today, was late for work so pat change my schedule from 7-3 to 8-4. and i had to work OT for half an hr. haha. sounds lame rite? anyways, worked OT ytd and was so tired the whole day. Laughed and joke with missy is the best part bcos, out of the sudden, she became so lame.. till i can’t help but to laugh at her. =] i’m not any better too. haha. den i went to meet monkey for supper last nite bcos he said he can’t meet me today. lame, and i “forced” him to meet me and so we went to Funan Mall bcos i wanna drop by to visit suzy before going to have steamboat at marina south with fang yuh & yew ching. but she’s on MC, and fang chew is working.. den he went out to buy dinner with his colleague.. so i tagged along. and i think his skin is itchy or something. he keep teasing me for being poor. kns rite? so i told him, if he wants someone to hit him just tell me lah, i can just hit him w/o any reasons too. lame. LOL. but that’s not the “lamest”.. the most lame part is, i ask monkey to ask me go steamboat. lame. loL~ anyway, i reali enjoyed today’s steamboat session.. it was bcos monkey is going army tml! omg. how time flies. LOL. so i took a pic of him with his long hair. and he will be botak soon. LOL! yew ching was late. and when i saw him, i’m quite shocked. because out of a sudden, he become so big in size. OMG. haha. had a fun time listening to those army thingy and laugh till i almost die. and yew ching is nice keep passing me some food and help me open my drink can.. but he pour my mug beer into his cup accidentally. LOL. funny. and listen to them talking rubbish is like wOOo~ keep laughing the whole day. wanted to chat with gf, but it seems like it’s almost impossible to chat with her. i didn’t have lunch so i can go eat steamboat, and tim bought me cookies. yummY~ ahaha…. sigh. having problem to decide stuffs. and i received a sms from piggy saying he’s going to mid field training tml. i think he smsed wrong person so i told him but still told him to take care of himself. oh well. kinda miss… anyways, that is not the main point. hahaha. the main point is that guy replied my sms after i smsed him YTD. lame. and he’s converting to part time end of this month bcos sch is starting. =] oops. ok lah. shd end here. nite ppl. getting tired liao.

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky’s faded to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carrying on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces every time
And I don’t need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carrying on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that
Strong
Well I’m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You see what you like
And how does it feel, one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

i’m reali sorry. to know the truth and somehow rejected u. to protect myself. human beings are selfish, and i’m a very selfish person in this case. i would rather keep this friendship than destroying it. it’s a different thing between friendship and relationship. people would advices me to give u a chance, but i couldn’t. not because i couldn’t forget my ex, but i don’t even feel like going into any r/s now bcos, it reali suck. i know u are a good person, too nice to me.. makes me feel like i’m a bad person. i feel bad for making u upset, which i didn’t mean to. but being direct, i couldn’t think of any way to tell u nor i wanna explain myself. it’s reali hard to forget 1st love. and i don’t wish to be ur 1st love. and i don’t wish to end up hurting u nor getting myself hurt. even though ppl say u wouldn’t, but i’m a cautious person now. to enter into a new r/s is like entering a dream.. not sure if it’s gonna be nightmare or sweet.. every new r/s that started is always sweet and end up with nightmare. i don’t wish to have anymore nightmare. nor do i wanna give u any. we are still young. still can make decision.. 7 months plus, is a long period of time.. u r still young and have plenty of time. why waste urs on me? sigh. whatever it is, i have to stop talking now. gd nite.

yipee!! finally watched a movie tonight and i’m officially broke tonight as well. thanks to the cab fare that i have to pay after the movie. went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest with fang chew. and the movie is great! it was so funny and i just kept laughing thru out.. and i realised something, i have lose control of myself and laughed too loud.. well, what’s new rite? lame. loL~ i almost have to do OT until closing, even though i’m a bit unwilling, but will still do it if it’s reali necessary. pat almost send missy home and i almost have to do OT. oh well, problems can be resolved don’t u agree with me? so fang chew came to the outlet with the Old Chang Kee fishballs.. and yup, crapped a bit with the rest b4 catching the show. and dun reali like the part where they keep saying me & fang chew. somehow it’s irritating me. but still, have to joke along with them. sounds lame. even though the show is great, but kinda regret bcos i have to take a cab home.. and in a day.. i’m almost 50 bucks poorer. thanks. LOL. and den, when fang chew told me the part abt damien asking jiayong what did he did on sunday, doesn’t reali surprises me. once a liar, always (or shd i say forever) a liar. =] so gf is doing the right thing. and i support her even though it seems like i’m “close” with him. haha. not that i’m two-headed snake. but look, out of a sudden, jiayong is nice to me? he has got a motive for being so nice to me, don’t u agree with me? he wanted to use me to get gf‘s good books. whatever it is, i’ll nvr help him. =.= he can cont to dream on. and i told him b4. he called fang chew while we are in the movie, and den he called me.. god knows what reason. lol. but anyways, johnny depp is so funny, and orlando bloom is handsome. oh man. =X reali enjoy the movie. and after that stone for awhile at the bus stop, and took a cab home.

Happy Birthday to Jesslin~~~

it’s her bday celebration today. so me, bday girl, amy, darling & val went out but darling and val was late. we had our dinner at Mr. Bean Cafe which is at Singapore Art Center which is just opposite paradize center. had fun crapping ard. haven’t seen bday girl for quite some time and kinda missed the old days. well, we had our bday cake which darling bought from polar. lol. and we had to give 2 of it away bcos we couldn’t finish. =) so we gave it to the staffs. and bday girl gave us the treat. how nice. so, i still have some money left. =) so i din spend any money. and i saw qiu yun, missy‘s fren today at wisma. she’s so cute. ahah.. and she’s the same age as i’m. =X oh well. den we walked to mrt station bcos it’s rather late already. had fun time today though it’s only a short moment. and i forget to take pics with my hp. =X shall take some pics from amy. =) nite ppl

alright~ was feeling damn sick in the morning.. guess i have gastric pain today.. and the pain was like so sharp till it’s so pain for me to move. so tim bought me soup from the soup spoon. after drinking the soup, i have stomach ache after which i went to the toilet and poopoo. LOL! after that i feel slightly better but still have headache which was carried forward from morning. and i feel better while closing bar.. bcos, work makes me forget everything. =) after that me, sue, wati, missy & her sis went to CQ to chill. had fun chatting, playing ard.. taking pics of kissing each other. lOL~ i will post up more if wati rems to send me. lOL~ and i have a fun time crapping and playing ard with missy & her sis. it was so funny until i couldn’t stop luffing. and gf went to CQ too. with her fren. but we sat at the different table. oh well. i’m lovin’ it. lOL. and starkey was like working OT there. oh well. they need ppl!!

*yawn* i’m kinda tired to blog. so i shall blog tml. haha. have fun just keep laughing today.. feels like i’m crazy or something. alright. feels like i’m dying already. nite ppl~ btw, i LOVE bah kut teh~~~ haha. muacKs~

i love my sunflower~ it’s very pretty~ the biggest sunflower that i ever received! =] it reali makes my day. haha. it was given by ~~~~ tada~~~~~ gf!!! *muaCks* =) she even gave wati a rose too. how sweet. when she came into the outlet with flowers, i was confused.. when she handed me the sunflower, i’m overwhelmed so that i had to hug her twice (in the morning & after i finish work)!! hahaha. =] but i feel a bit sick.. i feel like i’m going to faint. and i have an upset tummy the whole day.. and i just can’t shit out. lame. den after work i went to visit my ah ma with da xiong. he wait for me at the lobby while i went up to visit her. a few of my relatives is over there.. and i have to stand there and crap with her for like 20 mins and i went to look for da xiong again. taking the sunflower ard makes me feel a bit funny.. bcos it feels like it was given by da xiong. lol. den we took a bus to bugis to have our dinner at some restuarant. hahaha. by the time we finish dinner it’s already almost 9pm.. so we walk back to the shopping area and down to the arcade. LOL! and den we went home at 10p.m.. he wanted to send me home, but it’s not necessary to. =] now here i am sitting here to blog again. to keep my flower “fresh” i put it in my fridge. LOL. =P sounds silly? can’t help it. i’m taking the “advise” that da xiong gave me. each time when i’m out with him i can laugh my ass off. oops~ and gf told me michael was laughing at me just now. damn, i have a feeling tml, he might tease me. LOL! watever. ciao.. feeling sick.

ah ma has been hospitalised for 3 days.. and i still don’t know what happened to her.. until now.. i only know she had “stomach ache” on monday morning.. and when i came home at nite, she’s hospitalised. den the clothes keep piling up until it’s like a mountain, so i fold them today.. and my mama was kinda surprised who folded those clothings.. lol.. and when my sis told me she was thinking whether is it my dog.. =_= lame. and my ah ma is having an operation later.. and i only know NOW, at this moment. duh.

anyways, when i was sleeping today, i received a call from DBS.. asking me to go down for interview tml.. and the thing is, i’m working morning tml.. if i were to go, i have to change shift with isaac and, i have been working closing for the past 2 days.. and i have no time to go buy my things.. so i called the person up to see if i could change my interview to another day.. well, that lady say she’ll give me a call some day next week.. i must keep praying she will give me a call. haha.. when tim asked me if i got something on tml, i have to be honest with him so i told him.. and he was like saying “maybe they are desp”… kinda… watever. haha. alright, gotta go shit now. sigh. tired.

weee~ tim gave me & sue a treat of golden jubilee and chicken wings!!! hahaha.. i feel so thrilled. cos can eat my fav food. and today, we are still short handed.. and we had to go break super late.. =( so by the time i went for my break is already 5p.m.. and my food was like cooked 3 hrs ago? hahaha. anyways, i saw chilli beef soup and i bought 1 for myself.. LOL. wanna see how much is my soup?

good damien gave me a big portioN and one more garlic bread~! hahaha. wee~ and i was so happy drinking.. den i went back to work again.. den there was this group of 12 ppl who came in at the later hour and i… almost flip and die.. but lucky we are still able to handle.. otherwise it might become a disaster. =X everything went pretty well. and i feel so shagged after working with not enough slp. =X damn it. den went to chit chat with jiayong at the river again.. and den went home.. muahaha. shall slp early today.. (well, i know i said it almost every nite.. but can’t help it mah..).. ciao ppl~