read wati‘s blog and she feels sad… but den i can’t do anything to make her feel better can i? i can’t go and ask her bcos i had nvr ask her things lidat b4.. and it would be very sudden for me to do things lidat.. anyways, tong lei‘s leaving TCC.. sigh.. good things doesnt last forever.. seriously, i’m upset that everyone has to go and probably, the next one will be me. ='( but den again, no one will ever realise my presence anyways.. whether i’m there or not doesnt make any differences. i have been caught in between duckie and his patch up thingy. but, i wun patch up with him now.. no matter what he’s going to say.. been hurt enough by his umpteen times of break ups. 4 times is alot. keep breaking promises.. and he even say he pity duckie because, because of me, duckie has no frens… he said duckie was like him.. frenless when he was with me.. and den he carried on saying he pitied himself too. think about it… who suffered the most? everyone of us.. for different reasons and reason that ownself believes in.. i believed i was hurt by both of them too and who pitys me? actually, no one.. but i need no one’s pity.