and, yes… after washing my hair and styling the hair myself… this is how i look

highlights

my 1st birthday cake of the year! Happy advance Birthday to ME!

and my present. =] if you can’t read, it says: Bag Ladies Tea. Something interesting. =]

so tired even though i went to bed at 1plus a.m last night. i’ve no idea why… maybe because, it’s too early? LOL. and i went home to sleep till about 8plus and then went to meet Lawrence (not from my sec sch.) at city hall.. i had my present, birthday and birthday treat! LOL. and then i went to the usual prawning place and feel so cheated lah. they finished prawning and was playing number ball. waste my money take cab just to watch them play. nvm.. =.= i’m so sleepy now can? but i’ve to wait for my hair to dry. gosh.

so nice of Ms Lee to send me a birthday greeting card every year for my birthday! she’s my secondary school teacher and she teaches geography. and, she didn’t really teach me during the secondary school days. but she’s like a big sister to me! =] *sweet*

My little sister is so sweet. Because she got me a birthday card and my Elmo year planner. =] I’m so touched. The first birthday present i received from her. and, i acc her to TCC for the interview today. and mine, suck. =[

The Process of “Make Over”

The Final Product

Finally went perming today. Have been trying to get to Rebecca for AGES and she only called me back like today in the late afternoon after i have decided to meet my little sister to go town watch movie. =X so angry with her. so i went to Jing Shen’s hse to do my hair. the price is reasonable and it’s really good.. i quite like it. to be honest, i was rather scare that it might not turn out the way i want it. Had my hair dye and highlight. It’s kinda different from my “Usual” look. hahaha. =] will take more pictures tml i guess? alright, after waking so early tonight… i decided to retreat onto my bed early. Ciao.

Went to Dempsey road’s Ben & Jerry again. This time it’s with Wei Kang. because he owed me the ice cream for a very LONG time. =] We didn’t go clubbing because he say he’s tired, thus we sat around chit chatting and time passes very fast. Gosh, eating ice cream makes me high lah. HAHA. and i love my waffle! because it has whipped cream, cookies & cream ice cream, maple syrup and M&N chocolate as the topping! have a fun time eating ice cream. =] And he wished me advance”Happy Birthday” can? LOL. oh well. it’s just so fun to walk there and have ice cream. and yes, the company and the stars in the sky too.

tell me how many bastards do i have to meet before meeting the right one? i really can’t stand this anymore, nor can i sit still.

i was left broken hearted last night. Called my sister and she came down to look for me. Took me to Brewerkz at National Stadium. It’s LINKIN PARK concert last night! Why am i so broke and broken? The last song for the concert was “In the end”. It’s so happening, seeing all these concert goers coming out of the stadium looking so tired. Haha. Wished i was at the concert. Should have asked my sister & her bf if they are interested in going. Argh, i’m so angry with myself. What am i thinking actually? I’m being hurt so badly, and my mind is still filled up with lots of questions. sister says, it’s no big deal. I wished it’s really no big deal, and he sounded no big deal. he was toying with my feelings. of course it’s no big deal to him. why took leave on my birthday when you’re NOT interested in celebrating my bday with me? if you choose to disappear from my life, then please make sure you dun re-surface again. i want my life back. i really need my life back.

i’m so hurt. i cried till my eyes are swollen. but i’m still hurt. why do i always meet up with jerks and ended up being with them and getting myself so hurt? i hate myself. for being stupid.

it’s not helping. it’s really not helping at all. really.

敦煌古墓的沙粒
带着我们的际遇
我从半路看回去
这秦关漫漫好蜿踞
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的缠意
爱情像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看..月牙湾下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的缠意
爱情像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看..月牙湾下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧 敦煌古墓的沙粒
带着我们的际遇
我从半路看回去
这秦关漫漫好蜿踞
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的缠意
爱情像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看..月牙湾下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的缠意
爱情像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看..月牙湾下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧

i have success in making myself even more depressed.

by sms-ing him if he’s gonna celebrate my birthday. and then he still say ‘see how first’ when i asked him if he’s gonna spend the whole day with me because he took leave that day. i feel so depressed… i shouldn’t have msg him.

i shouldn’t have msg him. because he don’t reply me anymore after i asked him if he’s gonna spend the whole day with me since he took leave. he’s not interested in celebrating my birthday with me. why did i wanna celebrate with him so much? he can reply “…..so bad la. late..” to me when i just msg him “u….”… he replied to the wrong person. another girl. i know.

I kept myself very busy today. Imagine meeting up 3 different groups of people in a day? It’s so fun lah.

I met up with Chen Yang this afternoon for lunch and some singing session. We had lunch at the “mei shi jie”. then we walked around chinatown just to wait for the 10 dollar karaoke to open and realized, we have to make advance booking because there is no more slots. ok, kinda disappointed.. but we still went to kbox for our singing session! and spending almost 5 hours there just – sing. LOL. it’s so fun.

Then i went to Bugis to meet the Marcus, Jordan, Michelle, Wilson & Violet for steamboat to celebrate Marcus‘ birthday which is on 9th November. We just sat there crapping around talking about BMI students. the funny good students, and of cos the kind of students who will just irritate the hell out of you. yup. it’s fun. then we walked to HMV at city hall to look around, and we had ice cream! yummy. i just love cookies & cream. =]

Then Li called me to ask if i wanna go prawning. haven’t been prawning for a long time. and i thought they have started long time ago. but when i met up with them, they were sitting at S11 can? =.= by the time we reached the prawning place it’s almost 12mn. time to go home. of cos, we never fail to take pictures. =] and this shall end my day.

me & chen yang

Wilson, Marcus, Michelle, Jordan, & me!

Li, Lao Pa & me