pay in today.. but damn it.. it’s so little.. after paying money for this and that do i still have some left? not even to mention abt the bangkok trip. forget abt it, nvr gonna make it. when i was slpg in the morning at his hse, duckie‘s dog kept coming into the room after his mother get her out.. lol. and yes, i get to see my little booboo.. was it because i too long nvr see her or what, somehow she got fatter. =X den i hug and play with it.. muahaha.. it’s my normal reaction though.. =] den i went home already.. sigh. sigh sigh sigh.. damien still say May go genting play with bren & fang chew.. sigh sigh sigh.. nvr gonna make it.. he’s going to army soon oso.. wondered if that’s the case will i get to see booboo because he wants her… so i nvr get the chance to take her back.. it’s so weird to see her fat and so clean.. =X i preferred the old booboo though..

Went to work ytd and start of the work was a bit stupid bcos i wrote the wrong thing and take the correct cake out.. it was supposed to oreo cheesecake and i wondered why i wrote down devil’s chocolate cake instead of that. and so i charged the person more exp.. cos devil’s chocolate is more exp than the oreo cheesecake.. =X and tim saw it and den he helped me refund the money to the customer. so embarrassed. =X den work work work and was having quite alot of fun poking fun of that bitch-who-shall-not-be-named. and den duckie came to fetch me from work. and den he told me that he might be going to aust next wk and ask me whether i wanna go.. =.= if i’m straggling to afford to go bangkok what makes him think i can go aust? does he think that going aust is like going to sentosa? DUH. mocking at me. den i went to his hse to watch american pie2 and 3.. and it was late and no more bus home so i stay overnight at his hse (he slept at the living room of cos).. and i slept till 11plus in the morning den wake up.. play with his dog for awhile den i go home.. his mother was telling me ask duckie to go home early each time we go out bcos his dad dun like him to go home late.. well, it’s not like i din.. he doesn’t want.. so i went home and tada… i’m home loh.. wahahaha. ok lah. time to go bath and den slp again.. tired.. =)

I worked morning shift today and wake up promptly at 5.30am. went to take a shower and saw that it was still early so i take my own sweet time to cut my nails and stuffs and den stepped out of my hse at about 6.05am.. damn and waited for the bus and reached JP at about 6.30am.. damn, i am a bit late!! but amin helped me time in and when i reached there he has already almost finish opening the bar. great! haha. i help to do some stuffs like grinding the coffee beans, top up everything that i can top up for the afternoon lunch crowd and serving curstomers breakfast and drinks.. and hope i did a good job.. sigh.. the more i think abt my job, the more i think the pay was pathetic (are they ever going to raise my pay a bit?).. and the hours was even more pathetic.. each wk, i only work 23 hrs.. in this way, i’m Nvr gonna have enough money for the bangkok trip.. forsake it.. we are nvr gonna make it.. so pat came in for work at 10am today. damn.. i don’t know where is OMB so i didn’t go. haha. scare i lost my way out there.. the world is big.. den brenda came in at abt 11am today even though she supposed to start work at 12noon.. damn, i was sooo touched when she pass me the card and pics we took. =) kekez. and she was like “so did u wake up on time”. lol~ oh man~ and yeah man.. i feel like i’m pat today.. there was this table uncleared and abd was there with her, so i thought he’s gonna help her to clear and so i took the bill and just walk away. lol. after that when i turn back to see only her clearing the table. lol. serve her right. lol. when i was preparing java (coffee) take away and i accidentally throw the cap that was used to put out the fire BESIDE the fire.. i quickly shout for amin for help~ and i realised… PAT was beside me ALL THE TIME.. and she din fucking help me. when will she ever learn? lol. anyways, amin was trying to be funny today. when i was packing the cakes for take-away, amin told the customers that we are having a “promotion”.. and that is, buy 2 cakes and get ME free. damn. lol. so i told the customers that we are having “promotion”, buy 1 cake and get AMIN free. lol~ apparently no one wants him. lol. stupid amin. lol. and working with a pervert like him scares the hell out of me. no lah, i was just kidding. lol. bren (my gf) keep coming to strangle me.. i think she’s somehow hooked onto that. this is her last wk in TCC already.. gonna miss her.. but we can always meet up and bitch and eat chicken wings. muahaha.. lol~ but it was fun.. hohohoho.. duckie came to fetch me after work today.. and i was out late for 20 mins? and he was complaining already.. next time dun come loh. and den i went to his hse and thought i could fall aslp.. but he keep disturbing me.. sigh.. but i wasnt that slpy yet.. and his dog kept coming in too. haha… and i only fall aslp ard evening time.. and i don’t feel so comfortable going to his hse to take a rest.. i scare his mother will say me bcos i have been slpg at his hse whenever i go these days.. den i watch the movie he d/l and den go home.. had dinner at his hse.. oh, how i missed cooking days.

i stayed at home the whole day today.. wake up got a mild headache and that send me back to dreamland again.. as i was slpg until very song, the cover of the light DROPPED suddenly and hit my legs.. i tot “damn, which idiot wakes me up”.. and den i saw the cover… muahaha.. but i went back to slp again.. damn, i’m so bloody tired man.. it feels like i haven’t slept for days… den i called him.. but he hang up my call and den off his hp.. sigh.. all i wanna do is to get back my toys.. and den later on he sms me back, saying he wun return me the toys.. he say he wun give me the chance to lie to them and den ill treat them.. but then prob is i NVR ill treat my toys b4 and nvr give tooty a chance to bite them. the prob is, when i missed them, i have no chance to see them at all.. and he wun let me see them.. damn.. all i wan is to take them home so i dun have to miss them and can’t see them.. the feeling damn suck.. and he still claims he knows me. =_= whatever.. i will bug him till i get back my toys. humph.

meet up with duckie after his work today for dinner.. we went to have hor fun at blk 492.. lol.. den we went to the usual playground and chat there until almost 11pm den we go home.. i will be going to his hse tml after work cos i working 7am -3pm tml.. and of cos i will doze off at his hse tml.. muahaha.. tat’s what i always do lah.. =X hug the tigger and feel so damn tired and doze off.. =X i will be going to his on tues after work too.. to save money bcos i’m quite broke this wk.. muahah.. until the day i get my pay otherwise i will remind poor. =(

was supposed to go beach with bren today.. but tiredness.. stopped me.. haha.. i wake up at 8plus den fall back to bed and fall aslp again.. muahaha.. and den wake up ard late afternoon.. so after i wake up, i sms her apologise to her for waking up late and she say she postpone the beach outing to the wk after next bcos she got exam next wk.. den we chat for awhile using sms.. and den i realised, my gf and bf’s bday is the same! damn.. i have to spilt myself into halves. muahaha. anyways, i will see her tml.. =)

oh ya, brandon.. my sister ex bf got fooled! this mth where got 29 days? muahahhaa.

at the BIG APPLE says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
yeah man
at the BIG APPLE says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
yah
at the BIG APPLE says:
k la..wat u wan fer present..say wat I oso know u fer 4 yrs liao..
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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at the BIG APPLE says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
on
at the BIG APPLE says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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Domo wants to kuchi people says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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Domo wants to kuchi people says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
yah
Domo wants to kuchi people says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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Domo wants to kuchi people says:
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Domo wants to kuchi people says:
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) on the 29th Feb, i’m getting married.. and everyone is invited. =) says:
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Domo wants to kuchi people says:
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Domo wants to kuchi people says:
best wishes to u

muahah. this proves oone thing.. ppl dun see calendar. =) muahaha. nite. working morning shift~ =]

alright.. i woke up early for work today but i was late for work today because i took my own sweet time thinking i still have alot of time left b4 work. i was supposed to meet brenda for lunch today but i was too tired till i overslept and i didnt even hear my hp ring ring. =) i helped brenda to close the bar today and everything was fast enough.. was supposed to wash the bins but she say she will wash them instead bcos she’s already wet from those washing (drinking glasses etc). pat was a bit disappointed when wati didn’t gave her the chance to close bar. lol.. well we have already planned not anyways. =) so she vacummed the floor and mopped the floor. and when she starts to mopped the floor, she shouted “ok, now i’m going to mop the floor noone is to walk ard”. duh.. create such a big huha when everyone is ignoring her. hahaha. anyways, after work we (me, wati, erin, sue & bren) went to AT (at p.s.) for dinner. of cos we bitch abt pat den slowly to the kitchen staffs blah blah blah. wati was telling me this very funny thing and i dont believe fang chew will say.. wati asked fang chew how come he didnt date her out on valentine’s day and he just reply “bcos u r not feng yun“. i kept luffing till i almost drop down. muahaha. it’s the same when damien told me when he ask fang chew how come his face or his ears is red (i can’t rem), he told him bcos i was missing him. lol. ahhh.. muahaha. it was so funny. i don’t believe in wat damien told me and keep saying he’s lying. lol. who ask him always lie to me? wati left earlier bcos her father came to fetch her home so it left the 4 of us. and on the way outside ps, we saw jiayong and a girl and… PAT! bren didn’t know she was there until i told her.. her face changed.. sigh.. den we walked to cineleisure den erin went off to meet her bf.. that left the 3 of us.. we went to cine’s TCC to look for ah kang who used to work at RX too. we stayed there for quite some time and den we went home. and i cont to bitch abt pat with wati and guobin online.. damn.. lol. bitches.

rather say u dun wanna see me. just tell me u afraid to see me. duh. i only wanna take back whatever is mine. and of cos i wun pay u whatever amt u said i owe u. nvr.

duckie bought me a chicken little soft toy from ebay which cost about US20++.. damn.. =X bcos i was feeling low these few days and i like the chicken little toy.. but.. it’s too expensive leh.. sigh.. shipment itself is 2 wks.. sigh.. i dun wan him to spend so much on me.. no good. sigh.

i hate it whenever duckie doze off on me just lidat. he can doze off when we are sms-ing.. he can doze off when we are chatting on fone.. and den i got so pissed up bcos i dunno where is he and what he’s doing. but, he dozed off.. whatever.. this always happens and i always told him to go slp and tel me so i dun have to wait blindly for his sms-es.. sigh.. can’t he just think for awhile? sigh.. he’s always lidat..

wake up damn early today bcos i wanted to go his hse to get my toys back.. but that person who claims he dun wanna see me went out mins after 12noon. ahah.. what can i say man.. i just think he‘s too scare to see me. just like that cindy chuan. and i just wanna get back my toys and he dun even wanna pass it to me personally when i’m the one going to his hse to pick up the toys.. the point is, there is NO NEED for him to involve so many ppl just to return me my toys and of cos, i wun abide in his stupid set of so-called “rules”. nvr. since he‘s not at home, so i went to look for duckie to meet him for lunch at Sim Lim.. which i always regret doing.. sigh.. and i have pass some time myself while waiting for the girls to arrive.. i wun give up.. i will keep calling him until he pick up my calls and return my toys personally.. pls dun ever think that he got duckie‘s no he can threaten me.. he can complain all he wants to duckie, but this wun stop me from doing whatever i wanna do. bitch.

went out with jo, darling, amy & my sis today at town.. we went to meridian for dinner den we went to OG and buy some sweets and choco.. saw bday bears but couldnt find duckie‘s birthday date.. sigh.. and den we went to heeren for a walk and darling, my sis and amy bought some stuffs at the shop – Flowers at the Attic.. =X but i didn’t cos i have NO MONEY.. sigh.. poor me.. but no choice man.. after that we talked about val and her MLM thingy… damn.. lucky i nvr say i wanna meet her.. cos i’m always busy with work whenever she calls me which is a good thing.. i have NO interest in that anyways. (talking about her… she came to look for me ytd.. and i was quite shocked bcos i didn’t see her walking in.. nvm, when i asked her what’s she doing here she just told me she’s shopping den going back to office. so i asked her what job she’s working now.. she just say work loh.. after repeating my qns for 3 times.. i got pek chek and den i ask her if her job require selling things.. she say not really.. =.= whatever.. and the worse part is i got scolding by tim bcos she was drinking OUTSIDE DRINKS.. damnit. hahaha) after that we went to cafe cartel to settle down to chit chat for awhile den we went off.. wanted to watch movie since we have to take NR home anyways.. but the show times are too late so we decided to head back to the bus stop and go home.. =) i was so tired till i fall aslp in the bus.. until jo and darling alight den they wake me up..

went to work ytd and after work i went to meet bren bcos her tuition got cancelled and we just sit there and slowly bitch about the one and only person we loathe the most..i feel so damn poor after spending all my money on unknown stuffs.. haiz.. and one thing abt pat is she likes to bad mouth about me & sue. but i dun reali care abt her.. haha.. she’s non existance in my eyes like i’m non existance in her eyes.. =]

i want my toys back!!! give them back to me. they are nvr in ur possession anyway. i miss them very muchie.. i’ll do anything to get them back.

went to work today.. wasn’t supposed to work lah, but since tim need staff so i forsake my JB trip for work instead (well, that doesn’t mean that i’m workaholic!! =P just i need money for trips so i have to extra hardworking.. =] )… work is extra busy today and tim wasn’t in a good mood when the customer walked past him when he gave her the bill.. such customer shd just “bang bang” (in case u got it wrongly here, i m trying to say shot her to death lah..) her to death.. so he vented his anger on some poor staffs.. but think about it, he’s always so nice towards us.. just.. let him be.. =) after work, i went to duckie‘s hse.. wanted to watch some movie but i passed out.. i mean, i fall aslp lah.. muahaha.. i was slpg so peacefully for the whole afternoon.. aahhh, finally a good nite slp~ haben been slpg well..ever since that FYP.. sigh.. but it’s over.. =) i still my stupid headache.. damn.. =( sometimes i just feel like staying over nite at someone’s hse and slp till i’m happy, satisfy den i go hm.. muahah.. sigh.. when i saw duckie‘s dog today.. it seems like she have grown bigger from the last time i saw her! ahah.. den after that we had dinner cos his mother cooked my share.. when i wake up his parents already went out and den after that his sis came home.. after that we slacked for awhile den he send me home.. =)

He has nvr failed to cheer me up whenever i’m so unhappy. No matter how much i say i dislike this day, he always make me so delighted after that whole day. =] that’s what i love abt him. =D

I went to school for AVFE today and realised no lesson. lol. but we got filming to do, so we went ard the 2nd floor to film some scene that was left out by them previously.. den after that we went to avfe lab floor there to do some fliming and i was slacking ard there.. cos i dunno what to do.. haha. sigh..

he brighten up my day when he gave me a bouqeut of my fav sunflowers~~ muacks~ =]
Hugs~
Can u see my fav sesame street finger puppet characters? From cookie monster to big bird to elmo and lastly ernie!!! (but the complete set got 6.. i’m still missing of 2 more.. =( )
okie, i got it.. i’m too old to act cute now.. wahahaha. =X
did u see his expression on his face? =.= muahaha.
and, we still got others but i can’t post everything here at once can i? =P
alright.. this is my 4 sesame street character that duckie bought for me today.. elmo, erine, big bird and cookie monster!! =) kekez.. i feel like a small kid~ =X

After that i meet duckie cos he came to sch to fetch me.. omg, he bought me my fav sunflowers!!! there are total of 3 stalks and along with some flowers as decorations.. =) omg.. i was so happy upon receiving that bouquet of flowers.. =] so i carried the flowers all the way to Suntec cos we are having our dinner there… we had the steamboat for dinner and OMG, it’s so damn exp.. 2 person inclusive of GST blah blah blah is almost $72!! but we eat until damn full.. =X we took a bus to town cos we have to take a neoprint on this occasion! wahaha.. and of cos we did.. =] wahaha. after that we walked to taka there because it’s so damn crowded at the bus stop.. along the way, we bought Old Chang kee for snacks.. and sat ard because my headache is preventing me from walking anymore.. after that we walked all the way to somerset mrt station’s bus stop to take bus home.. and he always send me to JP.. =) kekez. i was supposed to go duckie’s hse to stay overnight today.. and we are supposed to go JB tml.. but we have postpone it to the day i got pay.. bcos tim needs ppl for lunch on wed.. but i dun have the habit of turning people down, so i helped him till 3pm.. wanted to go JB for dinner but find it a bit rush and too little time, so decided to go duckie’s hse tml after work instead to watch american pie and to see his doggie~~ =) i know he was kinda disappointed but then there is no choice.. he spent too much money on the flowers and dinner and the toys.. i couldnt ask for more.. so i decided to treat him to JB after i got my pay.. =) and to buy him belated vday present.. =]

“Happy Valentine’s Day!!” to mr duckie~

This is my card and my drawing for him (although this was very last min that i made out last nite.. hope he likes it..) :
the front of the card…
the inside of the card. i took some effort and time to look for these very little words took me long enough. =(
my donald duck and daisy drawing (the 1st pic)which i got from the website.(the 2nd pic) i think my daisy is smaller than donald! wahaha. =X

i love to destroy. i live to destroy.

when it comes to valentine’s day.. i hate it.. bcos i still rem him.. it suck.. why is he still in my mind when he‘s not supposed to.. when i’m supposed to hate him after what he had said about me. however, remembering him doesn’t mean i still love him or i miss him.. i just missed my little booboo at his hse.. regrets.. i shdn’t have left her there when she only slp on the floor at nite.. making herself smelly and even more dirty. no, maybe she’s somewhere in his storeroom.. =[ i hate it.. i hate this feeling of wanting to ask him if i could see booboo… =X this is not right.. something is not right… i’m not right.. when it comes to this day.. i was reminded of the rejection i got from him last yr even after “begging” him.. damn.. i’m such a weakling and it seems like i couldnt get over it… at least i’m trying hard….. but he wasn’t even my ex-bf or a friend.. he‘s only my classmate.. =]