The Potters’ Hand

Beautiful Lord, wonderful saviour
I know for sure, all of my days are held in Your hands
Created into Your perfect plan

You gently call me, into Your presence
Guiding me by, Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes

I’m captured by, Your Holy calling
Set me apart
I know You’re drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray

Take me, Mould me
Use me, Fill me
I give my life to the Potter’s hands
Hold me, Guide me
Lead me, Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter’s hand

After crying out, i feel much more better.. I love everyone around me and seriously i reali do. no one is perfect. even the most perfect person in the world has his/her own flaws. i don’t want to be look upon by others as i’m useless. i am trying hard to be whatever duckie wants me to be and i know he’s trying hard to be whatever i want him to be. but now, i need to destress. i feel so stressed and unhappy but i can’t show out.. but now, i am definitely feeling better and much more relieved. i know my own temper. i couldn’t control myself and even today, i most shouted at nana.. it’s my bad.. i have everything bottled up in my heart for too long, my angers, my frustration.. but somehow i feel it’s not over yet.. i need some more time.. and when i’m back from genting, i’ll start all over again.. i wouldn’t rem those who are not worthy to rem. i don’t even having any other relationship before duckie. did i? No, i don’t think so. i’m switching to full time next month after my genting trip. some changes will be made.. more money earned but of cos, staying long in tcc isn’t gonna help me. i have intention to study Marketing in SIM.. so i will need to save some money for that if possible too.. i feel like, i m starting to have a life and i’m NOT going to let whoever that is to ruin me anymore. help me please. i’m leaving the past behind.. and duckie to me is imp too besides my sweethearts & gf & ppl in tcc. i’m ditching EVERYTHING bad behind me. i don’t wish to live in anymore sadness. =] oh cheer up.. and i always rem how God saved me when i needed His help.. and den suddenly i realised, this is what i have been neglecting – God. time to change myself. Be more responsible and of cos, that wouldn’t change the fact that i’m still so irritating! =P “To the AIRPORT~~~”