Tendered.

I smell freedom, finally. After 8 months of tolerating this stupid job of mine. Hooray! So I’m so happy I am OUT of the company. When I was looking at the stupid supervisor, I feel like going over and kick his leg. I know it sounds stupid. But this supervisor always aim at me.

Incident one:
People read magazine, read newspaper and he happened to saw it.. these people are FINE.
I read a book, he got my team leader to talk to me. Ok, FINE. I don’t read anymore

Incident two:
People uses MSN, surf net. They are safe because he didn’t saw them doing any of those.
But I am damn suay, he walked past me and saw me BLOGGING, so he went to check with MIS on what the hell I did with my computer. Example: I MSN or surf net. So he got MIS to print out my conversation with Peili. Ok, no big deal. So I stopped using MSN after that.

Incident three:
I am everyday late for work. Ok, my bad for being late for almost an hour on certain days due to overslept. So what’s the big deal? Look at all those permanent staffs. They never late for work meh? Ok lah, they late but they don’t go home OTD (on the dot), but if I don’t go home on time what am I supposed to do? Continue to hit the mosquitoes?

Incident four:
Took too much MC. Used up my 14 days. But the thing is, I AM REALLY SICK what. I cannot take MC meh? Ok perhaps out these 14 days MC, 2 days was probably because I was too lazy. But working in a call centre with less than 15 calls a day, I am really so important? Pui. Working 9.5 hours a day, most of the time I have nothing to do. And because I AM A CONTRACT STAFF so, I wasn’t assign to any ‘important’ task. Whatever.

So this supervisor, wants to speak to me with my timesheet. Out of the 28 days (this month), I was late everyday min 15 mins and 2 days out these 28 days i was late for an hour due to overslept. Oh well, so out of concern, he asked me if I think this job suits me. Of cos it doesn’t suit me. If this job is very important to me, I would have drag myself to work despite the tiredness. But the thing is, working in a call centre with nothing to do is even more tiring because I have to pretend to be busy everytime he walked pass. And WTF for? I see his LJ face I am already very unhappy already and I have tahan for 8 months. What for? Because the money isn’t attracting me. So what it’s high pay? I don’t ENJOY working in this environment at all. So this supervisor of mine told me “How? You cannot stay in CLA anymore and CLI and CLE doesn’t have any vancanies anymore? What do you think you should do?”. I wanted to asked him “So what do you think I should do? And what are you suggesting?”. Maybe I should say, “No, I don’t think I wanna quit yet.”. But I was so desperate to get out of that bloody place, so I say “Then I tender loh.”. So my supervisor say “Ok, then in your resignation letter please ask for wavier of 1 month notice. Which means you don’t have to serve that one month. And I will send you the template later.”. HOOORAY! This is the most happy news for me can? This means that I don’t have to go back to that stupid place and make myself so angry every single time I see his LJ face. I should have gone to him and say “fuck you, i am out of this stupid department of yours!”, but he was in a meeting. Damnit. I have wasted a chance. Nevermind, I still can say that here, in my own BLOG. And I’m not mentioning any names here because in case that block of wood happened to pay my cute blog a visit and this would give him a chance to report me.

I know this entry sounds a little crude. But I don’t always scold my employers. This is to show how fucking stupid he really is. And btw, did I mention that he’s NOT well liked there? People just have to work with him. And people can’t wait to leave. Farewell my colleagues.

Fuck

He might think that I have nothing better to do, that’s why I have to dig something out to quarrel or argue about. But the fact is I HATE TO DO THIS. The fact that I’m in a relationship and yet not quite, pissed me off. So why be in a relationship when he thinks that everything is not necessary? So doesn’t make sense. And if you make any sense out of this relationship, please let me know. ‘cos of this, Scandal hates me. And it doesn’t even make sense when my friends cares more than he does.

Oh btw, did I mention that it’s OK for him not to talk to me for a day or two perhaps? We can stop talking now and I don’t know when will be the next time we talk again. Why make myself so miserable? Because I WANT BELIEVE THAT HE’S CHANGED (like real right?).

Now my turn to envy those who are really in love you know? They can do those couple things together. Meet up every now and then. SMS to say they misses each other. Every morning will say ‘Good Morning!’ which never fails to brighten up my day. Hold my hands, kiss me and hug me. I am so deprive of these things right now. Look at ALL the couples like Peili and Eric, Don and Jia Fei, Amy and Gary, Melvin and his gf. They meet up on special occasions, spend their time together (ok, let’s not mention about LONG DISTANCE relationship), mine just stay ACROSS me. Me leh? All my bf say was “i don’t think it’s necessary to REPORT to you my whereabouts”, “we don’t have to meet up everyday right?”, “see how first” etc. ALL THIS SUCKS lah. So why do you want to have a gf and yet, maintain the relationship as if we are just friends? I just don’t get it. What the hell are you thinking exactly? But perhaps if the person isn’t me, it would be a different story.

So fuck this relationship.

Pri Sch Xmas Outing

We had our 1st Primary School POST Xmas outing on Friday.

The people who came for the outing:
1) Rina
2) Huiting
3) Yung Quan
4) Choon Kiat
5) Chor Wei
6) Zhaffi
7) Yanee
8) Me

We had our steamboat @ Jin Deli which I must say is NOT a safe place to have steamboat. So I had a steamboat disaster. =[ The whole pot of HOT soup (ginseng chicken & ma la) fell on me when Rina adjusted the pot. Which almost spoils my mood loh. Lucky for me, I wore jeans. After that I had to buy a new pair of shorts to wear and shoes. After that we went to Harry’s Bar @ CHIMJES and after finishing our drinks, we moved to Esplanade and after that we went to Boat Quay’s Mcdonald for a drink. After that Rebecca came to look for me.

Yes, this WHOLE pot fell onto my leg.

And a lot of food which we didn’t really finish because of the disaster.

Yes, Harry’s











We paid $1 each to make up $6 so that he can kiss the bride to be. =D








@ Esplanade





Christmas Presents~

Since the night is still young, so I might as well update my blog now. I spent my Christmas Eve with Baby. This is our 1st Christmas together and hope there is more coming. *Doubting* Anyways, the dept organized a lunch ‘cum’ farewell party for Edmund, Keith and Wendy because this is their last day (month) with us. So I went to IMM to collect the Christmas cake bought by Winna, Brandon & Wing Kin. It’s POTLUCK! And what did I bring? I sponsored the drinks loh. Because I know I will forget about the food.

After work, I headed home to wash up and to grab the present I prepared for Baby. And I was very surprised to see his Aunts, Uncles, and cousins at his house. Because I thought it was a family (as in only his sisters, mother and Aunt). The kids are preparing the decoration (as below):

Interesting rite? They decorated the wall on CNY as well when I went to his house early this year. =] His cousins are really cute. Especially one of them. A little boy whose name I don’t know. He’s really interesting and cute. He was showing the adults his poker card magic. Which makes everyone laugh. Perhaps I can get the video from Baby and upload to my blog. If he allows that is.

Back to the main topic, so Faezah dressed them (Edmund and Keith) up as Santas. So what they need to do is very simple. They just need to give out the presents which is under the ‘Christmas tree’ (as below).

Before that we had our lunch, which is a feast man. We had pizza, salads, mee goreng, turkey and whatever you can see here. And of course, I did take pictures of the individual food, but you know how troublesome it is to upload everything here and I reckon you won’t be so interested in that too.

THE GROUP PHOTOS:

FAREWELL GIFT PRESENTATION:

THE JOY OF RECEIVING:












Look at the smiles of these people. Aren’t you happy too? To receive presents from your friends and love ones? I think I’m happy too. Because this year I get to celebrate my Christmas with Baby. I am wondering if I am able to celebrate my NYE with him, because he’s going to his colleague’s house for dinner.

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And, I wasn’t very happy when he say I could join him and then end up I have to stay at home. If he wants to go out with his friends ONLY, go ahead. I am not even stopping him in the first place. What makes me fuming is, he said I could join him for dinner after the movie but he doesn’t know what time is the movie. Which means what? I can’t join him liao because he doesn’t know everything. All he knows was to reach town @ 4p.m. And what makes my blood boils is when he say “I don’t believe you can’t find a friend to go out with today” when I told him the friends I ask wasn’t free. And all he say was “Who says we need to meet everyday?”. Ok, FINE. I shall go out with my friends everyday now. And he still say he doesn’t like me to 撒娇 so I am not supposed to do that anymore. As if I care.

Eve of Xmas Eve.

Everyday is a boring day. And what makes it worse was, I had stomach ache when I was on my way to work this morning. Best still, I was carrying 4 x 1.5litres of drinks to my office. And the pain was unbearable. Lucky for me, I happened to saw Zong Da in the same bus, so once we alighted, I hurried my foot steps to catch up with him and got him to help me carry the drinks while I rush all the way to the office’s toilet. Haha, it sounds a little drama I know but I really can’t help it. Because at that point of time I already feel like fainting, due to lack of sleep + stomach ache. And I skipped lunch today because I ‘literally’ fainted on my table once the clock strikes 12noon. Hahaha. And I am a happy person today!

I have to drag myself to town today (normally on weekdays I only go JP lah, or IMM lah, or JE nia) because I need to buy a Christmas present for my love one. =] So, I got him a little something hope he won’t find it stupid or kiddish or whatsoever lah. =X And, today… Rebecca stepped my feet with her don’t-know-how-many-inches-high heels. And my gut feelings is telling me that I will have BLUE BLACK tomorrow or maybe the day after tomorrow. Whatever. Bf went to have a Christmas dinner with his new company colleagues @ Millennium Walk. And after dinner, we meet up to head home together! And here I am, sitting in front of my laptop. I’m going to bed soon because I’m so tired. Bf keep saying I am becoming more and more skinny.. Am I? I don’t know. Maybe you tell me? =]

Just outside Heeren



I’m so hungry now.

Angry

I have never been so angry for my entire 23 years of my life until I met Nicholas. He’s the ONLY person who can make me so pissed off. I have forgotten about the bottled drinks when I was with Jin Jie. It was after I reached home and I recalled. So I went to Bai Mei and they ran out of Pokka Green Tea, so I was thinking if I should go to JP to buy it. I called Rebecca since she’s at JP but she’s going for a movie so I called Nicholas because I know he was at JP too. After that I dropped the idea of going to JP to buy the bottled drinks but Nicholas kept insisting that I SHOULD buy the bottled drinks last night. I told him I can buy it during lunch time today because I can get my colleagues to carry for me so I told him NOT to come down but he wouldn’t listen to me. I am already not very happy about it. So what’s the point of me trying so hard to talk sense into him when he just WON’T LISTEN? I give up ok! I give up totally! Or can someone kindly talk some senses into him?

Ok, it’s my fault because if I don’t want him around I shouldnt have called him and changed my mind after that. I should change my mind BEFORE I call him. My bad, this will never happen again. Because of him, I have to go to bed @ 2am because he kept forcing me to listen to his emo shit, wanting me to keep him accompany because he’s feeling sad. How come he don’t fucking understand that I CANNOT and WILL not keep him accompany? I am feeling so frustrated just talking to him ok. I already feel like dying. I shall ignore him from today onwards.

Respect my decision. Please.