Welcome a new member to my new collection! It’s Minnie Mouse! Heh heh.

Well, went to meet Nic for dinner. Wanted to cancel it because i’m in a bad mood, but still go for it because i’ve already agreed to go for dinner. It’s his off day today because he was out on sea training yesterday. Good life huh? And we went to play the arcade game and got this, after spending 20 bucks that is. But my stitch cost more, it cost me 30 bucks.. lucky me, i don’t have to pay a single cent for both.

I was surprised Kerine bought me a Stitch toy. Oh well. ZY ask everyone to go for a steamboat gathering tomorrow, but i rejected. U might think i’m throwing my tantrum, but why shd i go when i don’t even know who is my friends really are? I’m just disappointed.

i seriously don’t know where i stand anymore.

and i seriously don’t know who is my best friend, my good friend, my close friends anymore.

It feels like we are behaving like as if we are only entertainment friends. And good friends who used to standby me when i was down has now gone to far far away land. Leaving me alone to feel all the hurts and emotions.

And then people complain that i didn’t ask them out for some activities after reading from my blog, then when i know they have some activities and didn’t ask me along, it’s the SAME FUCKING feeling. Like wat TY says, people have double standards. Asking people not to do this and that, and they are doing this themselves.

Sometimes i’m so pissed with myself. I’m pissed because after hanging out with the teenages, i feel old and useless. i’m feeling tired everyday. simply because, i hate my life. always having to find someone to go out with, hanging out with the young kids to realize i’m getting old. It’s not that i can’t take jokes or whatsoever, i simply hate it when there is slight amount of BIAS shown.

Example, my GOOD friend meets a group of us, being my GOOD friend, she went into conversation with other guys, despite the fact that we haven’t been chatting online or sms or even talk on phone recently because GOOD friend and her so-called DIDI have something to share. They literally stopped their conversation when i was trying to join them. Feeling a little disappointed i walked away and chat with the rest of them. Even after the conversation with the guy, and we still didn’t talk. Because they want singing. NOBODY LISTENS TO WHAT I WANT AT ALL, so why would they bother to ask me join them? NOBODY cares about the fact that i was sick. Ok lo.

Example, we planned to go on a trip to Night Safari. After GOOD friend consulting her sister, she decided that it’s TOO EXPENSIVE and we going there to SEE NOTHING. Yes, i’m mad. VERY MAD. because i wasn’t told till i was preparing to go out. And worse thing was she didn’t even show up. Did not even return calls. Only sms her so-called DIDI that she’s not coming.

Seriously, what are friends for? To have fun and laughter and not care about ur needs as well? Just because you are scare that they are disappointed, you have to let them have their way. But who in the hell cares about you and your needs? NOONE at all!

Stop planning. Life will be better without plannings. What’s the point of PLANNING and NEVER execute it? FUCK it.

No, i’m not angry they didn’t ask me to join them. I’m angry because i DON’T KNOW them.

Meet my new stitch toy! It can make some music as well! =]

Went to watch “The Stranger” and play some arcade + pool at J.E..

And if you have the intention to watch this movie, drop the idea. You will thank me for saving your money on this money. It’s totally crap. Seriously. The murderer took off their masks, and their face wasn’t shown to us. What was the intention of killing the couple, who was at the guy’s parent’s house? This feels like some super noob movie written by some noobster. And the best part was, the movie ends with the lady screaming “NOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo”. That’s it. THAT’S IT.

So this disappointing huh? I was disappointed. But it was all compensated by the laughter. LoL.

Conclusion? 1/5 stars.

bOOOoo~~

Went to watch “Wanted” with Teck Yong at JP. and the movie? not as good. Just that it’s action pack.

And i’m still as sick. Sighed. When will i stop being a sick cat? Sigh. I wanna go Night Safari this Friday!! and i’m looking forward to! =]

Ok, lucky me. I got my basic theory test on the 17th July 08 instead of the 18th August 08 which is what i booked initially because 18th August happened to be the earliest slot when i was doing my booking at the school earlier on. =] it means that i have 16 days to study before the test. So wish me luck people.

And i really thought it was purely coincidence that i bumped into Sky at BBDC. Stupid me. LOL.

Met up with Nicholas yesterday and we went to Vivo city because he said he hasn’t been there for ages. And then we walked around and he went to get his stuffs. After that we went to town to slack. Went to Cineleisure to play LAN and then we went to Meridian because i wanna have that Korean food. After that we head down to JP to meet up with Peili & co. Bumped into Teck Yong after i called him in the train. And we talk cock for awhile and saw Sky standing there smoking. After that we went to have Happy Meal. LOL.

Ok, the damn pissed part comes in. Me and Nic reached JP at about 10plus and we wait for Evelyn to come from the wedding dinner, Jun Kwang to come from i-dunno-where. Everyone came about 11plus. And guess what? The person who told us to WAIT FOR HIM TO BUY TICKETS came at 12mn when the movie starts at 12.10mn. And he can just pushed the blame by saying ‘I DON’T KNOW’. WTF? When me and Peili went up to check for the tickets, it was left with the FIRST FOUR rows. and that si ah pui still can say ‘nvm what. still can buy what. the most we sit LOWER lo.’ it will be better if he can just STFU and let us scold him than him giving us lame options. this is the reason why i NV like si ah puis like him. Pissed the hell out of me. DL. And we ended up going to Jun Kwang‘s hse to play Blackjack and me watching “Heroes” on Nic’s iTouch because i don’t like to play Blackjack. And, he deserved it if he loses money. because, the moment we reached his house and haven’t even really sit down he offered to be the banker and then fake-ly asked what game we wanna play. He’s so FUCKING fake. and i really can’t stop myself from saying him. Really. Then they play Blackjack till 4am? I’m not happy about this at all. Ok, if you think i’m grumbling here, I AM. So what? It pisses me off.

Ok, that was saturday.

And today? I went to meet Nic at JP for lunch and then went to Superbowl to play pool and back to JP again to watch “10 Promises to My Dog“, a Japanese movie. Went to look for Teck Yong because he’s in JP with Weixiong on a mission, to acc him to buy shoes. LOL. crapped with him. and he introduced himself to Nic as my Scandal. LOL. Back to the movie, it’s so touching, and i swear i teared in the cinema with NO tissue paper. Damn. LOL. I love that Golden Retriever in that movie. She looks so cute and makes us wanna love her so much. =[ After that Nic went off to meet his Dad because his Dad came to fetch him back to camp at Changi. After movie, i went to meet Teck Yong for my super late dinner at Superbowl, again. LOL. We talk cock a little and then i went home. He’s feeling damn sian because he needs to book in at 7am in Seletar camp. =X And of cos, i told him reasons for not ditching me. LOL. And he say scandal don’t ditch each other. And i told him scandal will forget each other lo. Must let my importance known. LOL. Alright, it’s time for me shower and go to bed. =]

Did i mention that i LOVE stitch?? But this stitch isn’t mine. it belongs to ah pui. aaawwww. Wasted. lol.

Went home after work and fall aslp shortly i reached home. Can u imagine how sleepy i am? LOL. i had a nightmare. i dream that he’s back again. i wondered why did i dream of him suddenly, was it because i think of him at times? can’t be. Anyways, i went to Chervons to meet up with the rest for some singing session, and the guys can never have their chance to sing. LOL. i wondered why hor? Had fun singing and crapping around with the rest till 2plus and we walked to JE’s mac to grab some food after that we head back home. and guess what? we happened to take the cab which send Kerine back earlier on because she didn’t join us for supper. What a coincidence. =D

Daryl having his one song concert, 断点

The girls sure have some fweeeling when it comes to sing sad song, 男人不该让女人流泪

The supposedly “fan” give “idol” gift.

and our pictures with the famous stitch who got molested by us for the WHOLE night!

Come come, give him a big kiss.

BAD stitch who drinks and gamble. BAD example!

WE LOVE STITCH!

And he’s like a baby. Awwww

I went to have dinner with Pei Wen and Wee Keat after work today at JE. and Wee Keat is extremely quiet not like his usual self today. It feels really weird. So we went off after dinner and he was all by himself at JE. Oh yes, i bumped into Josephine & Robin as well as Saran & Elisa. It’s Bump-into-frens Day!

And then i went to JP to meet Evelyn and co. And Evelyn meet up her Audition fren. And all i can comment is, he’s AS (Attention Seeker). Why did i say that? Because he spit his ‘blood’ on the floor and i almost wanna puke after i accidentally saw it. It’s GROSS. and what made it worse was, he didn’t do that one time, he did it like for a couple of time. I guess he was trying to get Evelyn‘s attention. And that was the time, Evelyn decided to go watch movie – ultimately to get rid of this person. Well done!

Ok, i admit that Evelyn shouldn’t ignore him totally when she was the one who agreed on meeting him. But when you look at him, you won’t wanna look at him anymore. Yes, that’s how bad the situation is ok? and he smsed Evelyn saying something like ‘psps, as you can see i was coughing out blood…. meet u tml ok? ….’… Can’t he get the HINT? Oh well. Anyhows, we went to watch “You don’t mess with the Zohan” just now. And it’s totally crap. I mean LAME. totally. Watch it IF only you wanna have a good laugh ok? Haha! And i had a good time laughing though.