Never ever ask me go Phuture on a WEDNESDAY.

i made a new friend yesterday. quite interesting how we know each other.

he came in to the office on Monday to ask for my Finance Manager. so i told him to leave his contact number so when my managers are back from vacation, which he did. and i thought he was ‘staring’ at me with funny expression as if i’m an alien or something. And he came into the office again on Tuesday, just as i was about to tell him my managers are not back yet.. he said something like “let’s put away yesterday rowdiness blah blah blah.” and den we exchange no… it’s quite interesting to see a tall and big (not exactly BIG big. yah) and OLD (he’s actually 23) guy behaving like a shy little boy. LoL. to be honest, i was actually laughing at his expression and his shyness. oh well. ok, i’m being bad. and i m always bad. HAHA.

Have you seen this $50 singapore dollar note before? If you did, that’s good for you. If you didn’t, you are just like me – mountain turtle. Or maybe, it’s not our era. LOL. But the note is damn pretty la. too bad i know that Kuan Chong won’t change with me, otherwise i would love to have this note. =X i’m old note collector. =]

i was supposed to go down to the Beer Garden to look at Kuan Chong‘s dog lo. but the time i reached there, i only found Elsie there. because Kuan Chong acc Li went home to find her wallet. Duh, no wonder i called her a hundred times she didn’t pick up my call. L A M E. We sit there and crap while Li was chatting on phone. I know i was so lame, trying to chap one leg into her conversation because she bluff me down. =.= She told me that Martin knows me long time ago because he read her blog. LoL. and when she told me that when she went to Le Bar on friday and Martin asked her “where’s yun”, i asked her ” 我们很熟？” hahaha, ok lah, because Li always write yun instead of fengyun mah. =X 我原谅他. Why do i talk like as if he offended me? Ok, i’m high on green tea. LOL.

before that, i met up with Ronald… a friend whom i know from MOS last friday. haha. ok, i meeting up with random guys again. =X we went to Maxwell market to have ‘dinner’ i supposed. and his treat. i was just joking with him that he should give me birthday treat (ok, this is what i call thick skin la, bday over so long liao…) and he reali gave me a treat. oh well.. =] like i say, age is not an issue for making friends. and that Stanley Poh xiao didi actually MSN me “aunty” in MSN to tell me i forgot to wish him “Happy Birthday”. Ok, i shall post up BIG HERE:

If u rem, i’m getting more and more forgetful. =]

This is the Stadium Cove. lao ya.my jie commented that we can actually climb onto one of these trees to see the concert instead of purchasing the tickets. LoL. do you agree with us? hahaha.

my little sister. =]

me & kelvin

my sister and her friends. =]

went to watch Lee Hom’s concert last night. and we have to wait for 2 special guest (each of them sing like 5-6 songs. *yawns*) to perform before Lee Hom’s performance. Gosh, it’s a long wait.. but worth it. after all we are sitting down la. LOL. but last year’s concert is more awesome. heh heh. after concert we went to Brewerks for some drink and yes, chicken wings! hahaha. when i asked my sister whose gonna replace her bf’s seat.. if “it’s” a girl or boy, she say she don’t know. =.=||| then after the concert my sis’s bf sent us back. save my money on cab fare. =X

met up with Yew Ching yesterday. and we went to meet Sky and his friend at Kuan Chong‘s shop located at City Plaza. and, willie was very late. and because Yew Ching has to leave early, thus we left the place and head towards Expo for the IT Fair. and i bought a 4GB micro SD card ($85) for my phone. now, i have LOTS of space. LOL. and, i m broke now. lol.then i went to meet peili outside Kuan Chong‘s shop and then the guys drove us to “Le Bar” which is located at… i don’t know where. The place is filled with people, but i guess because those guys know the boss there so, yup, we got seats for ourselves. and i bump into Yuting (JJ‘s best friend). didn’t know that she works there though i know she works in a pub. I know we tried not to talk to each other… and i’m trying so hard to pretend that i didn’t see her so that i won’t keep thinking.. but in the end, she asked me out to asked if i’m ok after the break up. i wanted to tell her i’m not ok.. but before i could say anything, i feel like crying.. so i went back to my seat and tears came flowing out. i’m sorry if my friends mistaken that you made me cry… but because when i saw her, i have been trying to control myself. And, these guys whom i just met on this day… tried to cheer me up.. make me realized that they are nice ppl. Thanks people. =] they tried to cheer me up and i smiled and laughed with them after that. i decided that i should clarify myself with Yuting that i did not try to embarrass her by crying, hoping she will understand that it’s very hard for me to take this break up and his coldness towards me. she understands. then me & peili went to MOS to meet the 2 guys we ‘met’ last week. and then we tried to shake them off. LOL. Gosh. and then we got to know 2 new friends. LoL. better looking this time. LoL.

peili, kuan chong n his gf

kuan Chong and his gf.

went to MOS with Val and her friends. oh well. R&B is still the best! =] gotta know a few people there. and it’s kinda sucky when u are trying so hard to get rid of a guy who is a noob and looks desp to grind on girls, your friends thinks that you are enjoying. =.= lame. anyhows, i got to know a guy who is pretty nice. because he helped me block away those guys. lol. but he’s young la. 20 yrs old only. making friends, age is not an issue.

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

i dun think he will understand. =[ it’s ok. i’m trying to make myself miserable by thinking of someone doesn’t even miss me. oh well…

went prawning with val & xin rong. it was a miserable one. because i caught 5 prawns, xin rong accidentally let go 1 of the prawn, and we had less than 10 prawns. crap. and there is this group of guys, they prawn like nobody’s business. how wish i can prawn like them. duh.

i missed him. and i missed him a lot out of the blue. i wondered if i should just give him a msg. but my brain told me not to though my heart wants to. though he said nasty things to me, wanting me to back off… a part of me still – stays at where i used to be… sometimes i wished he would call me or sms me, but a part of me knows very well that it would never happen. my sister say i was on drugs that’s why i am thinking of him, and partly because she didn’t go out with me. oh well.. i misses him so much because we haven’t meet for 3 weeks and he’s ignoring me. that makes me upset. i tried my best not to blog my feelings about this, but i just can’t help it. i wished. i hope. no, i can’t wish or hope. i need to get back to reality. why can’t he realize that i do and really love him lots? but i’m giving him the ‘space’ he wants. i stopped contacting him. sometimes i feel like crying because i misses him so much. but he will just tell me ‘no’. he doesn’t wanna talk to me, because we got nothing to talk about, and he would assume that i will talk about our relationship. can someone help me with this? Gosh, i am drowning in this. =[