I’m so happy. Because even though i failed to get tickets to watch NDP preview or the actual day, i managed to watch the rehearsal. with baby of cos. heh heh. After that we went to KBox. baby is damn bi-as. because he actually asked his fren to kbox because he wants to listen her to beautiful voice. no wonder everytime i wanna go kbox he always say don’t want, or too exp, because my singing is not beautiful enough. he’s BI-AS. HUMPH. nevertheless, he still go with me because his fren couldn’t come. i was damn surprised to hear baby singing, “tian mi mi” and “xiao cheng gu shi” by teresa teng. LOL. damn good. me and don was like “OMG“. hahaha. will post up more pics. =]

The water platform. =]

the fireworks at the last part.

we are back together again. it’s just some relationship pattern. say break. den break. den the next day we are back together again. but i love him. so i m willing to give in and compromise. let’s see how this r/s goes. =]

“I regret throwing my temper la.. you can have the right to decide whether you want to be with me or not..sorry..let’s go sleep. night“

this time round, we survived. will we survive if there is ever a next time? no. i don’t think so… i have been feeling down for these past weeks. when i read my blog it’s like we are quarrelling almost every week. =[ and i m reali very upset. and then he told me, he’s meeting his friend this friday. no no no. which means i m not the priority. den what’s the point of being together? might as well be friends again.

he say go watch musical fountain this saturday.

when everyone in the world is busy doing their things, here i am.. deciding on my relationship.

yes, i’m breaking up with bf.

simply because i don’t like his attitude towards me and of cos the things he said. now he can officially meet up with his friends every weekend w/o telling me. =] and i’m free to do whatever i deem is right. this is the correct way to behave baby.

haha!

can u hear my heart crying babe? can you? my heart has sank just like how titanic sank many many years ago, just tat my heart was broken into small pieces long time ago before it sank. watching how relationship kills me, i rather be alone. single. seeing how bf threatening me, i wished we never started. when was the best time of the relationship? before it starts actually. people said it’s not wise to have a nsman as a bf, now i strongly agree. they are just thinking too much on the details like who their gf went out with, are they telling the truth. but that’s so much for honesty. that’s what i got back for being honest to bf. “Cheating” on him by tellin him i went out with a gd guy fren for some food. don’t trust and don’t wanna see me. when i asked him he reali dun wanna see me, he just ans “hmm” (agreeing with what i asked him).. then i have this damn urge to cry. why is bf so mean to me? i strongly believe that when a couple has an issue it’s not wise to ask the gd guy fren to clear up the issue because it might become even more worse, i have such experience before. this make me an idiot to think i believe that he say he’s fine with me going out with my guy fren. it’s a bloody lie.

a picture of Jurong Island from Jurong Hill. isn’t it beautiful at night? and feel the wind at night.. it makes you wanna sleep there. it’s a nice place for getaway at night when you have nowhere to go. i want a getaway out of this country soon. i need one. i really need it.

i m feeling depressed.

then i was thinking how come my boyfriend is like that?

when i told him i don’t wanna meet him in the morning, he didn’t bother to ask me again if i wanna meet him.

then he go ahead and meet his friends because he assumed that i’m going out with my friend.

and i’m upset.

when i asked him why he didn’t ask me again if i wanna meet him.. he’s speechless…

then he say, “sorry lah……………”

what’s with the lah? do i sound like i’m hard to please?

but i am a girl too leh.

i don’t like bf. he always say don’t wanna meet me. i shall not meet him then.

this relationship is somehow going to nowhere i guess. tiring and pointless.