I was supposed to meet TY, pass him back his jacket and head back home. But when I see him, he asked me if I want to have dinner but we headed to “Ji De Chi” because I super love the mango sago dessert there. He suggested to watch ‘Monsters VS Aliens” at JP but it was not showing anymore, feeling disappointed, we watched ‘Ghosts of Girlfriends Past‘ which was a romantic comedy. He sent me home after the movie because he said it’s still early. I knew he wants to talk to me. But actually I was too tired to talk to him. But I wasn’t looking at him when he was talking to me, not that I am being rude.. just that I will not be able to uphold the decision I made for the past few days. And the quarrel that we have, lasts for 2 weeks, remains unsolved. He said I looked a little uncomfortable when I was in the cinema. I don’t know. Now, I am so totally confused. I was thinking maybe I should just leave him now since I don’t think anything will work out. But then again, leaving him at this time, is not a good timing because I knew he’s under a lot of stress which I don’t think I can help. Sigh, I wished I could be his comfort. But I don’t think I can be. Sometimes, I feel so helpless towards him. If you know what I did to him these days, all I can say is I feel guilty. I feel guilty for not wanting to talk to him because at some point of time, I am really tired of this conversation. I mean, this whole topic of not wanting to give him EVERYTHING. Now I am sitting in front of the computer feeling confused while feeling confused. Sigh. What should I do?