today, i am a good girl. sat at my desk, do my work. was trying my best to compile the emails from the complimentary students so that i can send it to Pamela ASAP. but still, i can only manage to finish it at about b4 i do closing. =[ it’s a lot of email and typing loh. i was trying to do till it’s readable for them. and then i meet cacca for dinner. well, i might wanna try for a airline. went to meet baby at JP for ‘supper’ though. because i m sure he hasn’t taken his dinner. =X wanted to have ice cream but i changed my mind. i have my cravings for ice cream since yesterday. baby bring me to eat ice cream soon k? haha. whatever. it’s time for me to go.

it’s our 5th month today. =] love u. =]

my mini little booboo dropped out. =[ so i can’t hang it to my hp now. argh. anyways, bf came by to my workplace to fetch me. =] so i didn’t get to wait for abigail to go home together. so me and baby went to lao pa sak to have supper. oh well, he didn’t have his lunch nor dinner, and he’s behaving like a pig. =X den we headed home.

think it’s time to review on my job prospective. what am i gaining from this work. besides ‘good’ money, good colleagues… maybe some spiritual imparts. i love my colleagues there. but sometimes, i’m too restless to do the things i’m supposed to do – faithfully. checking studios etc, are boring. sometimes i think i need something that is EXCITING. hahah. sigh. i would love to try to be air stewardess. of any airline, as long as i have this opportunty to fly ard the world. certain airlines, are too tough for me to get it, especially when it’s so competitive. if not, i wanna be someone else.. do something that would impact the whole world, does it includes being a terrorist? oh no! i’m NOT! as i was listening to what josephine said today. i agreed totally with her that i was too slacking in my job. partly because i’m damn restless to sit on the chair for 8hrs w/o chatting with the rest of them. ok, perhaps, i just wanna be part of the gossip. ha. whatever it is, i think it’s time for me to start being like an adult. i do feel myself childish. that’s why people always treat me like a small kid. sigh. that’s not what i want to be.

Michelle’s good fwen is back!

moi teacher is back!

she’s back!!

the person is none other than

BERNICE!

heh heh.

missed her so very muchie.

and yes,

ms mah is coming back tml!

i miss her. =[

and finally bf doesn’t have to book in anymore. stay out. which means lesser time, more days spent together. =] which means i have more time to meet my frens! haha.

Friday, 13.07.2007

WEnt for prawning with Jesslin & co to celebrate her bday. =] we had fun time prawning even though we didn’t caught a lot of prawns. it’s the process that count. and of cos it’s a new way to celebrate bday without doing the “usual” things; clubbing etc. let the pics do the job. =]

themis & me. my sec sch love ‘lover’? =.=

me & lao pa

jo, jess, me!

ah xiang

ah bao, me, kuan chong

me & the fake pilot zhong heng

me & jo

my supper kahki, lawrence (lao ren)

Saturday, 14.07.2007

yesyes! this is what we call office sabotage. HAHAHA. this table belongs to Bernice. i wondered what’s her reaction. =X

and then at night, i went to catch a movie, Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phoenix, with Lawrence and Melvin. i forgot to take pics. =[ it’s cute to see Melvin botak. HAHA. =X i would give the movie 3 stars out of 5. i saw this sesame street t-shirt at NewUrbanMale. it’s damn pretty.. but at the same time, it’s damn expensive. it’s $59.90 for that t-shirt alone. and the material feels like it will have a hole if you wash it too often. =[ it’s kinda wasteful if i were to spend that kind of money on a t-shirt.. but, it’s REALLY pretty.. =[ i hate it when pretty t-shirt which is not supposed to be expensive, is damn expensive. i wondered who will buy it. i mean, apart from those rich people. Sigh. BF, wil you buy for me? ha. perhaps, in my dream.

Sunday, 15.07.2007

Woke up late. and went to meet Yi Hui (poly fren) whom i have not seen for 1.5 years and more. HAHA. =] have stomachache the whole damn day and was unable to finish my food (say, i only eat a few mouth).. damn wasted. as usual, he likes to suan me. flood me with cold jokes. hahaha. it’s pretty lame. it’s like the qns Marcus asked: what do you call a prawn who doesnt have legs? Ans: lame xia (sia)… =.= u bet. hahaha. den we went to Kbox at abt 7p.m and den we went home at abt 10p.m. and it’s damn cheap to go kbox on a sunday~! cos there is no cover charge. hehe!

see how a guy act cute?

what’s with that expression?

gosh, same expression loh

he looks like he wanna kill someone. and tat person happens to be me. haha!

i don’t like bf. he went to MOS 2 days straight.

Well, it started with Jaymee eating a packet of Jack & Jill potato chips [Hot and Spicy favour]. Aunty Dorcas bought a few small packets of Jack & Jill potato chips in today because they are really damn cheap. So Jaymee & Jasmine grabbed one packet each just in case they run out damn fast even before you can grab it. Today POS was encountering some problem, thus, it makes Jaymee damn frustrated. So she took her packet of potato chips went to the place where Abi was sitting and starts opening her packet of chip. When IRwin saw that, he wanted to eat. so Jaymee told him, her chips is finishing. So Jaymee told IRwin that there are some potato chips [LIMITED packets only] inside the tibbits drawer, so he went to get a packet of Jack and Jill [Hot and Spicy Favour] (before he went to get the chips, he say i must eat it before YOU ,referring to ME, finishes it. damn, when i saw him taking that packet of chips i wanted to ask him to PUT IT BACK. LOL]. ONce he opened the packet of chips, he was very shocked that the chips is damn little. Just as we are talking abt it, Marcus and JAsmine came it. and then Irwin show them [right into Marcus’s face] how little the chips were, and then Marcus put his hands into Irwin’s packet of chips and help himself with the chips. then Jaymee say: “Marcus, irwin is trying to show you how little the chips are, not offer you.”.. everyone starts to LOL, even Marcus starts to give that “OMG, i took irwin’s chip‘ facial expression. haha. Abi laughed so loud till her tears starts to flow out.

can you imagine, how funny that secene was? it will be better if you are there. =]

PLease pray for Josephine because she’s seriously very sick. She’s on MC for the rest of the week. Poor ms mah. so, let’s keep her in prayer people!

So, what do you think abt me wearing dark color lipstick [red blah blah] like this?

but irwin wants me to look OLD. so i don’t really have much choice. but, WHY ME? oh man. i hate to wake up early when i can sleep late. ok, Jaymee… look on the brighter side, MORE income! ok, jaymee looks a little odd here, because one side of her side is big, another is small. well, mai hiam buay pai [how do i translate to english.. how about don’t be so picky and it’s ok? well, it sounded weird. but, jaymee is weird. so?] .. i aint gonna continue the sentence. you know i know. haha.

alright. gonna go sleep real soon. because i have reach office at 11a.m for some ‘photo taking session’. =.= oh man. i miss my bed in the morning! and i was conned into reach the office at 11.30am by irwin. =.= whatever.. boss, you just can’t talk back to him too much. =X

went to have supper with Marcus and Stanley Poh (one of the student at BMI) after work today. =] and this is our supper! hahhaa. isn’t it tempting? =] and this stanley poh calls me ‘aunty’ forever. stupid. i must remember to bring his CD to work next week. =X

i hate him.

i hate him.

i hate him.

i hate him.

i hate him.

simply hates him.

– hate him for being petty.
– hate him for not letting me feel wanted by him
– hate him for letting me know on Mondays that he’s meeting his friends on fridays
– hate him for his attitude
– hate him almost everything

simply HATE him.

i wondered, why are we still together then? because i loved him.

argh.