This is Marcus & me. LOL. taking pics during WORKING HOURS? front desk some more. lol. what can i say?

This is the act pro pics of me. LOL. he took some tooo.


This pic i look so… “bian tai“. lol.

The souvenir we bought from zoo. LOL. elephant on the left and polar bear on the right. =]

Went to the Singapore Zoo yesterday. Feeling so happy of cos. It’s been a long time since i went to the zoo. Well, i went to the zoo last year only. LOL. but i did not managed to finish the whole trip. This time round we managed to finish exploring the place! But there are some animals we failed to see. But some of the places are still under renovation. Oh, i forgot to mention who i went to zoo with. I went to zoo with Yi Xuan, Elise & my younger sister. We had our lunch there and we took a lot pics too! uahaha. i mean i took alot of pics. I took 189 pics, with 16X is animal pics. and the rest is flowers and some face pics. I had moth on my feet, monkey attacking me. LOL. what an advanture. =] and there is a fat girl who keep shouting “DADDY!!” here and there and she was there catching the poor butterflies.. omg. And it irritates the hell out of us. LOL. we hope she got banned from going to zoo. It’s a fun day! Then i went to meet baby for dinner at JP with his sister & aunty. then he has to book in liao.

We went to sentosa, Cafe Del Mar, to celebrate my sisters’s birthday. They shared the same birthday, 05.05.XX. LOL. The best part is, i know the manager. Guess who? it’s UNCLE JEREMY! hahaha. i was thinking if it’s him.. and i only know it’s REALLY him when i was about to leave that place. Gosh. Had fun playing with tooty as it was his REALLY time going to sentosa. normally, he just went to the playground downstairs. i was rather surprised that he actually will follow us when i just “dump” him on the ground. smart boy isn’t he? after that we went home at about 2a.m.. and then i went to meet baby. =]

the birthday cake.

Flowers for my sister. haha. baby say i purposely buy sunflower for sis, so if she dun wan i can bring it home. =.=

i don’t know how i should feel towards this. i really don’t know. sigh… i’m quite upset actually.

my tears flow doesn’t mean i m upset. but im disappointed.



i cried doesn’t mean i m upset but because my heart has been broken into pieces.



if time can really go back, i will not make the same mistake again.

can u imagine your bf call you 1a.m in the middle of the night for only god knows what reason, and you are feeling damn tired after a day of tedious work and you off all your handphones because you feel so paranoid. the next day when you wake up, on your handphones, just to see your bf says “break up” because you rejected his call and switch off your hp. how do you feel? shocked and at the same time, you tried to explain to him that you are tired and was sleeping, he thinks that you are just finding excuses for yourself. then you realised, your bf has never trust you. Just like some times you slept late at night and when there are days whereby you went to bed early, and you told your bf about it, he thinks you are lying. because he claims that he knows what time u went to bed every night. then when you tried to talk to him, he said he wants to take his afternoon nap. so when you have a bf who rather takes an afternoon than talking to you, how do you feel at this very moment? do you rather he don’t pick up your calls at all? then, he don’t reply you for an hr or two when you asked him if he’s serious about breaking up, how do you feel? after that he replies you, tries to argue with you things regarding, you did not sms him 1st when he did not sms you for a long time and stuffs like that. after that, he said he doesn’t wanna quarrel about this like a small kid, so you brought out the very 1st question that you asked him which he did not reply. in return, he asked you how much you love him and how much are you willing to sacfices for him and are you willing to change. relationship, it’s about giving and taking. my commitment to him is: my love, my time, my care. anything he needs, but sex. but it seems like this ans is not satisfying enough. and when you asked him that qns once again, he said he was angry and not upset. that was why he said break up. but still, you find that he did not really ans your qns. so you asked him another qns, is he that kind of person who mentions break up easily when he’s angry and that the relationship we have is not important at all. he stops replying you. because you have lots of things to do, so you did not msg him as well. once you reached home after having some mcdonald ice cream, you feel better. and den you smsed him if he wants to talk to you. he gave you a reply “ok loh”. you feel that he doesn’t really wanna talk. but then he re-assure you that he’s willing to talk peacefully. and you guys talked. so you brought up why he did not reply your last sms regarding ‘is he that kind of person who mentions break up easily when he’s angry and that the relationship we have is not important at all‘. he said he don’t know what to reply so he stopped replying. when he said “do you think you will ignore me when i say break up. i’ll wait for you to change but i will not be as patience as i used to be”… how do you feel? will your heart break into a million pieces? i guess, everything will be over soon.

Have you read the newspaper article on Monday 23th April 2007?

I did. May May sent me an sms on Monday. My secondary school [Yuan Ching Secondary School] was on the Straits Time front page, Upfront. The title for the article was “‘Gangster school’ fights back with lots of heart“. It looks like the principal is putting a lot effort to make sure students in Yuan Ching behaves properly. and it looks like whatever Ms Chong Hoi Neng’s effort did pay off. Reading the newspaper it makes me proud to be students from Yuan Ching [putting my poor grades aside. lol]. Reading the passing rate for our school makes me so proud too. after all, 2002 has got the highest passing rate of 96.7%. =] I’m glad Yuan Ching has been doing well. during my time, entering into Yuan Ching Express class, PSLE cut off point must be 188.. now it has been increased to 208. omg. how time flies. =] i’m getting old.

alright. it’s time to slp now. hahaha. nitey world.

Sunday, 29th April 2007

OMG. i had such a good sleep last night until i only woke up at about 4p.m.. lol. Went to watch “200 Pounds Beauty” last night with baby. Pretty funny.. and it’s quite touching too. did nothing much. stay at baby’s hse doing nothing. watched tv and had dinner at his house. LOL. Then we went to JP because his Palm spoiled. can’t switch on.. =[ means i can’t play ‘bejeweled’! It’ Labor Day soon! But i have to work anyways. which means i can’t accompany baby. and he’s booking out tomorrow night and booking in on tuesday night. =[ but at least we are meeting more for this week.. =] went to NTUC to buy my koko krunch! =] and here i am sitting in my living room writing my bloggy. hahaha.

Saturday, 28th April 2007

I went to sister’s hse to watch tv for about 3 hrs plus. LOL. we watched a lot of corny shows. we watched the last 30 mins of “Charlie and the Chocolate Factory” and “The Prince and Me“. and a few other corny shows like “Brotherhood“… hahaha. and we had a good time disturbing our mother. LOL. and then we headed home for dinner because we are celebrating nbother of my sisters and my elder brother’s birthday. =] after that i went to meet baby. he didn’t sms me the whole day! humph. i thought he didn’t want to meet me anymore. and i feel so tired the whole night. and we didn’t spend much money this week. =D

The birthday cake.

The “Main leads”

Friday, 27th April 2007

I got a $50 Isetan voucher from JOsephine as a form of encouragement. =D hoooray, i can go shopping now! =] baby is so swwweeeettt! he bought me stitch! omg. muacks. isn’t it good? he always say he don’t have money.. so i was surprised. =D after that we went home… because i wanna go home to take a shower before going to his house to stay overnight. and then he call for Mcdonald delivery. =] after that i went to bed. and i’m not going to genting anymore. sadded. it’s ok, i’m sure i will have chance to go for a holiday soon. =]

bf is getting more and more lazy!!!!!!!!!!

I’m going to GENTING~! yay. hahaha. I’m going genting next weekend. =] to celebrate my sister’s bday. how exciting. I’m going to play ALL the games there. hahaha. i didn’t get to play the games the previous time. now i’m gonna make it up. hahah. i took 1.5 days leave. hooray!! heh heh..

i was pretty upset over baby’s tone last nite when i was playing around with him when i called him “lao gong gong“. and this reminds him that i called damien the same thing, and he got angry. i kept apologising to him because i didn’t mean it. in return, he asked me if i like damien. wth. and i was hurt by him. how can he not know that i only like and love him? =[ don’t like him. humph. i shall dump him for a wk and go genting. so he will miss me more. =[

Tooty’s pic. =]