was supposed to go sis carol’s hse for baby shower today.. but i woke up at 3plus instead.. damn.. and so i watched movie today. “Firewall“. it’s cool. the story’s not bad. the 2nd movie of the week showing how to rob a bank. haha. the first was the “Inside Man” den now came “Firewall“. but the coolest of all was the “Inside Man“.. yup. that’s what i think. had a little dispute with duckie though. about me asking “u very religious meh?” (that qns is in chinese), and he wasn’t happy abt me asking that. not that i disrespect his religion. i ask bcos some people doesn’t really follow what their religion wants them to. restrictions. and i didn’t force him to eat beef bcos i wanna eat b.k. .. i merely say “aiyah, eat only mah”.. that doesnt mean that i want him to eat beef what. and he was very unhappy abt it.. ok.. maybe i shd just keep my big mouth shut so i wouldn’t offend him anymore.. den he ask me why i didn’t talk to him blah.. sometimes i’m a bit paranoid. den he told me about his instinct that he will come and quarrel with me. the point is, me & him has got nothing to quarrel about anymore. he has already stop wanting that da vinci code book back which is good. i can take my own sweet time reading plus that book is at my sis’s workplace now. not that duckie is not good enough. i feel that my mouth is not good enough.. i’m too straight forward. the next time i wanna talk, maybe i will think carefully before i say anything that hurts people. and i’m not his gf still. and my chest is very pain now.. has been taking a lot of very deep breathe. am i dying soon?