ignore the last entry i had wrote. haha. that’s the thing about PMS-ing. hahaha. alright. time to watch my show.. btw, i’m going to wang li hong’s concert!! oMG OMG OMG OMG omg.. i’m sooOoooooooooo excited.. damien went to buy the tickets today.. yAy~~ but it’s still too early to feel excited though. LOL..

i don’t know what’s wrong with me now. i really mean at this moment, at this point of time. i was pretty ok, joking ard with sue & wati.. and now, i’m confused and perhaps a little mad.. which i don’t even know i’m confused over what and i don’t even know i’m mad at what.. mood swing i guess.. sometimes i really hate it whenever people ask me my whereabouts, or flood me with irrelevant questions.. questions which i don’t even think i have the need to answer.. being concern? i guess so.. but it kinda irritates me.. i hate questions. and i don’t know what’s wrong with the world now.. or was it just me? people fall in love, and den fall out of love.. and me? i don’t love. i love myself more than anything now.. and i love my frens.. try asking me to love a guy.. pretty tough.. i want to, but i just can’t do it now. i can’t play this game of love anymore.. and i don’t wish to. why does guys always confess he like certain someone over sms or msn? weird.. was it because of the technology? high technology always prevents people from talking face to face.. what about a guy confessing he likes certain someone over the telephone? either way, i would considered them insincere.. or perhaps, i’m thinking too much? over view, there is none of the guys say they like me face to face. is it really so hard to say so? i guess it is.. i don’t have the courage to do so.. or they are just afraid of rejection? i’m afraid of rejections too.. words are easy to say.. wati say i’m being choosy.. am i? humans are selfish creature.. and i admit i’m selfish.. if i think that the relationship doesn’t work before it starts, den it’s better that it ends before it starts.. isn’t it better to remain as friend first? i need to feel something different. i reali need to.. i just can’t feel anything.. why does people see more things than i do? they can tell who like who, and me? living in my own world.. always the last one to find out the “gossip”.. haha.. kinda crap.. just tell me straight……………………………………………………… i hate me.

i went to the ZOO with damien, fang chew & jiayong today~ muahaha. but i don’t have the pics with me bcos i took them with fang chew‘s camera. =] it was a good day to start with.. the sun came out once i reached AMK.. and we took bus 138 to mandai zoo.. and it’s kinda cool.. we walked and see alot of animals. we went to Shaw Foundation Amphitheatre to watch the animal show.. but the “showcase” for penguin & sealion is under renovation.. so we couldn’t see. but the show is nice.. it’s been a long time since i watched an animal show. after that we went to the Children’s World Animal Land.. LOL. guess wat? of cos i have to see my kind, cow. =] and i took some cool pics. it’s kinda cool. den we went to eat KFC after that.. and we saw dark cloud approaching.. and by then we had already explore half of the zoo. and we wait patiencely for the rain to stop.. bcos we almost wanted to take the tram ride to get out of the zoo but the rain gets smaller so we continued our adventure! but the camera batt is flat so i can’t take anymore pics.. so i wish starkey they all wun cancel the trip next wk.. so we can take MORE pics. =) keke. can’t wait. after the zoo trip, i tagged along with them to geylang to have dinner with (ok, bear with me.. it’s a long list though.) michael, mason, jacky, boon peng, billy, joseph, ningma & ah di whose his chinese name i forget.. HAha.. it’s michael, damien, fang chew & jiayong‘s treat today.. so i don’t have to pay.. haha.. and i had 3 kind of crabs. 1st one is jiang chong pang xie (ginger green onion crab (well, direct translation.).. 2nd one is hei hu jiao pang xie (black pepper crab).. and the 3rd one is la jiao pang xie(chilli crab). but the thing is.. i don’t know how to eat crab.. so.. fang chew helped me with the crabs.. so he help me with the crab shell, and i eat. haha.. just tell me i’m lousy.. but anyways, it’s yummy.. after dinner, the guys except michael went “window shopping” and i tot they are going to Kallang’s MRT station. make me walk round & round. stupid rite? haha. anyways, it’s like exploring the nite life of geylang. i have always wanted to go there eat. =] den fang chew send me to boon lay b4 he go home because he wanted to send me home… well… and den it’s time to watch my vcd!! nite ppl.

well, today is wo de tong lei (my same kind’s) a.k.a michael‘s last day at RX.. kinda feel sad though.. he got promoted to CPD.. and from tml onwards there will be no more winks from him.. no more of his funny jokes.. can’t hear him scold ppl.. took a few pics with him but my hp low batt and i took the pics by using bin bin‘s hp and his hp just died.. so, i gotta get the pic from him next wk or what so that i can post it. when he walked to me to say those farewell words and i just feel like giving him a hug. and so we gave each other a goodbye hug, and when he bid farewell, it’s more like a can’t-bear-him-to-go kinda feeling… when he walked out of the outlet, i did the rub-the-ear action which he did to me b4. and it was so funny. and once he left, there isn’t anymore big ear ppl in RX anymore. so i will be the only teapot. hahaha. and think about it, we might be able to see him occasionally too. he said he will be like a spirit without a home when i asked him he will be in charge of what outlets. haha. in chinese is what we call gu hun ye gui. =) michael is a funny person.. a very nice person.. but he never send me home b4 even though we live so near each other. LOL! bcos there is no extra helmet. he said he will send me home if i have extra helmet.. well, the qns is, how am i suppose to find helmet? borrow from amin? HAHA. ok, this is so crap. Haha. anyways, life is good. so i’m going to cont my My lovely sam soon which i borrowed from tarong.. yay~ HAHAHA.

good luck wo de tong lei a.k.a michael~! all the best. and come popping by RX~

alright, was 2 mins late for work today.. and she who shall not be named 2 helped me time in. so not so bad.. haha.. and i had 1 piece of pancake to eat.. and i ignored damien. =X for whatever reasons, i don’t reali wanna say hi to him. ha. den i realised jiayong went to funan and i had the intentions to go Funan to disturb wati.. and wati dropped by RX to get espresso beans. =] joked around for awhile and she went off. we are thinking of whether to let wati’s bf join us when wati asked me.. well, i have to be direct but no offence.. it’s just that we haven’t had any “Ladies Nite” anymore since she had bf. anyways, i went into the kitchen at FM to talk to jiayong & terrence.. and of cos i got tortured. =.= and that terrence keep mention Fang chew‘s Name. and… i went to hit him of cos. and i had a little bit of chilli beef soup and thanks to jiayong he added some chilli thingy in my soup.. =.= i became kitchen slave to help them buy soft drinks. and of cos they have to tease me with fang chew again.. irritating. ha. =.= anyways, after that i went to meet sue at Raffles city for chilling. we went to “shop” at raffles city bcos she saw some new shops.. den we went to suntec city to have pizza hut. and of cos, we took some pics and had the sweet & spicy drumlet.. muahaha. after that we went to “shopping” at suntec.. i bought Loreal’s foundation. finally. my foundation is running LOW.. actually it’s gonna. Hahaha. and den we walked to the bus stop near magic wok.. which, yes, it’s far~~ hahaha.

do i look like i’m “looking down” on her?

this looks proper.

my unfinished food. i reali dislike eating bell peppers.

sue‘s unfinished food. and she reali hate bell peppers too. =]

this is supposed to natural.. does it look natural?

met up with fizah to go work together since both of us starts work at 2pm. lucky she smsed me earlier otherwise i will be like on my way to work already. den we went to polar to buy some egg tarts to eat.. but by the time we bought the tarts the time is already 2pm.. so we had to leave it in the fridge.. nevertheless, working closing with bin bin, fizah & anna. always happy working without the “she who shall not be nameds”.. lOL~~ anyways, we closed at 9p.m bcos the last customer we had, left at 9p.m.. shiok.. and there isnt any customers walk in so we just shut the shutters. Hahha. cool.. and we hurried up everything and sat down to slack for awhile while waiting for the cutleries to be washed and bought out for us to wipe. and after everything is done, we had our “Pic of success” taken. =) it’s kinda cool lah. 4 of us just pose trying to take nice pics. hahaha. these are pretty one. and some i haven’t take from bin & fizah yet.

sometimes i’m reali disappointed with damien‘s attitude towards me. and i can seriously see that he’s bias. as in, his attitude is bias. i can ask him go out and he will just say “this person don’t go i don’t go”, den when i repeat the same thing to him, he say “i got say this to u meh?”.. and when other ppl ask him, he will ok.. and it’s alright.. and he still can question me why i asked fang chew go eat ice cream never ask him. the fact is i asked a lot of ppl, and fang chew is one of them. c’mon, it’s not like i know damien for a day man.. if i know he will reject me, why would i wanna go the extra mile to ask him out for ice cream when i freaking know that he will refused to step out of his bloody home to acc me eat ice cream? and he still can say “at least and i more song mah”.. at least i asked fang chew to ask him along when i know he’s with him. wtf he wants? what’s wrong with that? all he wants is me to sms him personally and get rejected. wth.. never about that. and he still can say he will confirm with chop watch “Snakes on a plane” with me.. and today he went to watch with his brother. c’mon. he has NO gentleman gesture at all. on sat we are supposed to watch but sue doesn’t want and he doesn’t wanna watch what sue wants to watch.. and in the end he gives in.. which i don’t think he’s willing. it’s only bcos fang chew asked him to. i even apologised to him on sunday for “forcing” him to watch and offer to acc him watch this wk. ok, my fault. he even say i was throwing my “big sister temper” (pls translat to chinese. =.= ).. if it’s so hard to compromise, den the best solution is DONT watch. am i wrong to say that? i don’t think so. or mayb i’m. being petty. but reali, whatever. i m still considering whether i wanna go kbox this sat. duh.

went to sentosa with darling, n her bf n bear ytd afternoon. FINALLY!!! actually was supposed to meet at 11p.m but all of us was late.. so by the time we reached there was like 12.30p.m.. and the sun was like so hot till i feel i can melt. lOl. anyway, we just lie at the beach and slack for about 3 hours.. talking crap b4 going off to different places.. was supposed to meet gf for some shopping which was cancelled.. bcos she was disappointed that damien couldn’t make it.. sigh.. and i was disappointed once again.. but it’s ok.. there is always an, another day… den me & bear went to The Cathay wanted to watch movie but there isn’t any movie that i wanted to watch is showing.. so we went to P.S and once more, i’m disappointed.. so we went to have our dinner at Meridian instead.. and he just keep bullying me.. =.= so i have to protect myself by hitting him back. haha. den we went to heeren bcos i wanna shop for my shoes.. and i liked the red color heels.. =X shd i go back and buy? lol. but i hardly wear heels… anyways.. we went to cineleisure den taka and back to heeren to buy my shoes.. after that, amy met up with us bcos she’s waiting for her bf.. so, yup.. hang ard for awhile den we went seperate ways.

me & bear

me & darling

me & my stitch. =]

amy & me.

and today worked 12-8pm.. and working is quite alright. with shawn (the cheap slut), bin bin (the bitch) & mon cherie( the prositute) ard, life seems better.. the more the merrier. hahaha. cos we can crap ard. =) and i did lunch bar today.. kinda ok.. but the oreo milkshake is like getting on my nerves bcos it doesn’t blend well. and i have to keep blending.. and she who shall not be named 2 was supposed to close bar today.. but the person ending up closing bar is mon cherie. and i had a fun time guiding shawn to do bar. =X after work me & shawn sat down and have dinner talking about his gf and about some funny stuffs. and after that we went to The Cathay to have our dessert!! Ben & Jerry ice cream~~ yuMMy~ after that i went to meet fizah home bcos she’s doing closing and i have to pass by Raffles Place as well. muahaha. always love to have accompany home. =) and i took a pic with her today. and damien finally go see a doc today after coughing for more than a month. stupid guy.. sigh.. work keeps him busy till he has no time to see doc. and fang chew asked if i wanna go Kbox this sat with the rest cos the whole kicthen staffs is going.. i think i might or might not wanna go. obviously, cos the ans is either going or not going. HAHAHA. it was to celebrate their (michael a.k.a my tong lei (CDP), Damien & himself (Commis 1).. and i have told him frankly that, on sat i ignored him deliberately bcos i don’t really wanna talk to him.. and he said he’s not angry.. well.. sigh.. whatever.. he just felt sad.. and suddenly say he’s stupid. oh well.. i can’t do much to help him can i? time to go bed. nite

Me & fizah at work of cos. LOL!

moOooooo~~

just some disappointment today. oh well.. nvm abt it. shall post up some pics i took today.. when my mood is slightly better.. sigh.

muuahaha. i had a fun day today.. well, not with my leg pain. it’s hurting. oh whatever, this wouldn’t stop me from going out anyways. =] went out with sue, damien, fang chew & bear today. muahahaha. there was a commotion as in, what movie to watch because damien ONLY wants to watch “Snakes on a plane” whereas Sue wants to watch “The Devil Wears Prada”.. but our final decision is we went to watch “The Devil Wears Prada”.. i don’t understand why some guys are so troublesome. can’t even give way to girls.. and i had to give way? well, i’m anything anyways. hahaha… the most i will acc him watch the next time loh. am i not right? the movie looks fake to me anyway. and i think “The Devil Wears Prada” is not bad. there was a moment when i was staring at the screen so hard till i didn’t blink at all, and my eyes become so watery. lol. it was lame though. anyways, after that we went home. and bear sent me home bcos he said he has to take cab home anyways. oh well. =] and the thing is he kept pushing my head. if there is ever one day i become retarded, i will go seek my revenge on him. haha. make him retarded as well. join my association. =) anyways, it’s time to slp. i will have a busy day tml. muahaha. will be going to sun tanning in the morning with darlin, her bf & bear, follow by shopping with gf & bear.. muahaha. nitey world. =]

alright, been feeling rather down recently and it’s time for me to buck up and yup, i need to update, update and update~~ muahahaha.

on tuesday, went chilling with wati, her bf & sue at cine. =) and we took some pics of cos. here they are.
i have to pretend to be scare. one side hantu, one side pervert. haha.
wati always kiss me. what can i say? LOL
the normal pic. finally? nope. i don’t think so. haha
look clearly in the mirror reflection? i took a pic of 4 of us instead of 2. lol.
artistic enough?
and this is so damn cool. hahahaha.
that’s all for the pics.. i can’t possibly post all out, even though i didn’t take a lot. hahaha.

wed, didn’t do anything much though. worked till closing.. and it’s pretty ok.. no she who shall not be named 1 & 2.. life is perfect! hahaha. it’s kinda irritating to see she who shall not be named.. hahaha. and i have forgotten what she did to me. well, maybe it’s not that serious so i don’t even bother to rem. Haha. i vacuumed the whole place and mopped the place.. it feels tired.. and i went home with fizah.. and the indian guys who sat in between us, smells of coconut. strong~~~ =X

thurs, which is today.. i was late for work.. and usual, she who shall not be named nvr and will NEVER time in for me.. like always. =] get used to it. and i was shocked to know that i’m doing lunch bar. hahaha. actually not shocked lah, just never expect. anyways, after i have changed and went out to see quite a lot of drinks to do.. and i have to speed up.. esp tim’s hand is not feeling gd enough. lucky i can manage on my own. hahaha. i hate today. it’s a day whereby everyone ordered HOT DRINKS and flood me to death. hahaha.. and den towards nite time, everyone ordered COLD DRINKS and it happened to be all BLENDED drinks and it floods me to death as well. hahaha. i got slammed and fizah helped me.. and den i went to have my break.. i m famished. =X always eat 1 meal a day. haha.. no supper. sadded. and today she who shall not be named still can send the correct drink to the wrong table when i have already put the chit near the drinks. =.= kinda pissed me off leh. and today, she who shall not be named 2 suddenly face turned black.. it feels like we owe her money or something.. talked to her and no ans from her.. they say she’s fasting today.. maybe it was because of hunger so she thow her temper. =.= whatever it is.. she was like doing her cake ordering in front of the bar.. =.= kinda.. not professional.. and today is inventory day.. so fizah has many things to do. and the stupid thing is, i have already told she who shall not be named 2 that i will do the drip coffee later and she went on to do it.. and she was concentrating on the drip coffee when the rest of them was like so busy.. cos it was kinda full hse. duh. but her temper turns alright after she ate something. oh man.. and today tong lei dropped by.. kinda happy to see her. must remind her once more: tong lei, u still owe me a movie K!!! hahaha. purposely write so big so she can read. Muahaha. alright. i think it’s time to slp now. muahaha. talked to fizah jus now abt the prob i had… and i feel slightly better and now i can make my decision wisely. keke. =) that’s what i will do man. haha.