there isn’t anything that will spice up my life recently but anger. i can’t bring myself to trust just any other guys anymore. or perhaps trust will take place after a very long period of time. i was almost going to explode. Almost. i controlled myself from exploding and the worse part is i realli seriously hate it when people invaded my stuffs. i’m so screwed up. sigh. i need to forget everything that has happened so i can move on.. i’m still considering about duckie‘s qns about being his gf… i’m not sure.. i have no idea wat i reali want as well. we shall not rush into any conclusion yet.