JTL and on the way there, we saw Peili and Martin outside Liquid. And… knowing that Martin is still in touch with Andre, doesn’t mean anything to me. And then by the time we reached JTL, there isn’t any space for us. Who can i blame? =| Thanks to that tortise lorhs. =.=||| Then we head to Parklane to meet Qingfu and his friend, whose name i cannot remember. Haha. After playing some pool and coughing like crazy, i persuade Hunnie to go home at 12plus. Haha. Can’t help it. I don’t even think i can survive very long. And as usual, Peili puts me aeroplane. So don’t always say i bo jio, jio liao i keep “seeing plane”.

Saturday, 26th July 2008

Bi came to pick me up at Hunnie‘s house. And head back to my house because i wanna get changed before heading to his house. And we went to Night Safari! With ZY & Co. Can you imagine we took train all the way from JE to AMK just because Teck Heng and his gf was there waiting for us when we can just take bus from CCK? Bloody hell. So it took us like 1hr and 45 mins to get to the bloody Night Safari. What makes the journey stupid is, we don’t go explore the night safari together. so Hairu and Teck Heng went off with their gfs, and me with Bi, Tai Wee, Jun Quan and ZY. And what makes it stupid is, we missed the Animal Show! How disappointing, and there are certain animals we are unable to see if we did not take the tram ride. Argh. And the ticket cost us like bloody $22 bucks and we didn’t managed to finish the whole trip bcos by the time we reach there was about almost 9p.m. Bloody hell. And i was FAMISHED too. Went to Bongo Burgers to grab a bite. And Bongo Burgers reminds me of Scandal. LOL. Night Safari was supposed to be fun. =|

And i finally saw Bi‘s sister and her bf face to face. We didn’t have the fate to meet last week. Friendly family members. And of cos, i don’t remember Troy is Brad Pitt (pardon me if i got his name wrongly. I aint a fan of his). And Bi kept talking to me when i wanna slp. Makes me frustrated. Haha.

This is a leopard’s head. So small, yet have strong muscle.


Tai Wee‘s hand got biten by the (was it lion or tiger’s) head.

me & Bi

Bi and Jun Quan a.k.a Rain. LOLs.


This leopard is WELL FED.

Sunday, 27th July 2008

Today i was coughing like crazy when i woke up today. I think i almost cough my lungs out. LOL. Had lunch at Bi‘s house because his parents got me Nasi Lemak. I didn’t managed to finish everything because I don’t feel like eating spicy food, BUT, i finished my chicken and half of my rice. Then we head back my house because i wanna get changed before heading to JE to meet the rest for ice skating! This weekend is so happening lo. Haha. And i have to wait for Peili to send me the pictures before i can upload to my blog. So you guys gotta wait, because i don’t know how long is she gonna take to send me the pictures. =X After skating, we head back to Bi‘s hse and cook ourselves campbell soup! And Bi‘s a NOOB. he doesn’t know how to use a can opener! Ha~! After that we went downstairs to have our dinner. And then his parents send me home before sending him back to camp. =] I’m so tired. So i shall go bed soon.

Tooty is a loser! Everyone’s ignoring him. LOL.

Bi stole my bear!

Me & Bi.

Xiao Xiao Bear looking at the scenery.

=]

Oh yes, here comes a rabbit in my house! Now it looks like my house is a mini pet shop with a irritating yet cute dog, and a very quiet rabbit. =] Yet, this rabbit isn’t ours. It belongs to my brother’s friends and will be staying at our house for a few months. And my brother told me something funny. He told me when he told mum that he’s gonna bring a rabbit home, my mum asked him “Is the rabbit gonna be noisy?”. LOL. Oh, how i wished the rabbit can bark like a dog! Sacrastic. Nevertheless, all pets that are in our household are becoming real fat. Besides, this rabbit is fat and juicy! I mean, well fed! And guess what? This rabbit is BIGGER than my DOG. =.= Tooty is such a loser. Fancy him losing to a rabbit. And he kept going to the cage to look the at rabbit. I think he wants to: 1) fight the rabbit because he got the attention or 2) he wants to make friend with it. But i think none of the choices is what he wants. Because he’s simply too timid for anything! Haha!

And, bf says he might wanna get a puppy. =] I told him to wait till he’s working office hours first, if not noone will look after the poor puppy, if he ever gonna get one. If he really get one, i’m gonna be really excited. Maybe i shouldn’t be so pessimistic about this relationship at all. Paranoid i would say. =

Argh. I feel so sick now. =[ Kept coughing and soon i will be coughing my lungs out.

My attempt to break up with Nic failed. You must be thinking “Jaymee crazy huh? Just got together and now she’s talking about BREAK UP? Gosh”.

Jaymee doesn’t feel any security in this relationship. Simply because he’s still young and have the tendency to go out and have fun. And, perhaps some other things as well. Oh well, i couldn’t say i wanna break up with him when i was talking to him on the phone and managed to tell him thru SMS and he gave me a call back. i just felt that i couldn’t trust him 100% still, because i find it hard to do so. No faith in this relationship at all. Especially when i view his friendster there is like hundreds of little girls in it. This is a BIG no-no for me. OH yes, and his MSN list too. Perhaps u might thinking “Jaymee, you think too much”, but if you were me, how would you react especially when you know that your ex bf has been going after those young girls? zzzz. I hate to mention about this, but it keeps coming into my mind and is refusing to go away. Oh well. He persuaded me, and i don’t even know if i’m doing the correct thing. So what shd i do? I told him that he should just prove it to me, no point talking about giving me security and no actions. I hate empty promises. And he reassured me that he’s gonna revamp his friendster and MSN list, we shall see. He just want us to talk things out first, compromise each other before the B word. I just felt that we shdn’t waste time together if i can’t trust him at all.