ok, i have finally figured out how to use Front Page. It’s simple actually, just that I think in a complicated way. Haha, stupid me. =] Managed to finish adding in the new package however, I think I need to add in more package? Not sure, need to ask Jo. =] Think somehow my status in BMI is stable, now i’m learning more things. No time to slack (of cos i still have time to eat my junk food!). Haha. It’s friday, so the centre is only me at the counter, no one at the office. Haha. Dorcas was like “Jaymee, are you sure you can?” when she found out Jo & Pam has left… gosh, doubting my ability. Nevermind about that. Haha. Changed the spoilt adaptor in the K2 (1 of the studio), i thought Dorcas said the keyboard was spoilt. Haha.

Went to have my dinner ‘cum’ supper with JJ. Went to P.S TCC (no, not the coffee connoisseur, but the cafe cartel. LOL) to eat. Had chicken wings (well, what else will i order besides that? LoL), my fav milkshake & panfried linguine. =] Everything is fine, just that it’s damn oily. After that we went to play pool (i suggested it. hahaha.), got thrashed. LOL. out of the 2 hours, i only won 2 games… and… somehow i think he gave me some ‘face’. haiz. lousy. muahahaha. den we went to take NR home. and here i’m writing my blog and have less than 4 hrs of sleep. =] wondered if i will be late. (no, i wouldn’t! at least i will try not to.) Poor Jordan has got food poisoning. Hope she will be fine though. I might have no one to crap with tml. =[

I saw that cute student i mentioned the previous time (alvin). He’s so damn cute. omg. talking to him alone makes me wanna giggle but I shall not make it too obvious. In case, he might think that I’m crazy old woman. Haha. Taught him how to use a tuner though. Looking at him… makes me wanna giggle and i even knock the guitar.. slightly.. if u know me, i am sooo – clumsy. yes. i know. everyone says that. Jaymee always knock here knock there, drop this thing drop that thing. hahaha. Even when Pam talks on her hp, (i assume her fren was saying something about her being clumsy because she knocked onto the door) she told the person i’m even more clumsy than her. =.= =X I shall not say anything more about him, after all… he’s younger than me but… ok.. shhh. No more.. hahaha.

I’m finally assigned to more task now. So now, I’m in charge of uploading the course materials for the students to upload. isn’t cool? =] and Jo was teaching me how to use Front Page so I can help her to do some changes for the website. cool isn’t it? But, i forgotten how. damn it. =X Suddenly i remember JJ‘s into web programming, Front Page should be nuggets to him.. Maybe I could ask him to help me do some refresher on programming? hahaha. Just hope he’s helpful enough to help me. Stayed back after work for this moive film screening. Kinda cool.. with lots of food. hahaha. Alas, we didn’t managed to watch finish the show. Kinda.. Got head, body, no ending. haha. Boon Yeow was actually falling asleep! haha. But he was nice to send me home (bcos he stays Boon Lay. 1 month later he’s stays in Sengkang. =.= no free rides for me anymore.) I know the importance of global warming, and now, it’s getting serious. Now they are trying hard to emphasis on the effects of global warming. Sometimes, we just don’t treasure things, taking things for granted. it’s always until it gets worsen or lost then we realised it’s importance..

I’m disappointed with REBECCA KHOO HUI YING. I’m gonna slaughter you when i see you. watch out babe. Good friends are really so hard to find. Even trying to find someone to talk to, it’s so hard. To make myself feel better (to prevent myself from thinking I’m people’s substitute), I even ask the person who can chat with me every night to stop calling me. Stupid decision. Haha. But I shall not have any regrets for saying that out. Since what has done has already been done. =] I feel like I could punch, beat, bite someone now. esp U. On another hand, I received a call from someone named chris calling me to thank me for scheduling make up lesson for him (which never happens, because that chris is none other than – monkey. =.=).. I see thru this stupid plot. hahaha. Try harder next time.

Popcorns, Pops. And the place is filled with its aroma. =]

Funny guy, he is.

She’s Jordan!

I was late for work again. The second this week. But lucky for me, Jasmine was early. =] And I had my weekly evening off today. So i went to meet monkey for movie. and we went to watch “Gridiron Gang” a movie which my younger sister commented nice. So i must admit that true story is always so damn nice. =] and i must admit that The Rock is handsome the more i look at him. lol. I had my manicure after such a long time. hahaha. =] but it’s not the color i really like. But it’s fine though. I always had fun working with these people. =] crapping around. hahaha. like to eat all the junk food. They always make me sound like i’m a greedy pig who ate everything away. hahaha.

Why do i always have this feeling that I’m always a substitute to everyone? Like when someone has noone to go to, they give me a call, feng yun (me) will definitely answer the calls. I don’t know why. But i keep feeling that way. U can say I’m thinking too much. But i just can’t help it. Just like when a guy fren whom i know for less than 2 week calls me almost every night, I can’t help it by thinking “are we really that closE”? Plus the fact that i knew he broke up with his gf like a month ago? oh boy, I’m really thinking too much. And the calls aint short. Sigh. Dilemma. What for? I might start thinking maybe this ‘friend’ of mine might be interested in knowing more about me. hahahaha. crap. This is really thinking too much. To avoid this kind of misunderstanding, I’ll not think so much in the future. haha. relationship sucks most of the time. even the sweetest moment can be poisonous. I don’t wish to fall into this kind of trap. I shall party, party till i drop. dead. hahaha. but i wouldn’t pour out anything to anyone anymore. =] NO MORE. ever.

Oh, My beloved KFC. =] Finally, i get to eat it.

ok, it’s me and me and my mickey mouse earrings!

my manicure! hahaha

me & monkey.

Just as I thought I was ‘early’ for work, so I went to withdraw money for my “allowance” for this week (well, trying to restrict myself from spending a lot before weekends come. =X ) so i ended up ‘late’ for work. Pam opens the door for me when i was at the doorstep. Everything’s fine. Irwin was trying to fix that projector on the wall so we can watch the movie this coming thursday, it took him & Josephine the whole afternoon. =] Nothing special happened. But Pam surprises me when she passes me a pair of mickey mouse earring (the pic on the left). =] she said that this suits me. =D i love this earrings. isn’t it adorable? She got herself the same pair but different color. she said this color suits me. i think it’s rather retro. kinda so cool. And before that she was saying she dont like Mickey Mouse. i influenced her. muahahaha. =D alright. time to watch LOST and go to bed.

went to town with my younger sister today. i woke up at about 10plus in the morning.. wanting to meet the rest of the RX people for lunch.. but thinking it’s a bit late for me to wash up, i went back to slp again and woke up at about 12noon.. crap a bit with JJ den i fall aslp again.. and finally woke up at 3.30. just nice.. wash up and den go town with my sister to have dinner. went to walk around and yes, i bought another pair of black pointed flat shoes. hahaha. no more heels. =] feel slpy the whole day because of the medicine i took. I’m trying very hard to remember to take my medicine so i can go Kbox this sat. LOL. i can sense my voice is no longer sexy. hahaha. hooray! there was this student who commented that my sexy voice is nice. =.= which means, my normal voice is not nice. LOL. bad student. so me & my sister went to TCC (Cine) to have dinner. and i had amex chez cake on the house. =] isn’t it cool? and den we went to walk a little more and headed back home. bcos the both of us is so tired and slpy + she needs to do her homework (the term that i missed dearly) and now, i m going to bed! becos the med is taking effect now. slpy. *yawn*

went to watch “Perfume: The story of a murderer” with JJ at Vivo City. It’s literally, a story. hahahaha. It’s like someone standing at one side telling you a story of someone else’s life. The story is not as good as i thought it will be. a little draggy… and i almost fall asleep (not knowing if it’s the med effect or the show is making me sleepy.) *yawn* after the show, feeling hungry, we went to Pioneer Mall mac (yes, again.. bcos it’s the only 24/7 place i know. hahaha) took some pic with him at vivo.

i dunno why… but i look fat in this pic. =.=

Went MoS with hunnie last nite (03.02.2007). and she’s LATE LATE LATE.. as usual. NEVER early.. meet me at MY HSE oso LATE. =.= and sis & mama some stupid arguement about the mac laptop. it’s my selfish brother. why does a person needs 2 laptop for? not like he’s running a business that’s why he needs 2 laptop. whatever. he’s selfish. and he can even scold my younger sister “bitch” for not buying dinner. what kind of “man” is he? i can’t stand guys scolding girls “bitch” for nothing. and because of this, he doesn’t wanna eat dinner and spoils the whole ‘eat steamboat’ mood. damn. don’t like him. my mum is tooo bias. this is the result of being bias.

Back to wat i was saying. There was too many ppl at MoS. and JJ & his frens are there too. it was so crowded until i almost fall down a few times. and so many chee hong kia. what’s with these people? kiss and hug and hanky panky at the dance floor? =.= a grp of horny guys. me & hunnie had a very hard time squeezing thru those people and get ourselves some space and then there is this grp of bitches come in and push me. then there was this ah neh who kept grinding a guy. LOL. *not suitable for children under 21* I looked a little swollen (shall not use the word fat here) in the pics i took after i had my drinks. i drank hunnie‘s share because she cannot drink, otherwise her bf will scold. and den we left about 3plus cos hunnie needs to da bao food for her bf. den we took a cab home.

Gosh, i LOVE playground. =]

sis, me & hunnie

my sis & i

hunnie & me

at robinson quay

me & hunnie at tCC (CQ)

me & JJ.

now they look normal.

now they don’t.

I don’t see the whole point of hiding the fact that we went out for a movie since we are “friends”. The whole “hide-from-him-the-fact-that-we-went-out” thingy is so kiddish. “Friends” are supposed to be open and not secretive. So what’s wrong being “friend”? And I seriously don’t like it when ppl who are not related to me (in anyway, i’m sure friends dont ask too much.) ask me so much question about my whereabout. Why do I need to reply to this kind of “u going out later?” if my ans is “yes“, den the question that follows up will be “with who?” and if my ans is “no“, the following ans will be “wah, so guai never go out meh? (and den give me the doubtful question marks.)”, otherwise, if my question to that certain person is “y?” and his ans is “asking“, i guess i have the choice of not replying him. Then people branded me as RUDE. =] Humans are so hard to please or they are so stupid to understand simple things like that? I prefer to be honest then just avoid. After all how long can we avoid this? It’s not like our so-called “friendship” cannot see broad daylight (jian bu de guang). Whatever people. Why would I wanna hang out with people like that in the 1st place? Waste of my time. I don’t like to play “Catching” so often. Makes me feel stupid. Duh. Have to stop this kind of crap. Gosh, stupid.

I have frustration, but I can’t let it out.

I have sadness, but I can’t show it.

I need to shout, but I have nowhere to shout.

I need to sleep [after taking the med], but I have nowhere to sleep.

I need someone to lean on, but there isn’t anyone for me to lean on.

I need to cry, but I have no more tears to cry out.

What’s wrong with me? I’ve said too much. I aint gonna repeat myself. Ever again.

doc say i have got sensitive nose.. that’s why i cough like hell. doc gave me med for my flu, antibiotics, cough syrup which have 3 use, 1: flu, 2: for nose, 3: cough. =] and it costs me $32. omg. tell me why each time i see doc it always cost me so much and nothing lesseR? when i wake up i got head ache and my head feels dizzy and i feel a little feverish. and of cos i feel better now. been slpg the whole day. doc say my condition hasn’t worsen yet not to the extend i got what “ai”… doc say i must avoid direcy air con & dusty areas. haha. shall slp later. i mean, rest more. hahaha.