Assignment.

now i have a mission. that is to make a few new drink recipes for the secretary week which falls on 24th – 28th april. it was suppose to be tong lei‘s job and now she’s no longer working with us and i’m familiarize with the bar drinks.. tim couldn’t ask the other part timer because, bin bin got sch.. suzy hasn’t memorise the drinks.. the rest haven’t learn bar.. and he couldn’t ask the full timers to do because they got stuffs to do as well.. that left me.. oh well.. so now, i’m going to work harder to come out with some nice drinks to prove to ppl my worth.. yes! that’s what i will do. =) so after work i went to eat with bin bin, da mian & mon cherie. after that me, bin bin & da mian walked to bugis after we went back to tcc to get our pay.. i have returned $40 our of the $100 to my mama and bought mrt concession for this month to reduce my expenses. after that i meet duckie to have dinner.. so i eat again. LOL.. den went shopping and i bought a skirt for $18, a bag for $19.90 & a hp sock for $1.90.. lol.

just now i went downstairs to pick up my sister and suddenly, she cried.. i was quite shocked.. and i asked her what happened.. she’s feeling so unhappy in everything and she claims she’s lousy.. it’s hurts me to see her cry until lidat.. sigh.. so it was about chris.. sometimes i wondered if guys are stupid or what?? couldn’t they spare more thoughts on the girls? sometimes they will just claim credits for themselves and forget about us. or they will spend alot of effort trying to woo a particular girl and once they got her, they will start treating her like shit.. and whenever there is an issue going on, it’s always the girl’s fault. why can’t the guys just fu*king leave my siste alone? she’s already miserable bcos of brandon and she managed to stand back on her own feet and these guys make her fall again.. can’t they just spare some thoughts for her or at least, leave her alone? guys, can’t reali understand what they are thinking about.. they are nvr serious about 1 r/s.

suddenly, tim & wati was talking about resignation today. and so tim was asking “everyone” whether are they going to resign and when he asked me, i was smiling and laughing.. and when i told him that i planned to resign next month.. he was shocked. i have to resign if the pay continues to be so low. i’m earning $4.50/hr + $0.80 of meal allowance (if i work more than 5hrs and of cos i work 5 hrs or more).. but now, i’m earning money for myself. i have to support myself now that i have NO MORE allowance to take from my parents. and of cos i have to pay for my hp bill as well. sigh.. so i was hoping that tim will manage to raise my pay higher a bit.. he didn’t want me to quit.. because if he could, he didn’t wan gf, tong lei & abd to quit as well. i have think of myself too.. i didnt quit earlier because i know they need ppl and it seems like i’m not helping.. i cannot do host.. nor i can do bar well… if tong lei‘s here.. i dun even have the chance to create new drinks for the secretary week. sigh.. let’s hope i will do my job well.. and i’m doing research so i know what drinks i can make with the ingredients i have in the bar. =]