it’s the first day of the guitar school holiday program. but it’s enough to drive me and Jordan crazy. with all that noise from the students, shouting from the parents… it’s enough to drive me crazy.. it feels like i’m in a wet market. =.=||| gosh, can’t these people behave themselves or at least talk softer lah. it’s enclosed area. duh. and i went to meet Shaiful and his fren for dinner. and i didn’t talk much.. i guess i wasn’t in the mood to talk. and i’m so angry. pissed off with certain things. duh. ok, relax babe… birthday is coming. it’s no use to angry over such asshole when he’s so fu*king not helpful though he say he would “help”. the most “helpful” person i have ever met. i think a dumbass will be even more useful than him. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. whatever.

it’s my little sister’s first day at work. though she worked for 2 hours at Funan IT mall, but it’s still an achievement. =] and then she came to my workplace to wait for me. and then we walked to Duxton road to meet our Jie. and then we went to Selegie Road’s TCC to have dinner. Gosh, we’re damn full lah. had 2 chilli beef soup… OMG. =] and then she send us home. feel so happy. =] see, i love my sisters.

and, yes… after washing my hair and styling the hair myself… this is how i look

highlights

my 1st birthday cake of the year! Happy advance Birthday to ME!

and my present. =] if you can’t read, it says: Bag Ladies Tea. Something interesting. =]

so tired even though i went to bed at 1plus a.m last night. i’ve no idea why… maybe because, it’s too early? LOL. and i went home to sleep till about 8plus and then went to meet Lawrence (not from my sec sch.) at city hall.. i had my present, birthday and birthday treat! LOL. and then i went to the usual prawning place and feel so cheated lah. they finished prawning and was playing number ball. waste my money take cab just to watch them play. nvm.. =.= i’m so sleepy now can? but i’ve to wait for my hair to dry. gosh.

so nice of Ms Lee to send me a birthday greeting card every year for my birthday! she’s my secondary school teacher and she teaches geography. and, she didn’t really teach me during the secondary school days. but she’s like a big sister to me! =] *sweet*

My little sister is so sweet. Because she got me a birthday card and my Elmo year planner. =] I’m so touched. The first birthday present i received from her. and, i acc her to TCC for the interview today. and mine, suck. =[

The Process of “Make Over”

The Final Product

Finally went perming today. Have been trying to get to Rebecca for AGES and she only called me back like today in the late afternoon after i have decided to meet my little sister to go town watch movie. =X so angry with her. so i went to Jing Shen’s hse to do my hair. the price is reasonable and it’s really good.. i quite like it. to be honest, i was rather scare that it might not turn out the way i want it. Had my hair dye and highlight. It’s kinda different from my “Usual” look. hahaha. =] will take more pictures tml i guess? alright, after waking so early tonight… i decided to retreat onto my bed early. Ciao.

Went to Dempsey road’s Ben & Jerry again. This time it’s with Wei Kang. because he owed me the ice cream for a very LONG time. =] We didn’t go clubbing because he say he’s tired, thus we sat around chit chatting and time passes very fast. Gosh, eating ice cream makes me high lah. HAHA. and i love my waffle! because it has whipped cream, cookies & cream ice cream, maple syrup and M&N chocolate as the topping! have a fun time eating ice cream. =] And he wished me advance”Happy Birthday” can? LOL. oh well. it’s just so fun to walk there and have ice cream. and yes, the company and the stars in the sky too.

tell me how many bastards do i have to meet before meeting the right one? i really can’t stand this anymore, nor can i sit still.

i was left broken hearted last night. Called my sister and she came down to look for me. Took me to Brewerkz at National Stadium. It’s LINKIN PARK concert last night! Why am i so broke and broken? The last song for the concert was “In the end”. It’s so happening, seeing all these concert goers coming out of the stadium looking so tired. Haha. Wished i was at the concert. Should have asked my sister & her bf if they are interested in going. Argh, i’m so angry with myself. What am i thinking actually? I’m being hurt so badly, and my mind is still filled up with lots of questions. sister says, it’s no big deal. I wished it’s really no big deal, and he sounded no big deal. he was toying with my feelings. of course it’s no big deal to him. why took leave on my birthday when you’re NOT interested in celebrating my bday with me? if you choose to disappear from my life, then please make sure you dun re-surface again. i want my life back. i really need my life back.

i’m so hurt. i cried till my eyes are swollen. but i’m still hurt. why do i always meet up with jerks and ended up being with them and getting myself so hurt? i hate myself. for being stupid.

it’s not helping. it’s really not helping at all. really.

敦煌古墓的沙粒
带着我们的际遇
我从半路看回去
这秦关漫漫好蜿踞
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的缠意
爱情像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看..月牙湾下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的缠意
爱情像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看..月牙湾下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧 敦煌古墓的沙粒
带着我们的际遇
我从半路看回去
这秦关漫漫好蜿踞
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的缠意
爱情像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看..月牙湾下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的缠意
爱情像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看..月牙湾下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧
是谁的心啊孤单的留下
他还好吗我多想爱他
那永恒的泪那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊又为谁降下
轻声呼唤就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧