sue made my day by making me laugh.. even it’s for awhile.. she said something like “not having here which is take away”.. couldnt rem exactly what she said but it was something lidat.. and it makes me laugh. =) had my fac chicken rice before i start work today and it was raining so heavily that i have to borrow umbrella from TCC so i wouldnt get wet. and today is the start of the new menu! yay~ hahaha. and the menu is pretty but BIG.. sigh.. and i will have to start this wk to try out doing hosting.. bleah.. even the new part timer (changing to full time issac) has already did hosting.. duh.. anyways, we had a new staff called siti but i hasnt talk to her yet.. so i didnt even know whether she’s full or part time. lol.. but the look at her face tells me maybe she’s a part timer. =) i keep telling myself life is good and den it will be good. hahaha. what am i talking about? i have no idea.. i need to sleep now.. still gotta work tml. =)

his words and his words is bullshit. the whole nite couldn’t slp and was sms-ing and i realised the reason was maybe he has change his heart. the nick i saw previously was “mel mel…=)” and if mel is the one who told his ex our break up, will he still =) to her? contradicting. everything doesnt work well for me and i definately not gonne live in the past too. in the past, piggy will nvr say nasty things to me nor he will smoke. today, piggy say nasty things to me and he smokes. the different is so big. and he say i were to spare tots for others. each time we quarrelled, i have been patience to him first before i actually explode. ah, but everything i did was actually not good for the others. and everything he does is good. he spares thoughts for others but nvr me. he talk to ppl nicely, but not me. he always explode on me for nothing but never on others. tell me, how the past me can come back? where is the innocent and stupid girl i once was? i’m still so stupid now.. but am i innocent? only god knows. for one thing i know is that, i could nvr be the past me.