I almost thought I am going to dying today. Really. I saw blood when I was peeing today. After that I saw my urine turned brown! I freaked out and then I went to do research and at the same time, I just kept telling Sha I am dying. Ok, it sounds so exaggerating, but if you were me, what would you do? I was talking to my elder sister and she asked me about some symptoms. After drinking a lot of water, I went to pee again I saw my urine back to normal. But my sister say I have to observe for a couple of days more. Sigh. I don’t wish to get some bladder infection leh. GOSH.
And, I am really disappointed in TY. Why? He kept insisting that he did not lie to me. But the truth only he knows and God knows. Even I gave him the benefit of doubts, I doubt we will be happy. It’s better we go our separate ways. In this case, his friend, Alvin will not tell me tales so that I will leave him. And, I aint interested in his affairs anymore. What Peishan and his other lovers? I aint interested. I wish I will no longer have to come in contact with such fucking liars. He said Alvin knows about this whole thing and he reacted differently. Of course! He’s his buddy. And who knows what they are talking about anyways?
And, I am sooo getting my iPhone today. =D Something to be happy about. I am going to bed now. Gd nite world.
Listen to my heart beat 