I am sick! And it’s not fun at all. Down with sore throat, blocked nose and what’s not?
Was given 2 days of MC, and I have to go back to work tomorrow. And, my loots for Christmas presents are here. It’s time to WRAP ALL of THEM. Yea.
Sick
Life is….
Life is short.
Not talking about some weird philosophy, but, life is short.
Be it human or animal. Life is short.
Dearest received news from Alan that he might have to make some decisions; whether to put Coco (his and Christine‘s) beloved dog to sleep. Reason? The vet told them that the cancerous cells (she was diagnosed with breast cancer, went through 2 operations) has spread to her intestines, and her livers are not function properly; there isn’t much things that she can do for her, except to put her to sleep to relieve her from the pain and sufferings.
Whether it’s human or just a dog, we can’t tell how much pain they are suffering because, we are not them. We show our sympathy towards them, we know they are brave enough to go thru the necessary therapy to keep themselves alive, but how much do we know about their pain? All we know is, when they start to show uncomfortable expressions, it means that they might be in pain. Then we start to feel for them. How about those people who are in the final stage of the cancer and still have to go through the necessary therapy, to keep themselves alive. Why would they wanna go through such sufferings? Because they do not want to see their love ones cry for them. Reality is still reality. We have to face the fact that they will leave us someday, maybe not now.. but someday. God has a plan for each and single one of us. Today you see a healthy man, a few months later, the same person is lying on the bed unable to get up. Illness. It definitely caught us off guard.
We will not dwell in sadness, we will make use the rest of our time to make sure everyone around feels loved and treasured by us. I treasured every single one of my friends. Please know that some of my actions are unintentional. If I have caused any hurt towards you, I’m really sorry. Really sorry.
Cast your cares unto the Lord!
A simple prayer works wonder than popping so many pills everyday!
As you people know, I was quite frustrated over the rashes thing that happened a week ago. I popped pills faithfully everyday and have to bear with the morning coldness (because people told me I cannot shower using warm water). So upset! But now, I AM WELL AGAIN! In this process, it really shows how many caring friends I have! Thanks girls for asking! You girls deserved a BIG HUG FROM ME!! Hahahaaha!
Uncle Jeremy‘s daughters came last Friday because there is no class for them… PSLE oral exam, so no class for them. So lucky. How I missed being my mother’s child. 🙂
So the girls were stuck in the office because they aint allow to walk around the campus, it was until I went in the office then I saw them. Such lovely kids. Hahaha. Please don’t tell me go and have one kid. Having own baby is different from playing with other people’s kid. You get what I mean. Anyways, Charlyn was playing with my iPhone and so, this is a picture of me she took. A dying face. Which surprisingly, not too bad. I was talking about me dying soon, because of the hives and what’s not, Charlyn say “Jie Jie, since you are going to die then buy this Zinger buddy meal… you treat me and my sister this….” Innocent kids. LOL.
After work, still feeling depress about the Hives, God speaks to me.
“Cast your care unto the Lord!”
I heard it. And decide that feeling depress isn’t what I want! So, I prayed while I was having my shower. I prayed hard that Lord will heal me and take away all my illness! Red spot did appeared the next morning, but then it was gone forever after that! I stopped my medicine which doctor says I must continue for a month! Thank God for his healing! Maybe you guys might think it’s just some psychological kind of thinking, but I seriously felt God’s presence whenever I pray to him. It was raining so heavily that morning for me to shower in cold water, so I full blast WARM water and shower happily while praying hard for God’s healing. And, no red spots after that. God cleanse me while I was having my shower! Amen!
Poor me was having constipation for the past few days until I shitted on Sunday (after popping 4 laxatives and prune juice). This is the major event that happened and everyone was cheering for me. And thanks to everyone for their precious advise on how to shit when I am constipated.
Dearest very hiao so he went to Browshaus to trim his eye brows. So I was looking at their products and almost wanted to do the eyebrow enhance or rather what they called the eyebrow resurrection. But because it’s $1.2K, Dearest says I shouldn’t waste the money because we are going ROM soon. Actually quite upset about it because I think it’s nice and save me the trouble. But, because I don’t own a Credit Card, I can’t decide because if I want to, I need his credit card. He says I’m using ‘future’ money. Every single time you swap your credit card, you are already spending ‘future’ money. So why i’s paying installment called spending ‘future’ money (花未来钱)? That’s why I say, some times he’s talking rubbish. But I didnt want to argue with him, so I dropped that idea. I will do it in the future with my OWN credit card. 求人不如靠自己 (depend on yourself rather than begging people).
Working with Uncle Jeremy means… BREAKFaST! Yay, enjoyed my breakfast. Especially Pretty Chou and Nano Blue. 😉 (Uncle Jeremy says Pretty Chou looks ‘fat’ here, hahahaha)
Look! What’s in my packet of biscuit??
I think I’m getting iPhone 4 next month. Using bf’s plan. Hahaha.
Not good, at all
I don’t feel good today. Every part of me is feeling weak. My body is aching so much that I can barely sit and stand straight.
But, I do not want to sound and be so negative. I was feeling upset because the red dots keep appearing on my body and when Dearest asked if I’m feeling ‘depressed’, and I said I am. He said I am WEAK. Using such word on a girl isn’t that nice especially he’s not the one having rashes and all. He doesn’t understand the feeling of having all these rashes and see them coming back again can be quite ‘depressing’. After all, I’m girl. Which girl enjoys having red spot on them like everyday?
Nonetheless, I do not want to start arguing with him, so I told him that he should stop talking to me in case I sprout nonsense.
Doc says, I must continue the medicine for a month. *rolling my eyes*
While I was having my shower last night, I prayed to God that He will heal me, take all these red dots away from me. And casting all these cares unto Him knowing He will heal me because I’m his beloved child. He will take away this rash and it will not happen again. Having faith in Him feels really good. I prayed again before I went to bed. I will just keep praying until I get healed.
I want to go home now.
Dying?
I am not going to die any time soon right?
Because it feels like, I am. Any time.
Bf says, if I’m still not well by NEXT WEEK then go consult a doctor. I think by then, I would have gone up to see my Lord.
Hopefully, I will be healed soon. I need healing. Pray hard for me. I don’t wanna die so soon.
Sick bird
I’m SICK. Morale really low when you falling sick during the super long weekend! Moreover, I’m going Meleka with my lovely Sec Sch friends! God, heal me SOON!
Today, I got a scare when my iPhone suddenly shows the apple icon. Lucky it’s fine after restarting. I’m trying to get Dearest to buy iPhone 4, using his mobile plan, for me (of course I will be paying some amount for it also). HAHAHA.
Oh yah, did I mention that M1 is really inflexible? They insisted on having the person who signed for the line to go down to sign the stupid contract whereby Singtel would do with an authorized letter + photocopied I/C because my dad needs to work and he needs his I/C as an identification at his workplace. m1 is so inflexible. So they say they could do delivery so the person who signed for the contract could sign, then I asked for the iPhone 4, they say delivery for iPhone 4 is not available yet. So if I wanna get iPhone 4, I must go down to the store to get it. Wah lao, if the parents are forever not free, it means that I forever no need to renew my contract is it? WAKE UP LEH. You think every parents so free meh? Go down and queue for a few hours for the iPhone 4. Damn.
Dearest is so sweet. He actually puts $200SGD in my passport just in case I need to change money when I am in Meleka. Loves.
Listen to my heart beat 