OMG!!! i got the perfume i want!! Clinique Happy Heart. =) cool~ it was given by Fang Chew (kitchen staff) frm my workplace.. =) he’s my santa claus.. hahaha.. =) so ytd i took pic with him cos EVERYONE there ask me to take pic with him.. haha.. duh.. so i took 1 with him.. no harm mah..
the flower earrings is what brenda give me.. =)

the star earrings is given by suzy~
and the hang hp thingy was given by patricia.. =)

i didn’t cook my chilli prawns so i went to old chang kee and buy fishballs instead.. =X i sit ard with brenda, micheal, jia yong, mason, & fang chew.. kekez.. we almost finish 1 whole box of pizza.. =X and tim said we are hungry ghost.. hahaha.. and tim went up to the bar and dance some what seems to be sexy bar top dancing.. lol.. we had a little dance party at the tCC and the guys just sat ard watching us.. oh man.. but we did have our fun~ and we took some pics.. lol.. was having some fun taking pics.. =) so the pic on the right is brenda, me & suzy~~ lol..
well, the one on the left is micheal’s turtle head.. if he sees this, he’s gonna kill me.. i went ard showing the pic to everyone.. and everyone had a good laugh.. oh man.. it’s so funny~ lol.. and the pic on the right is our second attempt.. lol.. it’s normal again~ =)

this is nana & me =)
she is the TCC captain..
and she’s very nice.

the one on the left is me & patricia. she’s the new MT. =)

left: me & sharon. she’s also a part timer there. =) funny person who always say ‘hey i go gents’. lol.

right: tim & me. he’s my boss~ haha.. a very funny and nice boss. =)

me & duckie~ lol.. at P.S’s mac.. =)

well, yes.. it’s me in my santa hat which i ‘bugged’ duckie to buy for me.. hahaha.. so happy with my hat~

the pic on the left is taken at duckie‘s hse.. and his cam is full of my pics.. -_- hahaha.. =X

and the pic on the right is taken outside OG.. hahaha.. =)

Alright, i think i have put up too many pics here.. LOL.. =) cya~ well upload some more soon~ hahaha.. =X

Thank god, my rashes subsided a bit more and it’s obviously better than ytd.. =) the doctor gave me a, yes, stronger atarax.. and.. it’s itchy still. now, my arms is itchy.. my leg is itchy.. but den it’s whole lot better than everywhere oso itchy.. kekez..

Was suppose to work today.. but i went down to TCC and told wati i’m still so fucking itchy (of cos without the fucking).. and i can’t help to scratch it.. so she told me to get an MC for today and so i took a train back to jurong and wait.. wait for duckie to acc me to go see doc.. and while waiting.. the rashes on my leg is gone thus, the doc refuse to give me MC.. oh well.. and the itch came back after i stepped out of the clinic.. wtf? i was thinking, mayb i shd move to the polyclinic and stay there.. so my rashes wun appear anymore.. =) lol. den i gotta call back TCC and tel amin and he say no need to go back.. so i went hm.. change into some thing better.. and went to duckie‘s hse and make the t-rex model.. haha.. and den i had dinner at his hse.. and cont to do my t-rex and watch tv at the same time.. and den went hm at 11pm..

i wanna go club tml.. drink n drink n drink. i wanna drop dead. so ppl leave me alone. i’m better off without anyone.

i m losing myself. when will i be able to find myself back?

haiz.. updates.. which is MORE worse? HAha.. my ‘artistic’ work piece.. the ‘best’ that i could ever take or rather.. the ‘best’ that i could find.. who can have it worsE?? it’s been.. er hem… FOUR BLOODY days.. =) i need MC.. lol..

i have took some pics of my disgusting rashes again.. haha.. and this is worse than the other few days.. and i’m really very frustrated by this unknown cause of rashes.. and the worse part is.. it just wouldn’t stop feeling itchy.. sigh.. FINALLY.. my mama know my pressence.. hahaha.. and she asked me to use boiling water + those chinese rice wine and press against my affected areas (which is almost my WHOLE body..sigh) this afternoon was ok.. now even my face was affected and.. yes, it’s very disgusting.. hahaha.. and i still gotta work tml.. how nice.. bleahz.. i guess i have to stay indoors for awhile bahz cos my mama say don’t go outside to have the cold wind blowing at me.. sigh.. that’s very pathetic.. and i saw this FCUK jacket which suits me so damn nice and it was the design i wanted long long time ago.. but it costed about $129.. i have to consider it first b4 i make any impulse decision.. hahaha.. i think i better had the whole bottle of calamine lotion pour on my body.. ahah.. or i eat all the pills to stop the itch.. it’s really killing me.. i’m feeling paranoid again.. i better go slp soon b4 i go crazy… mayb i will post my disgusting pic tomolo.. haiz..

it is very annoying to me that on both occasions i went to see a doctor for my unknown reason for itchy-ness.. everyone seems to ignore me.. damn.. did i pay the doctors to ignore me? wtf? and i’m still damn fucking itchy all over my body.. thought i could complain to my sis but i forget today is wed.. time for clubbing.. and off she went.. sigh.. he came to see me.. haha.. in my most pathetic state.. =) sigh.. but that doesn’t help.. i’m still itchy.. duckie came this afternoon to acc me to see doc at jurong polyclinic.. and the doc just gave me some pills to stop my itchy-ness and calamine lotion to apply.. i was wondering each time i took a bus will i scare those ppl off? hahaha.. i’m getting very frastrated when i tried so hard to scratch my back and i can’t bloody reach.. zzz.. and it happened just b4 christmas.. how nice will it be to stay at hm and sing christmas carol to tooty?fantastic.. =) i’m trying so desperately for the itchy-ness to go away.. but it just wouldn’t go.. help~~~ i’m so ugly now.. and if i don’t get well i can’t work.. if i can’t work.. i got no money.. so god, pls help me.~~~ red patches.. red patches.. the med doesn’t work on me..

i m so ugly now. i got red patches all over me.. my body, my face, my hands, my legs.. i’m so itchy all over my body too.. someone help me..

i feel so weak now. even just now duckie kept calling me, i just couldn’t open my eyes and ans his call. he kept sms-ing, kept calling me.. but i feel so weak.. like just now i wanted to drink water but i can’t stand and drink cos i feel my whole body got no energy.. when i went to the toilet.. i feel like im going to faint soon.. haiz.. weak sia me.. i called my mama.. she ignored me.. -_- den my papa saw me sitting on the floor(cos i feel like i m going faint soon.. so i sat on the floor b4 i can sit on the sofa..) and ask me to go eat.. sigh.. not i dont wanna eat.. is i totally don’t have energy to take rice for myself.. so when my younger sis walked out frm the study rm i got her to get me some rice.. sian, now frm the head till the half part of my body got red patches.. and no one seems to care!! tmd.. sigh.. whatever i got no more energy to type in here anymore.. ciao.. humph..

it must be amin‘s bad luck taking effect on me. haha. sigh. i developed rashes last nite when i went shopping with my sis.. it was so damn bad till i feel my face was a bit swollen. den duckie acc me go see doc.. and i got an injection.. i don’t feel itchy after that but now, i feel itchy-ness on my hands and legs again.. someone PLS help me. otherwise i will die frm itchyness.. =( i’m so sad.. when i went to bath last nite. frm head to the lower part of my body is red.. omg.. i don’t know what happened~ HELP HELP HELP!! it’s so ITCHY !!