I am sitting at the boarding gate typing tis entry away. I’m really excited now. See you guys on Tuesday onwards!

No, I am not angry anymore. After talking to Arene, I think she make sense. I am just rambling in my previous entries. Sorry for those remarks. You know, when I get angry I just speak my mind. Hahaha!

I am really really mad now. My holiday mood is totally affected by the iPhone, F1 and my mother. I don’t think I can communicate with anyone now. Seriously. It’s just sucks. I mean, WHAT’S WRONG WITH BUYING THINGS for myself? My sister say I should go BKK buy because it’s CHEAP. C’mon, it’s my fucking money. I will do what I want with it. And my mother was complaining I didn’t contribute money to her. I will give when I feel like giving. And I still don’t like the fact that horrible person gave away the fucking F1 tickets. Whatever. Really. PUI.

I don’t like to go home. I just want to fucking get out of this place.

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It’s really expensive to be a girl. Why? Because we need to buy make up to make ourselves more pretty and then the facial care products for maintainance. So who say it’s easy to be a girl? I went to town with Darling and Wilson. And here is my damage.

Make up remover (small): SGD$10
Medicated loose powder: SGD$64
Blusher: SGD$29
Eyebrow pencil: SGD$22
Concealer: SGD$36
Slipper: SGD$14
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Total: SGD$175 – $10 Voucher

And I bumped in to Kaihui (Jin Jie’s lil’ sister) at Ion. What a coincident right? I am broke after all these spree. It’s amazing that my blusher can last me for 9 months considering I bought in Jan. And yea, all the products that I bought is all for long term purpose, I shall not feel the pinch inside of me. And I so love the free bag. Darling got one too because I got 2 bags (for spending $161) free and I don’t need 2 same bags right? And tonight’s dinner is on Wilson! Haha, please give me a treat everyday!! =D I shall spend no more money things (unless for lunch or dinner) until Friday, and I will go BKK to shop till I drop. And which girl doesn’t like shopping?

I wondered if there is something seriously wrong with the guy’s thinking. Why did I asked? They believe that if a girl likes them, the girl has to take in all their bullshits and lies. No, that’s not going to happen.

I am putting TY aside this time round. Whether we still can be friends still remains a mystery to me. But, what’s the point right? He said I accused him of lying. But why would I want to even accuse him? Because the things he said to me, doesn’t fucking make any sense to me. And the incredible story start like this:

TY asked me out for dinner that very night. I reached JP around 2040hrs, and then he smsed me @ 2045hrs to inform me that he’s going out now (and he was supposed to meet me at 2100hrs), and so I assumed that he was walking out of his house while msging me. Then, I didn’t hear from him from then on. So it happened that Alicia was at JP’s Bakerzin with her girlfriend (since the girlfriend was one of them I am going Bangkok with) so I went to join them while waiting for him to arrive. And until 2115 hrs I still didn’t hear from him, I was really hopping mad because I was really hungry. And so I smsed him don’t bother to come if he’s gonna be real late. No reply from him. Very well, I went ahead to order my food. Until 2130hrs I still didn’t hear from him, I just keep calling his cellphone until almost 2300hrs he picked up and told me he just reached home. Upon hearing his cheerful (it sounds to me) tone, I hanged up and switched off my hp because I waited so long. He came online to bug me to call him so he can explain what happened and why he didn’t managed to meet me. Ok, his lies starts from here:

He came down from his house at 2045hrs and was stopped by a few china men (at least 5 of them) who was asking him where they can change money. And out of helpfulness, he told them that the money changer has already closed and he suggested that they should go to JP’s money changer. (At this point of time, in TY‘s wallet there is only SGD$15, whereas the china men only got USD) So he tried to help these people (he claims that the mandarin that they speak, you can barely understand, and he tried his way to figure out what they are talking) to hire a cab (according to him, out of the 5 china men, only 2 of them are going to JP) since he doesn’t have extra coins for them to take a bus. After trying getting 5-6 cabs, none of the cabbies are willing to give them a ride. Worse still, one of the cabby drove over TY‘s foot. Ok, then the bus came at 2100hrs, he board the bus and reached JP around 2115hrs and he walk around JP like a lost dog looking for me. He say, he wanted to call me, but he doesn’t remember my number and he just remember that my number has a lot of 1s, 8s, 4 and 7. He tried different number combination to contact me. But it’s all fruitless. He said, if he can he will call home and asked his mum to check on his hp for my number. But he can’t. Because he don’t remember HIS FUCKING HOUSE NUMBER (the reason he gave was, because he just changed the number), HIS MUM’S HP NO., HIS DAD’S HP NO… IN short, he doesn’t fucking remember any numbers. And he didn’t think I will be at Bakerzin because I was supposed to be alone. In return, he blamed me for not going to Coffee Bean to look for him because that’s his usual smoking spot. C’mon, I don’t smoke.

Ok, this is where the drama starts. I asked him, since after he helped those people and realized he’s LATE, why didn’t he bother to let me know. He say he doesn’t have his handphone with him. This fucking proves that HE KNEW HE DIDN’T BRING HIS HP WITH HIM WHEN HE WENT DOWN TO THE BUS STOP. Ok, I asked him, then why didn’t you go back and take your hp since he doesn’t remember my contact number. He say, “because the bus come liao mah. if i just board the bus i will be 10 mins late the most. if i go back and take my hp then i will be 45 mins late. and then you will start to throw your tantrum.”. WOW, which means I am supposed to be touched by the fact that he ‘tried’ not to let me wait. I think it’s kinda common sense that if you don’t fucking remember any number and YOU REALIZED you forgot your hp when you are at the bus stop, isn’t it best that you go and retrieve it and explain to the meet WHY YOU ARE LATE. No. He didn’t. Apparently, he just ‘assumed’ everything in his fucking head. And then, he complained that I do not understand the HARDSHIP he went thru to look for me in JP. So, I asked him, what hardship has he been thru. He replied me, to look for you in JP like a lost dog. That’s hardship. WOW, I am FUCKING TOUCHED BY HIS HARDSHIP to look for me. Very well. Even if I gave him the benefit of doubts that helping the china man MIGHT be real. The forget his hp part is a bullshit. Or, he has deliberately left his hp at home just to test if I will go and look for him. And so, he said it’s really difficult for him to FORGIVE ME the second time because I ACCUSED him to be a liar. Ok, I don’t need a Liar’s forgiveness you know. I told him, if you think I am malign you, PROVE it to me. He say he can’t prove it to me because it’s OVER. Very well. People told me, if the wheels of a vehicle went over your foot, the foot will be swollen and not just pain. No, he just told me he’s in pain. Should I even give him the benefit of doubts for such. No, I seriously don’t think so. He just fucking tell me to WAKE UP MY IDEAS and IT’S ALL MY FUCKING FAULT because I STARTED IT FIRST.

Am I a super unreasonable person? I maybe stubborn but not amounting to be super unreasonable until I can’t even forgive you for being late. I might throw my tantrum a little for waiting too long, but I always forgive. I can forgive about almost everything, except lies. Stop behaving as if I am a small kid. Do not think because I like you, I will have to take in all of your nonsense. He say it’s not worth to ask me out anymore since I malign him. Well, I hope he honour his words. I do not ever want to see this liar again. Even if he’s holding someone’s hand tomorrow, it’s none of my fucking business.

I took leave today to buy my long awaited iPhone, but who knows when I reached Comex the person told me the 50 sets of iPhone has already sold out. It’s so unbelievable. They only have 50 sets at the roadshow. I became moodless for the whole afternoon, so I decided to try my luck at Bugis. And realized that there is really no stock. *disappointment* To avoid further disappointment, I made a reservation fast enough. I think Singtel is really horrible. After that I went to JP to meet Jin Jie for dinner and I took some ugly pictures using his mac book pro.

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Ugly right? No choice. I was really pai seh to take funny face at coffee bean because that stupid Jin Jie say it’s really pai seh to sit with me. -.-”’ And that horrible Jin Jie is really horrible. He was about to say something, then he decided that he doesn’t want me to go. Wth. =.=”’ He’s such an irritant.

TMD right? Nvm, I had my fun with the Mac Book Pro even though I didn’t have my iPhone today. Shall look forward to my Bangkok trip.. Haha! Good luck for your exams next week you irritant.

I almost thought I am going to dying today. Really. I saw blood when I was peeing today. After that I saw my urine turned brown! I freaked out and then I went to do research and at the same time, I just kept telling Sha I am dying. Ok, it sounds so exaggerating, but if you were me, what would you do? I was talking to my elder sister and she asked me about some symptoms. After drinking a lot of water, I went to pee again I saw my urine back to normal. But my sister say I have to observe for a couple of days more. Sigh. I don’t wish to get some bladder infection leh. GOSH.

And, I am really disappointed in TY. Why? He kept insisting that he did not lie to me. But the truth only he knows and God knows. Even I gave him the benefit of doubts, I doubt we will be happy. It’s better we go our separate ways. In this case, his friend, Alvin will not tell me tales so that I will leave him. And, I aint interested in his affairs anymore. What Peishan and his other lovers? I aint interested. I wish I will no longer have to come in contact with such fucking liars. He said Alvin knows about this whole thing and he reacted differently. Of course! He’s his buddy. And who knows what they are talking about anyways?

And, I am sooo getting my iPhone today. =D Something to be happy about. I am going to bed now. Gd nite world.

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My iPhone 3GS, I am soooo gonna get you this week!

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I AM GOING TO F1~~~~!!! WOOOOOOhooOOOOOO~

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I am going for the finals of course. =]